soooo heres the 3rd chapter of the series...the same day lol...chapter 4 might take a few days cause again..its my friend putting it up here...and she lives 3,000 miles away from me:'( im just happy she helps! i'll try to put some up...i currently fixed the second chapter to be more readable:/ im sorry for not having it like that in the beginning...its just that i was in a typing mood and forgot to space lmao...but 6 chapters are already typed...soo after these six it might take a week to put one chapter up...maybe longer...just letting you guys know before you get sad lol...and for those who have realized jasper and linda have a connection...its not a jasper/linda story lmao...just letting you know

Issues…. Bipolar Issues…

We waited inside a really bright room. It had white couches and a glass coffee table. There were pictures everywhere and a fireplace to make it look more comfy. To bad it didn't work. Everyone was awkward. I was the worst. The blond girl and the buff dude, Emmett and Rosalie, were shooting me death glares, Bella and Alice, Renesmee's mom and aunt, were growling, and Edward, renesmee's dad, was looking at me confused and scared. The only people who seemed to not care were Renesmee, the very scary looking guy and Renesmee's grandmother Esme. "Well. Nothing is going to get better so I think I should leave." I said standing. Renesmee grabbed my hand with little force, but probably because she was human at the moment. "Don't go. Please." She begged. I looked into her deep brown chocolate eyes and sighed sitting back down. "Fine." I muttered, laying my head down on the table. "Looks like you cant say no to ness either." Jasper chuckled.

"Yeah. Well, comparing what might happen from what I want to what she wants helps me." I said still having my head on the table. Then it went silent again. After five minutes of deadly awkward silence jasper cleared his throat speaking again. "So little girl, ness-" "Linda." I interrupted. I lifted my head to meet his gaze. "My name. Its Linda." I stated softly. He smiled slightly and repeated my name. "Linda. So what are you?" he asked curious. I shook my head to speak but was cut off bye tires pulling into the driveway. I groaned and put my head back down. I did NOT need any more stress. As soon as the car door opened and closed the front door bell rang. "Noo! It's too much!" I yelled holding my head. I lifted my hands to cover my ears when voices started to speak.

6 different voices just bombarded me at once.

'This chick is freaky'

'if she so much as says a rude thing…I'm heading for her head.'

'How could renesmee have hid her from me?'

'Who does she think she is? She looks disgusting and rude! NOT something we need in this place' 'with this girl here I cant see a thing. She's way different then any of us. Even renesmee.'

'YAY! She came and visited! I'm so happy!'

I started growling backing to the wall. "STOP IT! What ever you're doing stop it! All of you!" I looked around. They stared at me as if I was stupid. Then it all stopped. I looked around. "What did you do? Are you hiding a cd player somewhere? WHAT DID YOU DO?" I screamed, scared like crazy. Jasper looked at me confused while Esme and renesmee came from opening the door. "Please calm down young one. You're fine. We will not harm you." A gentle voice said. I turned to see a man not older than 25 standing 4 feet away from me. I snorted. "As if! I'll give you a hint 'young one'. I am a true immortal. As in I can never die. As in, when you burn me I just rebuild my body." I looked at the table filled with the others. "What I want to know is what all of you just did." I growled. "We didn't do anything Linda. What happened?" "LIKE YOU DON'T KNOW! I'M PRETTY SURE I HEARD YOU TOO!" I screamed snarling. She stood from the table and came to me.

She looked furious and stood before me. "Don't you dare snarl at me! We didn't do anything!" she yelled. "You didn't listen! I told you she needed to be put out!" Rosalie growled. I hissed and bit at the air. "Shut up ugly woman! No one wants to hear or see your low scummy lips speak!" she backed up again shocked. This time renesmee got angry and smacked me. Though she hurt her self more than me she still put impact on it. "STOP IT! YOU KNOW SHE HATES THAT! I TOLD YOU!" she yelled. She had angry tears in her eyes.

