NOT A CHAPTER, AN APOLOGY/EXPLANATION
Hey guys! Zobia here, author of two Night World FanFiction's, 'Daybreak TEXTING heaven' and 'Always there, No matter where' (If you haven't read them, check them out on my profile and leave me a review!) yes it's been a while, I am sorry.
LET ME WARN YOU- THIS IS ALL A BIT LONG
For information on the status on my fanfic's, just skip down past the explanation for my disappearance.
It's just so much has happened since the last time I was on here.. I came back, I've read the support I missed out on and I feel really bad. I love you guys and I feel you deserve an explanation, so here it is.
First off, please can I say, in the time I've been gone, I have changed. I feel I have matured in many ways, and other parts of me have changed too..
Well let's start from the very beginning, it was school.
I attend an all girls grammar school, so as you can imagine the pressure to be perfect in every aspect is immense. I was almost under – achieving, I realised I would have to give up hobbies, to work on improving. So I took a break from doing what I enjoyed most.
Next, my laptop broke down. -_-
I have a younger brother, who at the time was around 2 or 3, yeah he spilled lucozade all over my laptop. I lost EVERYTHING.
Last, but most definitely not least, family, friends and puberty. e_e
Well, it's all pretty much explained above really.. Family problems are endless, you'd imagine that after losing vital members, others would pipe down, however, you'd be surprised at how black hearted some people are.
Friends and puberty- WELL WHAT CAN I SAY EH! ;) I'm pretty sure you all know what I mean by that...
I also suffered from emotional instability due to what was going on in my life, which took a while to partially recover from. When I had finally stabilized that, I went through an emo faze..
Depression too. I was close to counselling, before my saviour arrived and pushed me back onto the right path. I am still struggling. Bare with me.
I am determined to become a better person, and see the beauty in every moment of my life. I am determined to write again. To achieve. To become somebody. I will not let depression suck me up again. Help me live.
I feel as though I am a bird, discovering the beauty of flight.
I am still finding myself. Discovering who I am. Bare with me people. It's a lot harder than many of you can imagine.
ANYHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOO~
STATUS OF THE STORIES
'Always there, No matter where'
RIGHT- The problem with this fanfiction;
I LOST ALL MY FREAKING WORK AND IDEAS SO I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA WHAT THE FREAK I AM GOING TO DO AND THE CHAPTERS I WROTE FOR THAT WERE SO SO LONG AND SO COMPLICATED AND TOOK SO MUCH TIME AND I DONT KNOW IF I WILL BE ABLE TO STAY COMMITTED TO THAT SO IM STILL UNSURE MYSELF AND I CANT MAKE ANY PROMISES! *SCREAMS*
Sorry that was the only way I could get it out. O_O
However, check it out, leave me a review and I'll see what I can do! ;)
Not making any promises my babies, but I shall try ;*
'Daybreak TEXTING heaven'
Right, GOOD news for this one, seeing as it IS a pretty short, one-shot type of fanfcition that won't require too much stress, I am pretty sure I will be able to complete this one! :')
Just keep the reviews coming in my beauties and I'll see what magic I can make ;')
BIG FAT THANKYOU TO ALL THOSE SENDING ME SUPPORT, I LOVE YOU ALL! 3
Have a great day sexy thaangssss'
Sorry for how long this is o.o
I love you all It was the supportive and loving reviews that inspired me to write this.
Reply! Review old chapters, let me know you're all still alive ;]
Lots of lesbo loooveee (joke)
Zobiaaaaaaaa xo
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