Pairings: Athrun x Kira, some Dearka x Yzak in future chapters

Disclaimer: I don't own anything of Gundam SEED or Destiny.

Warnings: R / M This fanfic contains yaoi (male/male relationship(s)) and male pregnancy. This chapter contains a LEMON andthat I edited out, since it is too descriptive for rules. If you don't like such things, you'd better avoid reading it for your own good. If you are not of legal age to read texts with adult content, please abide the rules of your country and don't read or at least skip this chapter and chapter 8, which will also contain lemon. If you want to read the lemon, look for it on AFF.

Comments: This is my first try in fanfic-writing. All reviews will be greatly appreciated, but please be aware that I am writing for myself, so I am not going to alter the plot according to your reviews (besides I've already written 13 chapters). I am not native in English, so please bear it in mind while you read.

I know this comes out of nowhere, but I felt like writing it, so I did.

Summery: Kira loves Athrun and Athrun loves Kira, but each of them hides his feelings, believing they are unrequited. They are looking for a way to the other, but it seems that the more they try the more they drift apart.

Lonely Desire

Chapter THREE

Anniversary Gift

Here was the lemon...
Some time later after quick shared shower they were ready to face Cagalli who was most probably far more disturbed by what she saw then they were. When her face came on the screen it started to redden almost immediately. The two males couldn't hold back their giggles at the sight.

"Come on, Cagalli, sorry it turned out like this. What did you want to say earlier?" Dearka's voice ringed with laughter that was on the verge of getting incontrollable.

'Oh, God' thought Cagalli to herself. 'That's part of my friends' life I never needed to witness and now I can't look at them without that scene jumping to my memory. That's plain ridiculous. Come on, Cagalli, you are not going to be laughed at for something that is definitely not your fault. Get a grip!'

"Athrun's going at Kira's place, so I decided it would be better to meet right there at 10:00. We'll take off from there. That was all. Oh, and I hope I didn't disturb your activities." She tried to make them feel a bit of the awkwardness she felt a while ago. To her displeasure and surprise both of them grinned and Yzak said:

"Not for a second. It just added something extra to the experience."

With this Cagalli decided she was not their equal, at least not at the moment, so she dropped the subject. "Glad to hear it! Till 10:00 then."