When I woke up Clarissa was asleep in my arms and still completely naked. My fingers lightly brushed against her nipples and she let out a moan.
Clarissa didn't care when she thought that Jace had been her brother. Was I just that terrible to her? I had never done anything to hurt her, and I had repeatedly told her I loved her.
Clarissa stirred in her sleep and opened her eyes. She saw me and gasped before pulling away from me. I pulled her back into my arms.
"I won't hurt you Clary," I soothed. She finally stopped trying to pull away and relaxed into my hold. She even pulled me closer.
"Leave me alone," Clarissa said not looking up at me at all. It still stung, but not very much.
I knew that she wouldn't hate me soon. I would spoil her, and dote on her and take care of her. Clarissa wouldn't be able to resist my love.
She closed her eyes and fell back to sleep. My arms tightened around her waist and I pulled her to me so her chest was flat against mine. I got out of bed and kissed her forehead before putting my regular clothes on.
I shoved my jeans on and went downstairs to the kitchen. She would most likely be hungry when she woke up.
I smiled to myself as I realized that I would be waking up to the lovely face of my mate every day when I woke up.
All of Alicante had gotten notice that Jace had been injured by something. He was healing, but he wasn't near to death whatsoever.
I knew that Clarissa would have never forgiven me if I had killed that idiot.
After a few minutes she walked downstairs wearing one of my shirts and a pair of my boxers.
"I need clothes." She said immediately before sitting down.
"If you promise not to run away I'll take you back to New York to shop." I said looking at her.
"Fine, I promise." She sighed. I loved how she looked wearing my clothing.
I leaned over and kissed her roughly. She moaned and her legs wrapped around my waist.
Clary was quite short compared to me, but she was beautiful. She pulled away after a while and I kissed her once more gently.
Clarissa pushed me away and got off the chair before going to the fridge. She pulled out a carton of eggs and looked over at me.
"Are you going to keep being useless?" She asked looking at me and raising an eyebrow.
She cracked four eggs into a bowl and gave me a whisk and told me to beat the eggs.
I shrugged and did what she asked. I might as well get on her good side.
8 Weeks Later
I was feeling absolutely sick.
Jace
I missed him, but I had to admit, I was slowly starting to fall for Jonathan.
I felt so wrong with him at first but he always made sure I was okay, and he didn't keep me locked up or anything. I could wander around the house and outside in the garden in the back but there was a barrier around the house that I couldn't get out of.
Jon hadn't had sex with me since the first night I was here and I was more than relieved that he hadn't.
I lay down and curled into a ball. I had been feeling nauseous for the past week.
I heard footsteps on the stairs and I knew Jonathan was coming upstairs. The door opened and Jonathan walked inside before closing the door after him.
This house was very spacious and I was quite comfortable in it once I found out that Valentine had actually never been inside of it, since this had been his backup hideout.
Jon leaned in and placed a light kiss on my lips. I don't know what came over me but my arms circled his neck and I pulled him closer to me.
I moaned when I felt Jonathan trailing kisses down my neck before squeezing my breasts with his hands.
"Ow," I whimpered pushing him away from me. I rubbed my boobs. It was probably just because my period was going to be soon…
I suddenly realized something that made me want to puke.
My period was over a week late. My face probably turned really pale or something because Jonathan was looking at me worriedly.
"What's wrong?" Jonathan asked while rubbing my back soothingly.
"I want to go back to New York, at least for a little while," I said looking up at him.
He nodded and I pulled him to the bedroom before pushing him down on the bed. I lay down next to him and he buried his face into my neck and put his arms around my waist.
"We can go to New York today if you want," Jonathan mumbled into my neck.
"I want to see my mom." I said looking down at his head.
"No," Jonathan said before lifting his head up. "We can't meet anyone. No one can know that you're back in New York," Jonathan shaking his head.
"What about Simon, he's my best fri−,"
"No one," Jonathan said turning so he was lying on his back.
He stretched and I saw a sliver of his abdomen muscles and I couldn't stop myself from straddling him and kissing him roughly.
Jonathan growled into my mouth and continued to kiss me. I rubbed against him lightly and his jaw tightened and he held my hips in place.
"Are you trying to make me fuck you?" Jonathan asked kissing me behind my ear. I let out a gasp when he sucked the sensitive spot.