I started crying as well. "Yeah well that's something huh? You let her treat me like an ugly dog, but when it comes to me treating her like an uglier one you hit me!" I yelled back standing up this time. She looked a little hurt but then said words that SHE KNEW would hurt me. "She's family Linda. Your not." She whispered. I stood still. "You would actually say those words to me. You'd actually use the words- out of all the words you could call me or say- you. Chose. Those. Words." I whispered sobbing. Then I let out a little laugh. "You were so happy to see me until When I defend myself from your HIDEOUS aunt for saying those words to me. You scold me for saying things that I knew would hurt her. But then you use the words YOU KNEW would hurt ME." I narrowed my eyes. "Now you know how it feels," she stated. "Yeah! She would have recovered because you KNOW how self-centered she is! And you KNOW how for a fact! That those words leave scars on me! You know how it hurts!" I cried. I fell to my knees. "Enough renesmee!" jasper's voice rang with finality. I'm pretty sure he could feel all the pain and suffering wash into me. He walked over to me and hesitated putting a hand on my shoulder. He came to his knees in front of me and held his arms open for me. I stared at him crying but fell in to his arms after a few seconds. "Linda. I feel your pain. It's worse than when I felt Edward the time period we left Bella. What could have caused you this pain at such a young age?" he asked with a comforting brotherly voice. "She's crazy! That's what! I bet her family left her when they got the chance to escape this craziness!" Rosalie yelled. I clutched jasper tighter and cried harder. Not even renesmee knew what happened but she knew I hated it when I heard I wasn't in a family.

I knew I wasn't I knew I wouldn't be. It was just harder to deal with that. "Rose! Shut up or you can leave with renesmee!" "What? I'm not leaving!" "Yes. You are! Along with your dad and Bella." he growled. I don't know what he did but he made the older man speak. "Renesmee. Go with your parents and rose. We shall speak here with…Linda." Renesmee sighed in defeat. "I'm sorry." She whispered as her dad ran her out of the house. That was something unforgivable. "If you don't stop Alice so help me I'll make you leave too!" jasper yelled. Someone huffed. "Linda. Is that what happened? Your family left you? Can you please explain? If it gets to be too much for you I'll stop." He asked with a gentle voice. I let go of him and had my head down, covering my face with my hair.

"Linda." He pleaded. I lifted my face a little for him to see. But he wasn't the only one looking me. The buff guy, Emmett, Alice, Esme, and the older guy, were staring at me from behind jasper. "Oh. You poor child! What did they do to you?" Esme whispered. I took a deep breath and spoke loudly. "You know my name already. I am neither human nor vampire. I am a mixture of both, but not a hybrid. I am 501 years old and I have been alone for 491 years of my existence. Villagers burned my father alive and they thought I was a hostage human child so an old married couple took me in until I was ten. I started having the need for blood again and I killed their dog. They told me I either left or be burned. I stood so they burned me. Every town I went to after that did the same so I locked myself up in a cave." I cried. "My mom left when she was done changing because she thought I was dead. I was still a baby. And I went through a change of some sorts.

I've stayed locked up for the rest of my time until 2 weeks ago when I had a dream of renesmee saying she didn't want me to go because she loved me. I started talking to her and she told me about you guys but I never told her about me. I was afraid she'd stop talking to me. Then I saw she was turning human and I wanted to check on her to make sure she was safe. I didn't want to mess up her life so I stood a distance but I forgot Edward could read minds and he couldn't read minds and he chased after me. I had a vision of her breaking her neck and I wanted to stop it. I didn't know I was the one who did it! I swear!" I knew jasper could see my emotions. I was telling nothing but the truth. I felt jasper nod and someone came forward.

