Hey guys!
sorry for being 5 probably 6 days late
the third chapter was ready and everything but I kinda felt like
leaving more time for the second chapter, and honestly I felt like
I'm wasting my time cuz the main reason why I'm doing what I'm doing
is because I'm enjoying it! :)
and yes the feedback would be awesome but freeing your fangirl-ing
fantasies outta your head is such a joy and to me nothing compares it *.*
though your support and review is surely appreciated ^^
I hope you enjoy this one !
P.S [I'd like to know what y'all think in the storyline and please don't
only focus on the layout errors because most of them are unintentional
and as you all know I'm fairly new :P]
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He was lying on the cold hard ground, lonesome, hurt and lost.
Everything is over, but nothing is done, he couldn't save them,
He wasn't there for them, he couldn't even save their last
legacy on this miserable world.
"Kurapica!"
he heard them, he felt their presence, they started calling for him and
begging for help just like he imagined it millions of times, the echo of
his name with their broken voices cuts through him deeply.
"Kurapica! Kurapica! Kurapica!"
Next thing 'Kurapica' knows is the ugly paint of the wall facing him in his
room at the 'Nostrade' family house.
It was a nightmare, he gasped for a breath feeling cold and sweaty.
'Kurapica' is used to have those nightmares ever since his clan tragedy
that was cased by 'Genei Ryodan' the troupe that he sweared he will
be chaining down to hell even if he had to pay it with his own life.
He looked to the clock, it was 5 in the morning so he decided to get up
anyway because he knew that his subconscious mind won't stop teasing him
all day long, it's just one of those days for him when everything comes
together making him feel so low and helpless.
He was putting his cloths on when he started thinking and reviewing everything in his mind
from the day he applied to hunters exam till now, and as always he felt the rage eating him from the inside.
While getting out of his bedroom to hallway he thought: "I'm not making any
progress, it's been a long time since my last move toward the spiders, and
even my last moves faded into dust, the members I've killed been replaced without
even their leader's intervention, only solution for this situation is taking
them all at once, but my nen isn't strong enough, I'm going to need help"
A fist started forming in his hand and continued thinking: "this isn't fair! I worked hard for this,
I spent months planning and practicing on and on for this
moment but complications keep happening, what Am I missing?"
He took a turn to the kitchen when he felt thirsty due to all of the amount of
fluids he lost earlier, 'Chrollo' voice echoed in his mind "even if you ripped the
head of the spider off, the limbs will keep on moving"
'Kurapica' said to himself: " you're wrong bastard! evil is never meant to live
long, your day is coming and I'm going to finish you off not only your nen"
Suddenly an idea crossed his mind the same time his eyes laid on her, he
was only seeing her small back but he recognized her long ponytail, 'Amara'
was sitting inside the kitchen by herself, it's odd to see someone like her this
early.
'Kurapica' realized that 'Amara' is going to be one of the obstacles in his
destruction plan to the spiders, someone that can control nen in and out
the humans, if the spiders knew about her they will definitely use her
to remove his nen from 'Chrollo's body, and that's as he understood from
her is the weakest type of nen removal or in his case obstruction, she will
do anything she could for a bunch of money and he need them to stay
busy about this subject according to his new plan.
That's it, he need to kill her!
right here…right now
He observed her while his left hand looked for the dagger, she was looking
down not moving a lot which is weird for an energetic person like her.
His steps were getting lighter and closer to her, the moment he completely
pulled the dagger out he saw something that killed his desire, her deep Amber
eyes were filled with tears!
it was beautifully heartbreaking to see the fearless cat-eyes in such condition,
'Kurapica' hid the dagger back and said in shocking voice: "are you alright?!"
'Amara' jumped in her place twisting her neck toward him and after she did
her hands flew to her cheeks trying wipe the tears away.
'Amara' said angrily: "you scared the hell out of me!"
'Kurapica' asked again getting more closer to her: "why are you crying?"
then he thought: "what am I doing? I was trying to kill her a second ago!"
'Amara' lied: "I was not!"
'Kurapica' gave her a deep look so she finally said: "alright! I'm crying because
your stupid kitchen is out of marshmallow how am I going to make hot chocolate
now!"
'Kurapica' raised an eyebrow saying: "really?"
'Amara' replied: "no of course I'm not that silly, it's you, you're such an eyesore!"
This should make him mad but the only thing he felt for her is sympathy.
'Kurapica' joined sitting in her table and said in a soft voice: "you can tell me"
'Amara' said while standing up: "yeah, we're not that close!"
When she walked a few steps away she heard him saying:
"I'm sorry about yesterday"
She stopped moving so he added: "you know, I'm a bodyguard it's my job to be
overprotective toward my people"
'Amara' relaxed, she felt all the hurt and the pain he gave her fading in a strange
way like they never happened…how did he managed to do that?
She finally turned around saying: "I thought you were apologizing about sneaking
on me"
'Kurapica' smiled and it was unbelievably beautiful making him look his
true young age, She returned the smile asking: "by the way how old are you?"
'Kurapica' replied: "not before you tell me why were you crying"
'Amara' sighed deeply, she gave him a nervous gaze then said: "you know
what Neon have with her father, I want that…I envy it so much"
She added when he looked confused : "I never knew my parents, I'm an orphan!"
If 'kurapica' by any chance is still fighting himself to kill her, he knew that now
the battle is lost…he felt her pain, her lost, she's like him in some way..
lonesome, hurt and a survivor!
'Kurapica' finally said: "I'm sorry"
'Amara' nodded then sat again on that table with him, she said after a moment:
"okay if we're going to jibber-jabber then you'll have to make me something,
I' need a drink!"