I didn't answer, since I assumed the question was rhetorical. Jonathan flipped us over so I was underneath him and he slowly took my shirt off.
He didn't even have the patience to take my bra off and he ripped if off instead before pulling one of my nipples into his mouth.
I let out a very whorish moan and he pulled off my shorts and panties and wasted no time before pushing two of his fingers inside of me.
I gasped in pleasure when he started to suck my clit. My fingers grabbed at his hair and I let out a cry of pleasure when he bit my clit.
I pushed his shirt off his body and threw it to the side before running my hands over his toned chest.
He pushed his pants off and hovered above me before kissing down my neck.
Jonathan aligned himself to me before thrusting into me. I let out a loud moan and let him continue to pound into me.
"Faster!" I yelled before my legs locked around his waist. He complied and started to thrust into me faster and harder. I writhed in pleasure under him and he looked down at me with so much love and adoration that I wanted to be able to love him back.
I let all of my worries go and just looked into his eyes as he pleasured me.
He flipped me over so he was taking me from behind and I let out a scream of pleasure as I climaxed. Jonathan continued to thrust into me and I collapsed onto my chest.
Jonathan let out a growl and released inside of me. He pulled out after a few seconds and lay down next to me.
He pulled me to his chest and kissed me softly. I moaned into the kiss and he rubbed my back comfortingly.
I yawned and closed my eyes. I just needed to rest my eyes for a few seconds.
"I want to go to New York now." I said sitting up in the bed.
"Fine, go change." Jonathan said shrugging and sitting up as well.
I went to the closet in the room and put a blue bra and panties on. I put shorts and a tank top on and decided to wear flats.
Jonathan had taken me shopping four weeks ago and I had been surprised by how much he bought for me. It may have made me like him a little more…
When I turned around Jonathan was already wearing black jeans and a v-neck grey shirt. I could see his muscles through the shirt and I wanted to lick his abs.
"If we're going to be staying in New York for a while you need to pack a bag." Jonathan said glancing over at me.
I groaned and pouted at him. He just rolled his eyes and told me there was a bag at the top of the closet.
I tried to reach it but failed; Jonathan came up behind me and pulled the bag down before giving it to me.
I shoved random pairs of clothes and shoes into the bag and closed it before sitting on the bed and thinking.
"Don't you need clothes?" I asked looking up at Jonathan.
"I have an apartment in New York," Jonathan explained. I wonder why he has an apartment in New York…
Jonathan stood up and stretched his arms and I saw his muscles again. I bit my lip and shook my head at my dirty thoughts.
Jon pulled me downstairs and opened a door and pulled me along with him. The bag was rolling behind me and before I knew it I was somewhere I didn't recognize.
"We're at my apartment, I pulled you through a portal in the closet," Jonathan said shrugging. I followed him to a bedroom and put my bag against the wall.
"I want to see my mom, please, just to tell her I'm okay." I said looking at Jonathan pleadingly.
"I can't let you do that, and I can't let you see Jace either." Jon said immediately.
"Please, I need to see them; I need to let them know I'm fine. What if I just visit Simon's apartment and tell him to tell my mom that I'm fine." I said trying not to cry. Jonathan was being so mean to me!
"You're not going anywhere without me." Jonathan said giving me a glare.
"Then why don't you come with me." I said huffing angrily.
"You want me to come with you, really?" Jonathan asked sarcastically.
"If it makes you feel better about letting me see Simon, then yes." I said huffing again.
"I already told you, we are not meeting anyone while we're here." Jonathan said pushing his silverish hair out of his face.
"Then I'll just leave." I said walking out of the room. Jonathan ran after me and threw me over his shoulder.
"Fuck you," I snapped at him. He went to the living room of the apartment before plopping me down on the couch. He pulled me into his lap and kissed me. I moaned without thinking and his hold on my body tightened.
"Stop it," I whimpered before pushing him away. I turned around on the couch and pulled the blanket that was sitting on the edge over my body and face.
Jonathan tried to get it off of me but I threatened to leave if he did.
He ripped it off my anyways and I just crossed my arms and ignored him as he apologized.
Jonathan finally gave up, or so I thought.
"Fine, you can go see Simon, but I'm coming with you." Jonathan said finally with a sigh. I pulled him into my arms and hugged him.