"Linda. My name is Carlisle. I am the father of this family." The older man said. I looked up and saw he was right in front of me kneeling. His golden eyes were kinder than jaspers. But not as kind and passionate as Esme, and he smelled good. My mouth started watering with liquid and I backed away from him. He looked a little offended. "No. I'm sorry. It's just I have cravings you wouldn't like me to have put down. I have to let it die but you know how habits die-hard? Yeah well this is one of them." I explained. They all looked at me confused. I sighed and felt a little weird. "Well…I…I get a craving…for…for your skin" I studderd. Esme and Alice gasped and the guys tensed. "Don't worry though! It's probably acting up because I haven't eating in…I don't know…fifty-years? It'll go away." I shrugged. Esme gasped again. "You poor thing! You must be starved!" she sobbed. I shook my head "no. I can live forever off of nothing if I have to…and I had to so..." I shrugged again. "You look like you lived off of nothing but Tarzan style too," Alice teased. I smiled a little and shrugged a third time. "Can you give us anymore information Linda?" jasper asked lifting me off the floor. Esme moved him out of the way and gave me a hug. I was a little surprised and so was everyone else. I could feel them. "God this sucks!" I yelled. Esme let go of me looking confused and hurt. "Oh no! Not you Esme! I should tell you guys that I could collect powers very randomly since I am the only one of my kind. I probably have or will have powers you've heard of before." I explained quickly. I looked back to Esme and blushed as my heart started. "Interesting…your heart beats when you are nervous." It wasn't a question. I nodded at jaspers statement. "Why are you nervous?" Alice asked. I blushed deeper and covered my face as my stomach betrayed me and growled. Everyone tried to hold in his or her laughter except for Emmett. He fell to the floor clutching his side. I bloated my face out in embarrassment. "I'm sorry. Its just this was a very serious and stressing time and it turned too cute in a second. Carlisle…what do you call this? When a person is always changing emotions?" "Bipolar." He smirked. "Yeah that's it! This little chick is bipolar!"

"That makes sence." Jasper and Alice said together. My heart stopped beating and I was getting a little angry. They didn't have to agree on it. "She's not bipolar," Esme interrupted. She cupped my face in her hands and smiled. "She's just a little emotional right now." I blushed. Esme was so much like a mother I always wanted. I knew, though, I could never have one. I had to leave. Soon or their lives would be ruined. I was a disaster in a body of a teenager. Disgusting. I hate myself. These people are so sweet and compassionate they don't even know how broken and twisted I am. Just then the back door flew open and renesmee came running in crying. "IM SORRY!" She cried. I squirmed my way out of her hands. "I don't forgive you. You know what those words do to me renesmee." I spat out. Jasper was trying to calm the room but since I gained his power it wasn't working very well against me. She fell to her knees and had her face in her hands.

I backed away again and she looked up with pleading eyes filled with tears. "LINDA, DON'T GO! PLEASE DON'T GO! I LOVE YOU!" she sobbed. Then she covered her face again. I stood still. "That was it. That was what I saw her say." I whispered. Jasper and Carlisle looked at me then to renesmee "how do you expect me to stay renesmee? Everywhere I go! I end up making a disaster! You know the black plague in Europe? Yeah! That was me! I had just gotten a new power to rot people's skin! And now coming here, I…I broke your neck" I cried. "You were the bubonic plague?" Carlisle asked in shock. I stiffly nodded. "But you fixed me Linda. I'm healed! I'm fine!" she said getting off the floor and putting her hands on my shoulder. "You can't just leave when I just met you Linda. You're the only person that wasn't family that I knew. Even if you aren't like me it doesn't mean anything!" she replied quickly. I shook her off again.

"I can't stay! How can I stay when half of your family hates me! Your mom is practically plotting to kill me with your aunt! And your father…I sure he knows some people. Emmett's just plan old scary and Alice…I'm not sure if she's just doing this to make jasper happy or because she finally believes that I didn't mean to hurt you!" I yelled. Rosalie snorted and flipped her hair. Alice looked a little shocked but then looked to the ground with puppy eyes. So did Emmett and Edward. "How did you even know I was planning to leave anyway?" I asked actually curious. "We still have the connection Linda. I cant read your mind or see your future, but I can sence things…not like uncle jasper but still." She explained. Then she looked to her mother. "Say sorry…auntie rose you too!" she shouted. They looked at her as if she was crazy. "You'll catch me crying over that dog before I apologize to that freak." She shot at renesmee. "Rose…" Emmett said going to her side.

