Cold Blood

-Kind of Whump
Emotional

-Whump Rating (1 very mild, 5 medium, 10 something big)
2-3

-Genera (Humor, Hurt, Angst, Etc.)
Angst
Hurt

-Characters
Ziva

-Summary
Takes place in Kill Ari (2) Right after Ziva kills Ari… Her feel on it… Ziva's POV.

Cannon/OOC Warning:
Sorry guys.. Ziva's a bit OOC on this one (Ziva Tears)

SPOILER WARNING:

This contains spoilers for Kill Ari Part 2! Just the end of it really… Fair warning has been given though =D

I lean up against the wooden bench in Gibbs' basement, tears stinging in my eyes. What did I just do? Ari lies in front of me, his lifeless eyes open and crimson blood seeping a single shot through the forehead. I watch sadly as the blood flows onto the floor, creating a red crimson puddle.

"Why Ari? Why did you go rouge?" I think to myself as I wipe the tears away the salty tears that seep down the side of my face.

First Talia was killed in the bomb… I loved her so much! She was so innocent, she did not deserve to die to die…

Next was my mother, who lost the battle to cancer. I loved her too, but lost her as well.

My father was never a father to me, so it didn't matter that he was still here. Ari was truly the only one left on this world who loved me.

And no, I have no-one. No matter how much I knew what I had done was to save another, I feel ashamed, lost, and so alone.

I just killed my half-brother, all for some man I do not even really know. I tried so hard to believe that Ari had not killed that NCIS agent, I truly did. I was in denial, but at the last moment, when I saw that gun in his hand, pointing it towards Gibbs, his hand on the trigger; I realize that they were right. Ari had gone rouge, and I was left with no choice, so I pulled the trigger, killing him in cold blood.

Ari had loved me, cared for me, and was always there for me when I was younger. I looked up to him, he was my hero. I only wish desperately now, that this would have never happened.

"Why?" I cry out softly as I slide down to the floor and grip Ari's cold, clammy hand in mine, "Why must everyone I love die?"

A/N- The End! Sad, but that's my take on Ziva's reaction. I know, Ziva crying is OOC, but I can imagine she would have after…

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