After a day of long hard work on the Wizards set, I went home. As soon as I got home, i ran to my light green painted walls room, gently threw my big purse onto the queen sized bed and put on Nick's cd.

I laid on my bed, reading the newest edition of Vogue. Then 'In the End' bursts through the speakers.

"....Well, baby, it all comes back to haunt you in the end. You cry all alone

Nobody will see you through, You made your choice, Theres nothing that you can do..."

More songs to figure out, oh joy, I thought to myself. I laid on my back, covered in my favorite blanket, and thought hard. I sighed, recalling the memory those words brought to me.

I tsk-ed, thinking about the meaning behind this particular song… it could be about Miley.

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" Hey, baby. " I kissed his cheek and sat next to him on the couch.

They were planning to watch a movie at Nick's house.. but somehow.. it never happen.

He smiled and kissed my cheek back,before continuing pressing the button and kept switching channels, and Hannah Montana suddenly showed up. Nick eyes were fixed on the television.

"she's perfect…" he whispered to himself.

I heard it and turned to him, " what?!" I accidentally screamed.

He jumped up from his seat and turned to me. "Baby, I didn't meant it. It just came out. I'm sorry." He rubbed my cheek,trying to calm me down.

I pushed his hand away and gets up. I tried to push my tears to the back of my eyes, not wanting them to come out and show my weakness, but who am I trying to convinced? Nick makes me weak, Nick makes me cry..

" Why are you with me? I've been telling myself that I'm not just a fucking rebound to you! She's perfect?! REALLY?! Who am I to you? someone who you just kick around? I love you, but do you love me?" I said, tears flowed down my cheeks.

"I do love you. you've been there when I was down,when I feel like crap, when all the drama about me and her going around, you stay. I love you."

He said to me,wiping my tears softly.

"I can't do this. I can't keep telling myself that you're over her when you're clearly not. I can't keep lying to myself thinking that you will. I get it that she's your first love, but it's time to move on." I sighed.

Nick looked at me, the feeling of sorry showed in his eyes. sorry for what? For me? for leading me on? It killed me to see the guy I love so deeply was still hung up on the same girl who broke his heart. So I did what's best. For me and for him.

I kissed his cheek.

" I may not be your first love, but you're always gonna be my first love. Goodbye, Nick," I choked up when the word goodbye came out from my mouth. I looked at him one last time, wiped my tears and ran out of the house.

I felt tears build up in my eyes. The memories, the bad ones made me laugh. The good ones, made me cry. I giggled at that memory, and I thought, I guess i figured out another song.

I wiped the tears, got up, hit pause, and sat down. That song taught one lesson.

That maybe Nick Jonas should've taken his own advice.

'You made your choice and there's nothing you can do. It all comes back to haunt you in the end.' -In The End, NJ&TA.