Quinn's P.O.V

She's looking at me with those big brown eyes. I've always loved her eyes. They are so big and expressive. They are like, sparkling now, she must be happy. Happy to see me. Wow. That's... new? I mean, I used to torture her, back in high school, and I know things have changed a lot and everything but, who knew Rachel would be so happy to see me?

"Quinn? Where did you go?" Rachel says softly without breaking eye contact with me.

Maybe I have spaced out for too much "Uh um... I was just... Nothing." Great. "How are you?" Really?

As we start walking, Rachel tries to grab my green suitcase but I stop her "I am... okay I guess"

"Just okay? What happened to the Rachel Berry I know?!" I smile at her but she doesn't look at me. Something's definitely wrong with her.

"I..." Her voice cracks. Oh oh. "Finn... Finn and I... We broke up. I broke up with him." A single tear rolls down her cheek and suddenly I feel a sharp pain in my chest. No no no don't cry! It makes me feel awful.

"Oh, Rachel I am so sorry." I hold her hand and look directly into her eyes "Just so you know, I am always here for you, if you need me." She nods and wraps her tiny arms around my neck. I hug her and she cries on my shoulder. Rachel holds me tighter against her small body and we stay like that for a few seconds more. She breaks our warm embrace looking slightly better. I wipe her tears away with my thumbs and smile at her. "Finn is such a great guy, and it may be hard at first, but just let time heal the wounds. Everything's gonna be okay." She nods again and gives me a small smile "Besides, I don't want to see those pretty eyes of yours cry." I say without even thinking. I should seriously slap myself sometimes.

"Excuse me? Says the woman with the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen!" I am blushing oh "Thank you so much, Quinn." She stands on her tip toes and kisses my cheek. But why am I blushing?! "And I am sorry for this I have been really emotional these weeks"

"Don't thank me Rach and you don't have anything to apologize for." She smiles and I try not to sound too childish. My stomach is fluttering and my heart is beating really fast. I don't know this feeling but I'm sure as hell it isn't good.


I'm staring at the ceiling like it is the most interesting thing I have ever seen. When we got to Rachel's apartment Kurt greeted me like I'm his best friend. Well, second best friend., there's Rachel. He has always had this kind heart and it's something that has always fascinated me. Kurt has gone through so much crap all his life but he still is kind and polite to everyone. I love him. Not in that way, but sometimes I regret not having spent more time with him in high school. Also, I know about Kurt and Blaine's break up. He's happy to see me, I can tell, but his eyes look sad. And tired. They are not those beautiful sparkling clear blue eyes of him anymore. He's getting ready at the moment in his room and I'm just here in the living room waiting for Rachel to come out of the bathroom. My phone buzzes and I look down at my screen to see that I have a new message. I've been really busy this week with college and I didn't have time to take care of my social life.

'Fuck Q you won't answer my calls or anything are you ok? -San'

Shit.

'Sorry I've been studying all the week. Yeah I'm fine and you? X -Quinn'

"Quinn you can use the bathroom now. You can take a shower if you want I'll give you a couple of towels." Rachel has just gotten out of the shower and she has a towel wrapped around her small body.

"I..." Rachel smiles "Yeah, I would love to take a shower." I manage to say. What even is happening to me?

"Okay wait." She goes to her bedroom and I can hear her opening a drawer to take out a towel. My phone buzzes again.

'I really miss Britt. So much. But anyway do you have any plans for the weekend? ;) -San'

Crap.

"Here you go." Rachel hands me the towel and I thank her. I grab my suitcase and I walk to the bathroom while I try to text Santana with my free hand.

'Yes I do actually have plans. Try to talk to her S. X -Quinn'

I lock the door and start taking off my clothes. When I am about to remove my pink bra I stare at my reflection in the mirror. I think about when I used to have stretch marks all over my stomach and hips. They aren't there anymore. Another message how cool. I don't want to tell Santana that I am here in New York with Rachel to be honest and I don't even know why.

'Will you tell me what are you doing this weekend or not? Fuck Q I don't want to sound like a stalker but seriously. -San'

She won't fucking give up.

'Can you please leave me take a shower peacefully? I am texting you naked right now and it's very uncomfortable and I have people waiting for me outside. I'll text you in a bit. -Quinn'

I know Santana will answer me very quickl-oh hey she replied. That was fast.

'Ew gross Quinn put some clothes on. Woah woah who's waiting for you huh? ;D -San'

Ladies and gentlemen, Santana Lopez.

I roll my eyes and I get in the shower. The hot water on my skin feels really great. It has been a long day even though I have been most of the time on the bus but I am a bit tired.

I think about tonight. I really don't want creepers around me asking me for my phone number, if I want a drink or anything. I just want to have fun with Kurt and Rachel tonight. I wash my hair with the shampoo I brought with me and I get out of the shower. Crap Rachel's bathroom is so small I don't even have space to get dressed. I'll have to go to her room or Kurt's. Oh but before I will reply Santana's message or she will start thinking 'wanky' stuff.

'I'm at Rachel's apartment. With Kurt. I'm going to spend the weekend here. What about you? X -Quinn'

That's it she will freak out. Well you know what I don't care. I wrap a towel around me and I walk out of the bathroom. I knock on Rachel's door.

"Rachel?"

"Yeah?"

"Can I come in? Your bathroom is too small for me to change my clothes and..."

"Yes of course Quinn come in!"

I open the door and the first thing I see is Rachel in her black underwear. Damn. I mean uh... what the fuck Fabray stop stop stop! "Oh sorry I'm just gonna go change..."

"Quinn! It's okay. I am the one who is going to leave okay? Don't worry." She smiles shyly at me and bends over her bed to grab her stuff. I can't help but stare at her perfect ass and legs. Oh, God I think I have forgotten how to breathe.

"You have a nice body." Holy fucking shit what the fuck did I just say?!

Rachel turns around quickly with wide eyes. She's mouthing something like a 'thank you' but nothing comes out of her throat. I can see her chocolate eyes going down my body. Is Rachel Berry checking me out? Yep. Definitely. Her eyes have gone down my legs and they are now on my cleavage. Oh God, she is licking her bottom lip with the tip of her tongue. I swallow hard. I am not even attracted to women but there is something about Rachel that makes my stomach flutter. At some point of my life I thought it was because thought I hated her but I was so wrong. And now it is when I realize it was quite the opposite.

She turns me on.

Rachel Berry turns me on.

I am turned on right now.

Oh fuck fuck fuck. My phone buzzes and Rachel looks away. "I..." And in a second she is gone.

'Holy shit Quinn? Rachel as in Rachel Berry? What even are you doing there? I mean, Rachel is our friend and everything but lol I'm just surprised. -San'

I roll my eyes. Seriously, like, half of the time I talk to Santana I roll my eyes.

'Ha ha ha. Yes, Rachel as in Rachel Berry and Kurt as in Kurt Hummel. I have to go now. Talk to you later S. X -Quinn'

But now I have better things to do, like getting ready and figuring out why the fuck Rachel Barbra Berry turns me on.

Author's note: so HA! What do you guys think? Review! :)