chapter three
I look from the avox to some point in the distance my mind is so confused and jumbled.
"I thought that you were killed by... the capitol" I say watching her breath almost ease to exist.
"I did.. but beetee helped he... he saved my life... he saved me" she said her voice mechanical
"When did you get a to speck again" I say trying to comes to terms with what is happening.
"Beetee gave me a voice and now I use it do whatever the hell I want" she said her eyes shining.
"okay how nice of him" I say filling out the form.
the avox nurse leads us into a room and then leads our daughter off and shut's the door tight.
"peeta what are we going to do she will continue to ask if we don't answer" I say looking at the white floor titles.
" I know honey we will just have to use the book" he said taking my hand and kissing it lightly.
" I don't want to open that thing there's to much pain in those pages" I say in a removed tone.
I really don't want to open the book, the book whose pages preserve the late Rue, my father and ... prim. if I open the book it would be like rubbing salt into a open wound. if I open that book and show my daughter her life will change she will know that she plays on a graveyard.
"well be fine we always are babe" peeta said pulling me close into a lose embrace and kissing my forehead gently.
" Will you stay with me if she learns the truth and hates he for not telling her" I say not looking at peeta, I'm not ready to see this expression yet.
"always" he said
I look at him and I only see true pure love and Its moments like this I'm glad I choose peeta with his gentle ways.
the avox nurse brings back our daughter looking as good as new.
we all get in the car and drove silently home.
"peeta take her upstairs and tuck her into bed she needs to sleep off the numbing agent" I opening the house door and letting peeta go in first. he takes he upstairs and I go into the kitchen to pour us some tea. I need one to...