A/N: Hey guys! I had to remove and put the chapter back because there were many errors that I had to fix. Sorry for the inconvenience. This is only part one of this song. This is the whole song but I have 2 interpretations of it. One with Edward and one with Jacob. This is from the Twilight and Eclipse playlist. This one is for the Twilight playlist. This is Stephenie Meyer's favorite band and this is an awesome song! You have to download or buy this song! The best! Now I know why this is her favorite band. Thanx so much to my Beta, Edward'AtTheDisco! You are awesome! mydirt09, Headlight39, funnybunny2, and helpsmethroughtheday all get candy!!!!!! Thanx for reviewing! You rock!! Start in 3...2…1…

This is how Edward faces the challenge of Bella when he runs away for a while.

Disclaimer: I don't own this song, band, or Edward.

Edward: Of course not foolish human.

Me: I know this is Twilight and you were really arrogant in that book before you met Bella but could you be a little nicer and act like you are in Eclipse?

Edward: No because I don't know how I was in that book yet.

Me: (crying)

Edward (Hot chuckling) Sorry, do you forgive me?

Me: I forgive you (dazzled) Part 1

Hysteria

Muse

It's bugging me, grating me

And twisting me around

Why does this girl twist me? Why is she making me run? I was strong until she came. I have to fight myself. What does a foolish human have against me?

Yeah I'm endlessly caving in

And turning inside out

The monster in me is growling pleasantly at the thought of killing her. My judgments are changing and I'm turning into the monster I tried avoiding so hard.

'Cause I want it now

I want it now

Give me your heart and your soul

I need her now. I need her blood, her heart, her life, her soul. NO! I need to fight this urge! I am on the ground of the forest clutching my head.

And I'm breaking out

I'm breaking out

I am breaking out with frustration and anger at myself. I get and start running at top speeds, trees whizzing by.

Last chance to lose control

It's holding me, morphing me

And forcing me to strive

I am striving for sanity. This is the last chance to make my choice. Its making me change into something I've never experienced in nearly 100 years.

To be endlessly cold within

And dreaming I'm alive

It's leaving me to be sad and mellow. More depressed than Rosalie is but, she hides it. Why couldn't I have died when I was supposed to? Even though I cant sleep I still dream about being human again and not have to fight this inner monster that tries so hard to take control.

'Cause I want it now

I want it now

Give me your heart and your soul

I'm running and coming to a halt in a beautiful meadow. I stand still and look at the flowers all over. They smell quite pleasant and look beautiful. They remind me of her. Wait, am I falling for her?

And I'm not breaking down

I'm breaking out

NO! I can't. I would never be good enough for her. I would destroy her and probably kill her. Or even worse. I could lose control and change her and no one should be condemned to that. Especially her. If I were human, my heart would be beating erratically now.

Last chance to lose control

And I want you now

I want you now

I'll feel my heart implode

And I'm breaking out

I am staring at the sky and the sky breaks and drops fall from the sky. I crumble to the ground and shout towards the sky as I slowly start to erode on the inside.

Escaping now

Feeling my faith erode

A/N: What do you think? I have part two coming soon. I just need another 2 reviews to keep me going. Those people who review will get ice cream. You want some? Push the purple button. This is going to be a really long fanfiction so those of you who like long ones celebrate! I have another request…will you guys please take my poll on my profile? Please? It's a Twilight question and I need poll takers! Thanx so much!