Sex with a stranger could be horribly awkward, especially when you were both completely smashed. Yet the first time Murdoc had sex with Stuart it was…Different, he didn't even know how to describe it. The moment they got to the front door Stu had Murdoc pressed up against it. He was decently surprised at the dominance somebody that thin could have, he loved every moment of it though. He loved the rough feel of the younger man's fingers going up under his shirt scratching at his skin sending shivers down his spine. He loved how roughly he bit at his lip drawing blood, the way he pulled at his hair. There were no reservations and there sure as hell was no control. He was amazed they even took the time to make it inside of Murdoc's flat, let alone to the bedroom….Though they did end up on the couch first, long enough for Stuart to lose his shirt, and long enough for Murdoc to leave bite marks along his neck and chest.

By the time they hit the bedroom they only had their jeans on. The older man had his hand shoved down the front of the other's pants. Once he had Stuart's pants off he couldn't help but laugh when he saw the younger man wore pink underwear which resulted in a light slap to the back of his head. Stu shoved Murdoc back onto the bed climbing on top of him, he pinned the older man's arms above his head. He loved the feeling of the blue haired man grinding down against him, the feel of his lips against his skin. He bucked his hips up as the younger man moved lower. God he truly loved every second of this, maybe it was because he hadn't had a shag for a couple of months. Maybe it was something else…It felt like something else.

Like every time you had sex while drunk the actual sex part was awkward….Your senses were quite dead, but neither of them noticed. After those first initially painful and strange seconds Stuart wrapped his legs around the older man's back pulling him in deeper. His fingers were digging into his shoulder blades and teeth digging into the side of his neck. He went from slow to hard at the younger man's demand, he felt dizzy each time Stuart would whisper the most obscenely sexual things into his ear before licking along his earlobe. The pain from his nails digging into his back just drove him further, turned him on more. They kissed sloppily, desperately, and by the time they both came they were covered in bite marks and scratch marks.

Maybe it only seemed mind blowing because they were drunk; everything seemed sexier and better when you couldn't even remember how you had gotten home.

Murdoc watched as Stuart got up from the bed, he walked over to the door and picked his jeans up from the floor. The older man propped himself up on his elbows as he watched the younger man begin to dress.

"Where are yew going?"

Stu looked back at him curiously.

"Well generally after one goes to a sleezy club, drinks too much, and goes home with a bloke the other man generally wants you to leave right afterwards. Usually before the sun comes up….Which is in two more hours."

"Generally I'd agree with yew, fully. This time I'd like the other bloke to stay the night, yew don't have to stay, but I think I kinda like yew a bit."

Stu continued to stare at him for a bit longer, shrugged then got into bed curling up against Murdoc's side. The black haired man wrapped an arm around Stuart's midsection holding him closely.

"Yer rather strange, ya know?" Stu asked laughing a bit.

"I've heard that for quite some time now, I'm starting to believe it."

"God my parents are going to flip when I get home."

"Curfew?"

Stuart laughed.

"Sadly yeah, a bit; I'm an adult but they insist on treating me like I'm still a tiny kid or something like that….So yew really don't mind me staying here, I might be over for awhile."

Murdoc placed his hand over Stuart's giving it a light squeeze.

"Nah I don't mind at all, stay as long as yew like. Rare for me to want somebody around."

That's how it went; the first time they had sex. He sort of figured this was just a drawn out one night stand, but it would turn into something so much more than that…Almost like Sid and Nancy, sometimes today he wishes it had ended that way. There would have been less pain that way, instead of the pain carrying out for endless years.