"Thank you!" I said finally. I kissed him softly and he kissed me back roughly. A small gasp slid out of my mouth and he kissed my neck.
"It's only because I hate seeing you upset." Jonathan said after a few minutes.
I kissed him softly and climbed off of him. What if I turned out to be pregnant, what if Jonathan hated me because of it?
What if he just abandoned me?
Would Jace even think of taking me back if I was pregnant with his enemy's child?
I felt like crying after asking myself all of the questions. I didn't want to be pregnant, I wouldn't be able to handle it, especially not if Jonathan abandoned me because of it.
I don't know why when I thought of him leaving me it made me want to cry. I didn't notice the tears streaming down my face until Jonathan stood up and wiped them away with his thumb.
"Why are you crying?" Jonathan asked raising an eyebrow.
"Um, no reason," I lied. At least it sounded somewhat convincing. I was a terrible liar, everybody knew that.
How was I going to go to the doctor to find out whether I was pregnant or not?
Jonathan obviously wasn't going to let me out of his sight, how the hell was I going to slip away for an hour for a doctor's appointment.
I decided to call my gynecologist and make an appointment. I could probably just pass it off as a check up or something.
"I need to call my doctor." I said looking up at Jonathan. A look of confusion grazed his face and smoothed out.
"Why?" Jonathan asked putting his arm around my waist.
"Because I haven't seen my doctor in over six months, and I'm due for an appointment, and we're here anyways." I said shrugging. It wasn't the whole truth, but it was still somewhat true.
"Fine, but Simon can wait until tomorrow, okay, he doesn't even know you're here, and you won't tell him where we are, okay?" Jonathan asked grabbing my wrist when I was about to walk away.
"Okay." I agreed before putting my hand into his pocket and taking my cell phone from where he'd hidden it.
He didn't seem to notice, or if he did he didn't let it show.
I sat down on the couch and dialed my doctor's number.
I scheduled an appointment for an hour from now. I might as well know as soon as possible.
"I don't think an hour is long enough for me to fuck you again." Jonathan said kissing my neck softly. He sucked one spot on my neck and I sighed in pleasure.
"An hour isn't even long enough to get to the doctor's appointment." I said pushing him away from me.
Jonathan groaned and kissed me. My legs wound around his waist and I could feel his hard on.
I giggled and he kissed me roughly. I let out a moan and he grinned at me before pulling away and setting me down on the floor.
I was definitely starting to fall for him. I felt so wrong whenever I thought about the fact he was my brother but the same example always came up.
I didn't mind when I thought Jace was my brother, it hadn't mattered to me then because I was so in love with Jace.
Maybe I would end up falling in love with Jonathan. I actually expected it to happen.
I sat down on the floor and tried not to feel like a bitch for not being able to be in love with Jonathan right now.
He still had demon blood in him; I always had to remember that. I shouldn't trust him as much as I do.
Jonathan was standing in front of me and just looking down at me like I was crazy or something. I blushed and he helped me stand up.
"Do you have a car?" I asked Jonathan once he ushered me out of the apartment for my appointment.
"Of course I have a car, do you think I fly from place to place?" Jonathan asked, obviously teasing me.
"It was a valid question! Most people in New York don't have a car." I said pouting. Jonathan just chuckled.
We stopped in front of a Lamborghini car and Jonathan unlocked it.
"You have a Lamborghini?" I asked looking at him and stroking the hood of the car. It was beautiful.
"Surprised?" Jonathan asked me raising an eyebrow.
"Very, how could you afford a Lamborghini?" I asked looking up at him.
"Let's just say Valentine left me a very big amount of money." Jonathan said getting into the car. I got in and couldn't help but feel that this car was way too dangerous for a baby.
Jonathan would need a much more baby friendly car if I turned out to be pregnant. I don't think a car seat would work with the leather and speed of this car.
I couldn't help but feel a tad excited about this. What if I was actually going to have a baby? Would Jonathan be excited, or never want to see me again.
The biggest question in my mind was killing me.
What if he wanted me to get rid of it?
I burst into tears at the thought and Jonathan panicked and kept asking me what was wrong, he asked me if I was hurt almost twenty times before I told him to just leave me alone.