'Kurapica' then remembered that this's the reason that led him here,
he got up offering: "how about some tea?"
'Amara' said in a fake excitement : "perfect!"
'Kurapica' said while moving around the kitchen: "by the way, you don't want to
have that kind of relationship like Neon and her father, trust me…when she had
her fortune telling abilities he treated her like the chicken that laids
golden eggs every day, literally!"
'Kurapica' said once more while pouring the tea :"she's always feeling lonely and trying to fell this hole
inside of her with owning things, we all noticed that the first day of guarding her"
'Amara' suddenly felt sorry for 'Neon' and ashamed of her childish feelings,
'Kurapica' joined her in the table putting the cup of tea in front of her, he said
after he studied her face: "you deserve a truly loving parents and I'm sure if yours
were alive they would of been amazing"
'Amara' smiled feeling warm not only from the sweet tea she's drinking but inside
of her, there's something about 'Kurapica's company that made her feel different
in an interesting way.
'Amara' said: "thank you, you're nice today it's not like you'
'Kurapica' complained: "you didn't know me yet"
'Amara' smirked: "oh there's more? I can't wait"
'Kurapica' Smiled lightly, they drank their tea silently before he states: "I'm 19th"
'Amara' said with wide eyes: "shut up!"
'Kurapica' didn't get it so she said again: "oh you're serious, you don't look like it though, I'm 17th"
She started teasing :"so, bodyguard-ing huh? what got you here, you're strong,
intelligent and good looking…I admit I had my eyes on you first time we met
but then you started talking…"
'Kurapica' chuckled so 'Amara' said laughing :"I mean we both know how that went"
It was a fun moment until 'Amara' broke it with her sudden seriousness:
"it's not the money, I see you're not that kind of person and you can do so much
better….I just, I can tell that you don't belong here but yet
something is keeping you"
'Kurapica' was impressed by her words,shocked really…is it so obvious?
how could she see it all so simply..
there was a moment when they locked eyes, her deep amber eyes so fearless,
so reckless, in a way that terrified him more than the red eyes, but yet he
can't break the gaze, in fact he felt like the more he looks into her sparkly eyes
the more he sees.
And Now he's feeling weak!
he even considered telling her everything from the very start of his misery,
and he was going to until they heard a long, annoying whistling that made
their gaze fly to the kitchen's door.
'Amara' saw a tall and very macular guy standing there with a silly grin on his
face, he had a brown hair and was bare-chested…'Amara' looked at his
six packs and raised her eyebrows with satisfaction.
'Kurapica' said: "Ahh, Basho!"
The man named 'Basho' replied while he was getting closer to them:
"Yo! I see why you were busy those couple days, you got yourself quite
a company here"
'Kurapica' ignored his playful manner and said formally:
"let me introduce you, this's Amara hills Miss Neon's…..h-..helper, Amara this's
Basho one of the nostrade family's bodyguards"
'Basho' observed her closely, very young, very beautiful…she has a wide Amber
eyes, they were so bright like a cat eyes, her skin is pale white and made her
long raven hair even more dark…even when she's wearing it as a ponytail he
can tells that it's voluminous sort of gypsy like,
she was wearing an oversized purple shirt that says (To live is the rarest thing
in the world most people just exist) and black skinny jeans under it,
'Basho' whistles again saying to 'Amara': "hey hey hey! another Mister crazy wilde
fan, hello there"
'Amara' was impressed that a tough guy like him is a reader, she said:
"you like oscar wilde too? man I can't even imagine you holding a book"
"Kurapica…you forget to introduce me" a soft voice said that behind 'Basho',
when the huge man moved a little he exposed a short and stocky being,
with a bald head and a long maroon hair on the sides, and has a small
dark eyes.
'Kurapica' said while standing respectively : "so sorry melody, I didn't feel
your presence"
the one named 'Melody' replied kindly: "that's alright, it's my fault I guess
I unintentionally used zetsu earlier"
The way 'Kurapica's facial expressions relaxed and the genuine smile on
his face, He must values this person a lot.
'Melody' finally looked at 'Amara' and said with the same kind attitude:
"it's nice meeting you Miss Amara, I'm melody"
'Amara' stood like 'Kurapica' and outstretched her hand toward 'Melody' who gave a
big smile at her action and accepted her hand gracefully, after they shake hands
'Melody' said: "so you're the Exorcist? or in your case the Initiator"
'Kurapica' and 'Basho' looked at the two females with confusion,
'Amara' smiled saying: "actually I'm kinda both, but you're the first one to guess
it this close"
'Melody' closed her eyes suddenly but calmly, it's like she was listening to
something very carefully, she made a light sough then said with her
eyes still closed: "your heartbeat is as rare as your ability"
'Amara' looked at 'Kurapica' questioning so he explained:
"Melody has extra-sensitive ears so she can hear your heartbeats"
'Melody' started: "it's tough but yet fragile, a lot of delight with even more sorrow,
right between fearless and fearful, innocent pleasure and hidden scars, shameful but proud
even by listening to it I can't determine wheather I'm happy or sad…the best way to
describe this melody, is life!"
The three of them were looking to 'Amara' who was touched by 'Melody's
words, for the first time in her life she felt like there's someone in this
world understands her and can see through her so easily, she's always
known for being mysterious without even trying to be that, and yes it's
fun sometimes when someone describe you by that but at the end of
the day it'll make you feel lonely.
She felt naked when 'Melody's eyes continued gazing her,
'Amara' whispered greatfully: "you're magical"
'Kurapica' watched them looking at each other while warmth glowing
in their eyes, he didn't understand what was going on but it's quite
obvious that 'Amara' is happy and in a strange way, this made him happy too.
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hope you liked it ;)