We own nothing except for the plot, Marina, Christine and Maria. This is the longest chapter that we've written, hope this is good. There's a bit of angst in this oh and phone sex too. Emma Jane wrote that. =P We LOVE you all so much!
Carlos is sitting downstairs in the living rocking Christine back and forth slowly. Waiting for her to fall asleep she cried a couple times last time which awoken Carlos. Marina is in the kitchen making trying to feed Maria. Carlos can here Maria whine and babble at her mother. He smiles softly, he sees Marina from the kitchen's open space, her arms crossed waiting for her daughter to settle down. Carlos gazes down at Christine her eyes are closed, she finally fell back to sleep. Carlos stands up heading over to the twin's bedroom and gently places Christine into her and her sister's crib. He flips the baby monitor on and quietly exits the room. He heads into his bedroom right when he enters his bedroom his phone goes off. He sees that it's Kendall calling.
" Hello?"
" Hi baby! How's everything going?"
" Everything's going good. I just put Christine into her crib. Marina is trying to feed Maria. How are you three doing?"
" I'm doing fine, I miss you though," Carlos grins. " Oh apparently James proposed to Logan last night!"
" Seriously? Could I talk to James?"
" Yeah one second," Carlos hears Kendall yell for James.
" Hey Carlos!"
" Hey James. So Kendall told me that you asked Logan. How did that occur?" James chuckles.
James and Logan are lying down on the couch. Kendall is in the other room reading a book.
" Logan could I ask you something?" Logan nods.
" Sure what is it?" James gulps but Logan gives James' hand a reassuring squeeze.
" Do you still believe in marriage?"
"Not really, why?"
James just smiled at him and shook his head "No reason, I was just wondering."
"Ok, I'm gonna make a sandwich, do you want anything?" Logan asked, getting up and going to the kitchen.
"Actually, I'm gonna go for a walk."
By the time Logan turned around his boyfriend was already gone, the door clicking shut after him. Logan sat down and held his head in his hands, trying to figure out what could be wrong with him.
Then it all clicked, James had been so nervous and he had been asking him about marriage. How could he have been so stupid?
"I'm going out," Logan shouted toward Kendall's room as he grabbed his coat and ran out of the apartment. When he got to the lobby he ran into Tyler, who had just gotten a job playing Hugo Weasley on a TV show detailing the lives of the next generation of children from the Harry Potter books.
"Tyler," he called "Have you seen James anywhere?"
"Yeah, actually. You just missed him, he was heading up the service stairs to the roof." Of course, that was where James always went when he was upset about something.
"Thanks buddy." Logan smiled, clapping Tyler on the shoulder.
He sprinted up the stairs to at a time till he came to the roof. There was James sitting on the edge of the roof, his head down. He was fiddling with a small box and Logan felt his heart thud fast as he realized what it was. His palms began to sweat but it wasn't because he was scared, he was thrilled at the idea if being with James for the rest of his life .He cleared his throat and James' head shot up, the box shoved back into his pocket. Logan's heart almost broke at the sad smile James gave him.
"Hey, baby. What are you doing up here?"
"Just needed to clear my head."Logan walked over to James and wrapped his arms around his waist, placing his chin on James' shoulder.
"I know you well enough to know you're lying to me. Talk to me baby, please?" James sighed and pushed Logan away, looking in his eyes. He remembered what Carlos told him and talked to Logan.
"Ok, I.. um.."
"Relax Jamie, it's just me."
James nodded and dropped to the ground on one knee, pulling out the box and opening it.
"Logie-bear, will you marry me" James cringed, as if expecting him to say no immediately.
Logan smiled and placed a finger under James' chin and tilting his head up. He placed a sweet kiss to James' lips. "Yes" he whispered against his mouth. James stood up, picked Logan up and swung him around, laughing joyously. He set him down and slipped the simple silver band onto his ring finger.
"Oh Logan, I love you so much."
"Love you too baby."
" Aw James that is so cute!" Carlos squeals joyously. James laughs lightly.
" Thanks, Logan is calling me. I'll talk to you later."
" Yup," James hands the phone back to Kendall.
" I'm so happy that James finally took that chance with Logan. He mentioned it to me yesterday morning," Carlos says happily.
" You're really happy about this aren't you?"
" Yes, my two best friends are getting married. How could you not be happy?" Carlos teases, they both laugh. Carlos hears Marina calling for him. " Huh Kendall Marina needs me. I'll call you tonight?"
" Definitely. I love you."
