Nightmares
By Robin Gurl
Chapter 3
Note: W00t. Updateness xD.
Disclaimer: Own no one.
Cye's POV
I can't believe I just broke down like that in front of him. What was I thinking? They didn't need to know what my life was like before I met them.
The stairs kept tripping me up as I tried to run up them. Tears streamed down my cheeks from frustration and embarrassment over the entire situation. I was never going to be able to face Rowen again.
The guys, I love them to death, but they all have perfect lives. They all are liked no matter what they do. They are liked for who they are.
I, however, am only loved because I'm cute and British. Doesn't anyone know how completely annoying that is? I'm not being modest, I'm being serious. For once, just ONCE I wish someone would see through my paper thin desguise of a happy go lucky Britsh boy who just happens to be in Japan wearing armor that controls water.
Finally reaching my room I clawed at the door knob and twisted it flinging it open. Through my tears I saw our bed. I fell to my knees tripping over my stuffed animals that I had carelessly thrown yesterday out of anger that I had decided to not join my lovers on their trip, and my foot knocked the door shut again.
I crawled weakly towards the large bed and climbed up on it. Burying my face in Kento's pillow I started sobbing again. For some reason evil thoughts kept running through my mind, replaying over and over again like they were making sure I heard and understood what they were trying to say.
Saying it outloud only makes their comments hurt worse, so I'll just tell you in summary what they were saying. Basically, Ryo and Kento don't really love me- they are only dating me because Sage and Rowen got together. I'm not supposed to be a Ronin Warrior because I'm to weak. And the final kicker, I lost Rowen because I spilled my guts to him.
Good Job, Cye.
End Chapter 3