"What? I'm not going to apologize for wanting to rip that little girls head off for almost killing my niece." She explained. "Rosalie! Apologize this instant!" Esme scolded. "She doesn't need to apologize because I'm not staying. It doesn't matter." I sighed. Esme looked at me a little sad. I saw Edward smile then pout from the corner of my eye.

"Why not? It is just like renesmee stated. It does not matter if you are not our kind. You can still be a part of this family." She smiled. I wanted it so bad. I wanted to stay and be loved. I wanted Esme to hug me and kiss my forehead like I've seen on my way here. But it would hurt their family more than it would hurt me. "ESME! YOU'RE LETTING AN ACTUAL DAUGHTER OF THE DEVIL IN TO OUR HOME!" Rosalie screamed. Jasper growled. "The only daughter of the devil I see was already brought into this household before most of us" he hissed.

"Dude…back off" Emmett warned. He would protect his mate even if she were cruel. "You'd actually protect her after what she said? You saw her Emmett! You know she would never hurt nessie and you let her scream those words?" he asked moving to Emmett and rose. Emmett pulled Rosalie behind him and stood straighter. "I protect my mate before anyone else." He said with finality in his voice. I snorted. "Do you see what I'm causing?" I asked calmly. Alice Esme and Renesmee just stood together. "Yes do you see what she's causing our family? I say we do what we did with James 7 years ago and burn her." She stated smugly as if she won the war. Everyone got stiff. Even Emmett. I started growling going into my defense crouch. "I could kill you with one thought. Don't test me you ugly wench," I growled. "Yeah? I'd like to see you break this family more than you already have. Renesmee was right. You will never be apart of this family or ANY family by the looks of it." She looked at me taking in my whole posture and rolling her eyes. Tears were running down my face and the pain was returning. Jasper growled ferociously and Emmett took his position. Esme, Alice, and renesmee were crying. Bella took her place next to Rosalie. Edward was shaking his head and went to renesmee's side. Carlisle stood by Esme. "Fine." I said standing up.

"I wont kill you. But I will do something to make you wish you were dead." I stated. I crept my way into her brain. She was freaking the most conceited person I had ever met. I closed my eyes and recited some words. Like a curse. "Ugly on the inside. Beautiful on the outside. That is something that people do not need to see. Show the ugly that that sits in her body. By my time and power give her the face her soul deserves. And let other see what she can really be" I felt a small breeze as I stopped reciting. I opened my eyes and everyone was staring at Rosalie. She was glowing. She glowed so bright we had to turn our eyes. Then the glow faded and we stared at the face of a true witch. Everyone gasped. "R-Rose baby?" Emmett asked scared. Rosalie opened her eyes and looked at me. "What did you do?" she asked in a threatening tone. I lifted my chin. "I gave you the face your soul needed until you apologize for those words." She narrowed her eyes then flew to the mirror. She screamed and flipped around. "What did you do to me?" she shrieked. Jasper smiled. "Serves you right" he muttered. She jumped towards me and I put my hand up. She froze in her spot. I walked slowly towards her struggling body. I looked her in the eyes and I could see my face.

I looked dangerous, untamed. "Let me remind you again. You cannot kill what cannot die. I am far more experienced in fighting than you will ever be. Do not fight a battle you will loose. I tell you this with warning. I may have control now but you never know what might happen, Rosalie." "Don't use my name so lightly you monster. And I'll do what I like considering you did what you liked to my face" she hissed. I was getting angrier at her words for me. I didn't need to hear them when I already knew what I was. I stood on my toes to tell her something when I got a whiff of her scent. My eyes fluttered. "You. Smell. Devine." I whispered. I suddenly felt my hunger from the fifty years. I was starving. "You don't mind if I take a bite right?" I asked. She looked scared now. "W-what?" she choked. I opened my mouth to bite down on her neck to rid me of the fluids leaking from my teeth, but I was tackled to the floor. I started growling and biting the air. "Who dares to disturb my dinner?" I screamed. "Linda stop! You know you do not want this! Remember who you are!" jasper screamed. He looked at me and I stared into his eyes. "I told you…" I choked out. I looked to Rosalie and then closed my eyes. "Leave. Before I do it again." I took my curse off of her and unfroze her. She hissed and ran outside. Jasper pulled me into a hug. "She pushed the limit Linda. Even Emmett knows it. No one blames you. We needed her to get a little scared and see what you can do." He ran his hands through my long hair. "You guys have just met me and I've already managed to break a neck and almost eat you sister. How can you…how can you even speak to me with this love in your voice? It is unnatural." I cried, "Nothing is normal about our family Linda," he murmured. Why did they have to be so nice? It only makes it harder to leave. "Please. Don't go, Linda." Renesmee choked.

