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Charlie was driving to go and collect ruby after her social services meeting. She was feeling happy and concerned at the same time she had been told that ruby could live with her but Charlie was worried how she would cope with two 4 year olds, 13 month old and a 12 year old but she was happy because ruby didn't have to into care she pulled up to Bianca's and knocked on the door.
Knock knock
Charlie's P.O.V
I'm waiting for Bianca to answer the door I just heard her shout 'coming'
'Hi Charlie come in ruby and April are4 upstairs playing' Bianca said as we walked in and sat on the couch
'Ok that's fine we can have a catch up feels like ages since we had a girly chat'
'I know that's because it is' Bianca replied while laughing ' So how did it go at the meeting today?' I told her how it went and that I'm moving back to summer bay into mum and dads old house she was so thrilled she started screaming and hugging me
'Bee please let go I cant breathe' I started my voice strained through how tight she was hugging me she let go and we both started laughing
'So how's life?' I asked
'Life is great at the moment I have a wonderful sister a job I love and a gorgeous boyfriend I'm so happy how about you?'
'I'm so happy for you I'm so glad life is treating you good my life is just the usual really' I didn't want to say anything about my 3 beautiful children because now I know I'm moving back to summer bay brax is the first person I'm going to tell
'Thanks I'm so happy your moving back here means were can have more catch up and girly time' Bianca said pulling me out my thoughts
Bianca's P.O.V
I knew Charlie was thinking about something but I thought it was best not to ask because it was probs her mum and dad and I want to try and get her mind off all the bad that has happened in the last week. We spent about half an hour just chat about nothing really when I thought it was about time I brought up the subject.
'So have you seen brax since you've been back? He really misses you you know'
Charlie paused for a minute before looking at me and answering 'Yeah I see him last night I feel embarrassed because I cried like a baby on him'
'I'm sure he doesn't mind' I said with a little grin on my face
'So how is heath treating you? Are they still in trouble and in the riverboys?' Charlie said trying to avoid the question
' Yeah he's a true gent I love him so much, yeah there still in the riverboys but I have to say heath has calmed down a lot in the last couple of months he doesn't get in to as much trouble as he used to granted he still gets into a bit of trouble but he wouldn't be heath if he didn't' I said trying to hold back the laughter 'Wish I could say the same for brax since you left 5 years ago he was always in trouble it got worse then what it was but since he brought the restaurant I think he's trying to go on the straight and narrow which is good' I saw Charlie's face light up when I said brax was going on the straight and narrow
Charlie's P.O.V
Hearing that brax was on the straight and narrow was great I never asked my mum about brax apart from once when I was thinking of telling him about the boys and the baby I was carrying but my mum had told me he was always in trouble. It was to hard for me to hear about him because I still loved him but I knew that I had to know some things about him if I was going to tell him about the children. I couldn't help but think if I told him I was pregnant instead of leaving things would have been different I blame myself for the trouble he got himself into but I cant changed what happened I can just try and fix it.
Once and Bianca pulled me out of my thoughts god why did she have to talk I love thinking about brax 'so any men in your life?' she asked
'No there isn't there hasn't been since brax I still love him bee' I said I could feel the tears ready to fall but I held them back ' I wish I never left but I had my reason and I had to go but now I'm back I want him back if he will have me is he seeing anyone?' I asked but I was dreading the answer if it was something I didn't want to hear.
'wow that long you must be in love well clearly time doesn't heel love does it, it just makes it stronger and to answer your question he has a few girlfriends' at the moment I felt a lump in my throat but she carried on 'but none of them compare to you he will and always love you oh I'm so happy we can go on double dates' Bianca getting well ahead of herself I'm so happy he feels the same way but it will all change once he finds out.
'Well its only been two years not that long….'
'WHAT!' Bianca interrupted me
'Yeah we spent the night together two years ago' by the look on Bianca's face she didn't know
'Tell me everything NOW!' so I started thinking back to that night two years ago and started to tell her
Start of flashback
I heard about this party and I really wanted to go, since the boys had been born I hadn't been out so I asked the childminder to have loui and Luke for the night so I could go. After I got ready I was wearing a blue dress with 1 strap over my right shoulder. The dress came down to my knees I was wearing black heels with my normal smoky make up and my hair straight. Once I got to the party I got myself a drink and sat down.
Braxs P.O.V
I was drinking at a party when I saw someone I know sitting down all by herself just stand completely still feeling all kind of things I hadn't seen the girl I was madly in love with what the hell still madly in love with in 3 years I started talking over to her just to speak to her because the way she left I still didn't understand I sat next to her with a beer in 1 hand and a drink for in in the other.
'Charlie?' she looked at me wow even more beautiful then I remember I thought 'here you go' she toke the drink looking at me surprised
'Thanks I didn't know you were going to be here?' she said I felt hurt she said it like she didn't want me here and It must have been written all over my face what I was thinking because she turned to me and said 'No I didn't mean it like that its good to see you'
'Its good to see you as well' I said with a smile on my face
' brax I just want to say I'm sorry for the way I left things between us I want to explain because I don't think in the letter its explained it very well' she said looking at me in the eye and grabbing my hand I didn't let go I weren't sure I wanted to hear it but I listened anyway. 'The reason I left was what I said in the letter but don't think its because I stopped loving you because I haven't and I don't think I ever will I just want to say I'm sorry' I could see the tears beginning to fall down her cheeks she didn't give me enough chance to say anything back. She let go of my hand and jumped up and started to walk off.
Charlie's P.O.V
I started to walk off wiping the tears from my face but then I felt someone grab my hand I knew who it was straight away so I sat back down with brax
' I know why you left I was getting in to much trouble with the riverboys I just don't understand that's all why you knew why I was doing it I was doing it for heath and Casey they were my younger brothers and needed looking after they were only 13 and 8' he said in a sad voice I knew that's the reason he was doing it that the whole reason why I didn't tell him to give it up and tell him I was pregnant.' Charlie I love you too I will never stop'
After he said that I thought maybe now would be a good time to tell him about the boys. My thoughts were interpreted by braxs tongue down my throat so the thought was pushed out of my head I kissed him with even more force both of us longing for this moment and never wanting it to end. He pulled away
'come on lets get out of here' he stood up with that grin I loved so much with he's hand out for me hold so he can pull me up
'were we going?' I said biting my lips we were walking back to his car
'To mine' he winked we got to his and a night of passion I loved every minute of it and I know he did to
The next morning I woke up cuddled up to brax I looked at his clock on the side it said 630am so I got out of bed trying not to wake him up which was a success I went and found a piece of paper and a pen and wrote him a letter explaining why I had left so early and left on his bed side table and left with tears freely flowing down my face. Seven weeks later I had been sick everyday for the last five days I knew this felling to well so I dropped the boys off at the childminders and went the pharmacy and brought a test. On my lunch break from work I did the test and it confirmed what I already knew I was with child. How could I be no stupid I'm bringing another child into the world when the father don't even know about the two children he has got never mind the one I'm carrying were the thoughts that went through my mind.
End of flashback
Next time!
What did Charlie write in the letter to brax
A flashback to when they were first together
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