A/N: Sorry I haven't updated for a while. Apparently school chooses this week and last week to be homework and project weeks. Okay, so whatever. Now I'm updating! When you read this, think of the song wheel of the world by Carrie Underwood. Read people!! Oh by the way, this chapter is going to be in both Gwen and Trent's P.O.V.
Gwen's P.O.V
I didn't know what was going on, but I heard the doctors shouting, I felt pain, and heard Trent's sobbing and yelling. My guess was that I was on my deathbed. I didn't want to die. I haven't done many things in life.
"CLEAR!" A doctor said. An electric volt jumped through me, as I laid there motionless, but still breathing. Trent's yells and sobs made me emotionally sad and angry. I didn't know what to do. Live with Trent forever or die to take away the lifelong pain that will stick. I had to make a decision.
Trent's P.O.V
I was crying and yelling. My yells came out angry and emotional. I didn't want Gwen to die. But yet, there was a huge chance that she would.
The doctors still had me in their grasp. I was out of breath to keep on trying to get out of it. I've kicked, punched, yelled, and threatened to call police, but they still didn't let me go. Then, I got an idea. The guy doctor loosened his grasp on me for a second. My advantage. I turned around and punched him square in the face. He fell back, and the lady doctor let go of me to see if he was okay.
"I told you to let me go!" I yelled, and ran towards Gwen.
She was hanging in there, her chest moving slow and shallow. A good sign, but still bad. She looked like she was in pain, and was thinking very hard. I chocked back tears before I went up to her.
Gwen's P.O.V
I knew what choice I had to make, but there was the one I wanted to make. This is very confusing. Another electric shock went through me, but it wasn't like the ones earlier. Someone was holding my hand and talking to me, telling me to live. Trent.
I wanted to say that I would live, but I wasn't so sure yet. And then again, I was on my deathbed and I couldn't talk. Oh, I hate this. SO much.
I could hear the doctors yelling things like she's in very critical condition, clear, and hand me that. I could hear Trent's yells too. He cried and moaned and yelled at the other doctors.
Trent's P.O.V
I was tired of all the crap from the doctors. They yelled at me to move. God, I was trying to make the possible last moments with Gwen last. One bumped me in the stomach, telling me to leave. I shook my head. Then, the monitor started beeping really fast.
"One more time!!!!! CLEAR!!!" The doctor yelled. The monitor still didn't slow down. I started to cry.
Gwen's P.O.V
I had made up my mind. I cried about it, but I know it would pay off in the end. I knew it would. But I wasn't 100 percent happy. The doctor shocked me again, and I closed my eyes.
"Goodbye Trent," my inner self whispered to him. I stared up at the sky in my mind, realizing that others were being happy in pain. Others were grieving in pain. But I knew I made the right decision. I took my last breath and started to close my eyes.
"Babies are born and at the same time, someone's taking their last breath
It's the wheel of the world
It's the
wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel
of the world I don't know what it is
In the blink of an eye
It can change
your life
And it never even slows down
I'm flying
high
Then I'm wondering why I'm sinking on this ship, going
down
Life keeps on moving anyway"~
A/N- Told you it was longer! Bam!! Well, did the wait pay off? Probably not, but that would be my fault. Well, you know what to do!!! (Motions to click on little green button below)
~Tdiharter