I sighed wiping my tears away. I grabbed renesmee and Alice by the wrists and sat them on the couch. I turned to look at the rest of them. "Saying stuff will make the mood worse. Lets just…forget about it right now. Then we can talk about it later when renesmee is asleep." "No way!" she yelled. I smirked. "Well then." I went to Carlisle and before I touched him I gave him a questioning smile. He nodded and I grabbed his hand

. Immediately did my new power work. I showed Carlisle my life before the cave, leaving out the bad parts, of course. Tears fell when I relived everything and Carlisle just felt horrible. He understood why I didn't show him the horrible scenes. Neither him nor I would be able to take it. After my last act before I locked my self in the cave, I skipped all the way to the scene where I met Renesmee and Esme. Where Edward came after me and where I had my visions. It got to the part where I saved Renesmee and where jasper believed me. And then I removed my hand. He and I were staring at each other. "I think it is a matter-of-fact

statement when I say…you've been through so much worse than you look like you have." He stated lowly with an understanding smile. I nodded in agreement and sighed. "You can explain to them everything about me that you know of so far. I will be having a girl talk with Renesmee and Alice…I am pretty sure Renesmee hasn't shown me her dog" I smirked. Everyone tried to put a smile but I could tell it was forced. I looked down and closed my eyes. "You don't have to smile if you don't wish to" I whispered. "Lets go before we have another bipolar attack! Please?" Alice begged. Esme came in front of me and smiled warmly. "I'll bring you some food when it's done." She said looking me in the eyes. There was a hint of a question in her eyes. "Okay" I answered and she smiled brightly happy I answered her unspoken question. Renesmee and Alice practically pushed and shoved me up the stairs to a room with bright colors covered in pictures of jasper and Alice. "Why not Renesmee's room?" I asked looking at the pictures. "Because her room is in a different house." Alice answered immediately. She grabbed three huge square pillows and threw them into a triangle shape on the floor sitting on a pink one. "Now sit and lets have a talk," she squealed getting too excited. I sat on the purple pillow while Renesmee sat on the red one. "Now. Tell me. Have you ever…" she trailed off wiggling her eyebrows. I was a little confused. "What is that supposed to mean?" I asked tilting my head. I heard chuckles from downstairs and Alice sighed. "Never mind. You'll find out sooner or later," she mumbled.

I shrugged and Renesmee giggled. "Have you at least had your first kiss?" she asked sounding a little disappointed. My eyes grew wide. "I thought we were ganna talk about Renesmee? Not me!" I yelled blushing. Alice squealed clapping her hands "You did! Oh goody!" "No Alice. I haven't. If first kiss you mean by…" I faded remembering a time when I truly wanted to die. I felt myself trying to fade into the dark again but stopped and changed the subject. "So Renesmee…why don't you show me your little doggy huh? What was his name again? Umm…oh yeah! Jacob right?" I asked. She stopped giggling and blushed. Hmm…suspicious. "I want the details!" I poked her trying to get her to spill but she stood quiet. Alice was giggling like an imp so obviously there was something up. I decided to look for myself. I grabbed her hand and went through her head. I was looking through scenes where there'd be a huge russet color wolf and then another where he was human. He was cute. He was sweet. He was…a little annoying…ha! "Well he seems nice and he's a little cute…I give him a 8 out of 10…what say you Alice?" I turned to face her. He could barely control her giggles turning into laughter. "I'd say a 5 out of 10. He stinks" she replied wrinkling her nose.