He sighed and started to drive. I told him where to turn. Jonathan seemed to be annoyed at me, but I frankly didn't care. I was about to tell him where he should shove his attitude but I decided not to.
Maybe I should just butter him up to lessen the blow if I am…you know what.
We reached the medical practice after about twenty minutes of ignoring each other. I got out of the car and saw that people were staring. I ignored them and walked in without Jonathan. He got out and followed me though.
I went upstairs to sign in and then just paced in the waiting room.
"What if we run into someone?" I asked Jonathan when he caught up to me upstairs.
"Then we'll deal with it," Jonathan said shrugging and pulling a cell phone out of his pocket.
"Fray, Clarissa?" A nurse announced from the door. I grabbed Jonathan's hand and pulled him along with me.
Once we were in the examination room his phone rang and he told me that he would be back in a few minutes before stepping out of the room.
My gynecologist walked into the room and saw me.
"It's nice to see you again Clary." She said giving me a big smile. She had been my gynecologist for the past three years.
"Hi Dr. Morgan," I said giving her a smaller smile.
"So, why are you here?" She asked me checking her clipboard or whatever.
"I think I might be," I whispered "pregnant." I said letting out a breath.
"Why do you think so?" She asked before patting my leg comfortingly.
"Nausea, my breasts are a lot more sensitive, and my period is over a week late." I said quietly, as though I thought everyone would be able to hear if I talked any louder.
"I thought you weren't sexually active?" Dr. Morgan asked looking at me.
"I had sex for the first time almost two months ago." I blurted out.
"We should probably check then." Dr. Morgan said comfortingly. She grabbed a thin syringe and wiped the inside of my elbow with an alcohol wipe before taking blood.
I closed my eyes even though I barely felt the needle. I could feel her take it out and give it to a nurse.
"Those results should be here in less than twenty minutes." She said rubbing my arm.
Dr. Morgan told me to take my shoes off and stand on the weighing scale. I was about 112 pounds. I climbed off the weighing scale once she was done and she told me she wanted to check my blood pressure.
Once she was done with that she tried to make it as comfortable as possible while she checked my breasts. I was blushing the while time anyways.
Jonathan walked into the room after a minute. Dr. Morgan wanted to do an ultrasound.
"Jon, can you leave." I asked looking at him.
"Alright," Jonathan said simply before kissing my forehead and walking out of the room.
She told me sit back on the examination table and lift up my tank top so it was under my breasts. I pushed the top of my shorts down so my hips were somewhat visible and my stomach was completely uncovered.
Dr. Morgan put this weird gel thingy on my belly and grabbed this thing and started to spread the gel around with it. Dr. Morgan looked at the screen and stopped somewhere.
"Your suspicions were right, and it seems as though you're pregnant with more than one baby, although we can't be sure until your next appointment." Dr. Morgan said pointing out all three of them on the screen.
"I think I'm going to be sick." I whispered staring at the screen. I wanted to kill myself.
"There are options Clary, you could terminate the pregnancy," Dr. Morgan said softly.
"I would never be able to do that," I whimpered.
She gave me a paper towel to wipe the stuff off my belly and I wiped it off and threw it away before pulling my shirt down.
"I'm going to get the ultrasound pictures," Dr. Morgan said rubbing my back before leaving the room. I was just frozen; I didn't feel like talking to Jon now.
Dr. Morgan walked back into the room and I put the pictures into my pocket. I made another appointment for four weeks from now and she gave me a prescription for prenatal vitamins before I left.
When I saw Jonathan standing in the hallway I didn't talk to him.
"How did it go?" Jonathan asked as we were walking back to the parking area. I shrugged and once we were at the car I got in and tried to relax.
I needed to tell him now. I knew that if he knew he probably wouldn't let me see Simon, but he needed to know too.
He was the one stupid enough to have sex with me without a condom.
My hand strayed down to my stomach and I felt the small bump. I bit my lip and tried not to cry.
What was I going to do now?
I know a lot of people probably think I'm some sort of sick freak right now or something, but this idea has probably thought of before. Neither Jonathan nor Clary is fully human so things could probably turn out differently. If you don't like the idea of the story, you shouldn't read it. I would love to get some input for this chapter so please leave a review! I love reading reviews; they always boost my enthusiasm to update more often!