Do not own Harry Potter. Regulus View.

Note made up the poem/song/whatever hopefully not too bad.

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I woke up and walked to the great hall. I sat down and then I noticed Severus Snape.

Snape stated "Your brother is not worth it."

I told Snape "Sirius is my only brother and he is worth it. He insults people that he does not like or people who offend him. Sirius just doesn't listen much now a days and he is more judging of people. He changed after coming to Hogwart. Now then do you have any brothers or sisters?"

I know he does not have any brothers or sisters, but I asked him because I wanted to get off the topic.

Snape repiled curtly "No."

Oh yeah family issues, his mother is a pure blood from the Prince family, and his father is a muggle. The result is conflicting issues and stuff of that nature.

I decided to say "McCoy is a bitch. Even though he is not a female dog."

Snape told me "He has an older brother and he is a third year."

I asked while I raised an eyebrow "What's his name?"

I rarely paid mind to McCoy expect when he decides to insult me, but I suppose I should gather information on him. I do know McCoy is a pure blood and a git. I have not thought about who was in his family, well with my research of pureblood only look at the parents blood lines. However with the half bloods I read more carefully and did my research and find things out.

Snape repiled "Sen McCoy."

I nodded and I was thinking of the Forbidden Forest. I wondered what was inside of it even though I know it only has plants and animals. Plants that could be used for potions and I know Snape likes potions. Even though I could just buy it, but I wonder why is it Forbidden. When one deals with potions there hair tends to get a little oily from the fumes.

I stated "Souds like Sin."

Snape was about to say something, but then Sirius showed up. Of course his friends were with him and I was half tempted to glare at his friends.

Sirius smirked and said to us "Two misfits talking."

I stated "I'm going now brother."

As I walked away Sirius yelled "Coward!"

I felt like yelling 'I do not want to fight with my brother', but I did not yell instead I walked to hospital wing to pick up the potion to drink it. Then off to classes and it was boring. However at dinner time Len McCoy and his brother sat across from Snape and I. His brother Sen sneered at me and I did not bother returning it.

Len McCoy sneered "You are friends with a grease ball."

I stated "Severus is good at potions while you are a failure. You decided to get your brother into this Len McCoy."

Len McCoy grinned then said to me "At least my brother is willing to fight with me unlike your sorry good for nothin---"

My face was tight and I hexed him soundly. His brother was about to get up, but I made him freeze. I grabbed Len's arm and whispered darkly "You shut your damn mouth about my brother. You son of a bitch."

I undid the hexes then Len yelled "Regulus Black you just can't see your brother doesn't give a da---"

I stated "You are not worth it McCoy."

I walked away and Snape decided to come along.

I asked Snape "Do you think I was a coward for walking away from Sirius?"

Snape repiled "No."

I told him "I just do not understand why Sirius wanted to start a fight. He is my brother and it is sort of funny how he broke his promise to me. My mother did, my father, and my brother. I remember my promise to Sirius, I was about five, and it was to not give up on him. Sirius had laughed, but then promised never to abandon me. I know he broke his promise about writing to me, but he won't break his promise to never abandon me. I won't believe it ever."

I cleched my fist and my finger nails broke the skin, but I didn't care as it was bleeding. I noticed the shape of crescent moon on my palm and a little amount of blood coming out for it.

Snape asked me "It is worth it? Do you believe it Regulus?"

I smiled then repiled "Yes I do Severus. I'll aways believe it in the end."

Severus did not mock me nor laugh. Sure I have people in my year admire me, but not one friend. Severus Snape is one whom I will consider a friend even though he despies my brother. I can understand because of all the pranks that Sirius and his friends pull. Besides he does not just despie my brother, but also his friends. My brother along his friends were walking toward us and I sighed while thinking 'Here we go again'.

Sirius snapped "Regulus, show me your wrist."

I asked "Why?"

I hopefully thought he had noticed. I can still see my bones a little, but the potion has been working.

Sirius repiled "Because Remus told me too. He said he could see your bon--"

I stated "Yes it is true. Recently I went to hospital wing to get a potion to cure my body. It started after you came back brother, but you were too busy to notice or even care."

I walked away while Sirius yelled "Regulus get back here!"

Severus was sneering at Sirius and I knew there would be a fight. Of course I turned back and walked to Severus.

I told Sirius "No need to yell. I was just a bit miff about how your friend noticed something that you failed to notice. The truth is I thought I was fat and another reasons."

I turned to Severus and muttered "I have to go now. Are you going too?"

We both walked away and now maybe Sirius will just think about it. Maybe he will willingly talk to me and will notice things without his friends pointing it out.

I told Severus "I really thought he had noticed, but his friend Lupin had told him. Talk about disappointment, but I won't give up."

I know Severus is friends with the muggle born Lily Evans for I can notice things. I do not insult the muggle borns by saying mudblood unless it is in front of Mother. My reasoning is I know for a fact they do not have mud in their blood. Besides it makes them more willing to rise up, to become powerfull, and more will power. There are some weak willed and weak pure bloods. I do not have issues with blood lines for it. To me anyone can become powerful, but it all depends on Will Power and Brains. Of course I do not voice my reasons, I would to my brother, but he never asked me.

I decided to tell Severus "It doesn't matter to me your friends with the muggle born Lily Evans. The others do not notice, but be warned in the future you will be faced with a choice. Not by me, but by the other Slytherins and her."

Severus nodded and stated to me "I know, but that will happen in the far future."

The future can seem far, but it is very close. I have until Sirius is out of school forever to get him to willing talk and listen to me.

The future seems so far away,

But it is coming and it will be there before you know it.

I want to sort everything out before it is too late,

But you won't listen,

I do not want to force you to open your eyes,

I want you to notice the clues,

Not your friends.

The very friends who took you away,

Changed you and caused you to break your promise to me.

So please listen, see, and understand,

Before it is too late,

Before we are old,

Before we die.

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