" I love you too Kendy." Carlos closes his phone and heads into the other room. Marina is rocking Maria and Christine. Christine is tear faced, she must've woken up while Carlos was on the phone. Carlos lifts Maria from his sister he sits back on the couch.
" Was that Kendall?" Carlos nods.
" Yeah. James proposed to Logan last night." Marina smiled widely.
" I'm glad. Next time they call tell them I'm happy for them."
" I will. I'm going to call Kendall later this evening." Marina nods her head and begins to hum a lullaby to Christine and Carlos copies his sister. Soon the twins fall into a deep slumber Marina and Carlos both go into the girls' bedroom placing them equidistance from each other in the crib.
" I need to go buy some things for dinner tonight. If they cry, they either need to be change or fed."
" Alright sis," Carlos presses a kiss to his sister's temple. She grabs the car keys and makes her way out of the house.
While Marina was out of the house Carlos mooched around trying to occupy himself. He cleaned his room and put all his stuff away and then he went into the kitchen to make up some bottles for when the girls woke up. When he was done with that he decided to watch a movie on TV.
Just as the movie was ending and it was beginning to get dark outside he heard crying from the twins' bedroom so he went in to check on them. It was Maria, her pacifier had fallen out but when Carlos placed it back in her mouth she instantly dropped back to sleep.
He stood watching them with a fond smile on his face until he felt his phone buzzing and a loud ringing filled the room. Not wanting to wake the girls up he walked to his bedroom as he flipped open his phone. He smiled when he saw the caller ID.
"Hey, I thought I said I was going to call you?" he asked Kendall.
"You were but I missed you so much that I just had to hear your voice. "Carlos bit his lip as a wide grin stretched across his face. He flopped down onto his bed as he replied.
"Awww, I miss you too baby. It was so horrible waking up this morning and not seeing your face. "
"I know what you mean, I just wish you were in my arms right now,"
"Me too, at least we can talk to each other."
"True" the boy was silent for a minute before he continued, "hey Carlos, where are you right now?"
Carlos furrowed his brows "Um, I'm in my room. Why?"
"Are you alone?"
"Yes. Marina's gone shopping and the girls are asleep. I'm sitting on my bed alone bow what are you getting at?"
"Your bed? The same one where you blew me for the first time, right before we left for LA?" Carlos groaned and felt himself harden at the memory.
"Kendall," he whined "Why are you doing this to me? You're getting me all hot and bothered but you can't do anything about it."
"Oh but I can" Carlos could hear the smirk in Kendall's voice "Carlos, nhg. I feel so hard just thinking about your perfect mouth wrapped around me. Oh God, my hand feels so good but your's would feel so much better. "Carlos flushed and shot up in his bed.
"Oh my God are you trying to have phone sex with me?" Carlos screeched.
Kendall sighed "Yes, TRYING being the operative word. You're not exactly going along with it. "Excitement coursed through Carlos as he sat back against his headboard "Ok, sorry, sorry. Go ahead, I'm all ears now"
"Good, no where was I? Oh Carlos, shit, I wish you were here right now so I could fuck that tight little ass of yours. Would you like that baby, would you like me thrusting into you, showing you that you're mine?"
Carlos closed his eyes and moaned as he slipped a hand into his sweat pants, pumping himself but imaging Kendall's hand in its place.
"Oh Kendall, you have no idea, I'd love to have your thick cock pounding into me, showing me exactly who I belong to."
"Carlos sweetie I'm back do-"Carlos eyes shot open and flew toward his bedroom door where his sister was standing, mouth open as she took in the sight of her little brother with his hand stuck down his pants. She turned and fled from the room. Carlos groaned and pulled his hand out of his pants.
"Um, Kendall. I'm gonna have to call you back. Marina just came in"
"Wait you mean, like, into your room?" Carlos was pissed because he could hear his boyfriend holding back a laugh.
"Kendall Knight don't you dare laugh at me right now. I probably just scarred my big sister for life"
With that Kendall bust out laughing.
"You know what, have fun finishing by yourself" Carlos fumed as he hung up and made his way downstairs to face his sister.
Carlos fixed his sweats as he made his way back to his sister. She's sitting on the couch attempting to watch the news, Carlos sees that his sister is completely embarrassed very red cheeks.
" Hey, I'm sorry about what happened upstairs," Carlos says awkwardly. Marina faces him.
" It's okay. I'm sorry though I should've knocked harder on the door."
" No worries sis. How was the trip to the grocery store?"
" Umm it went fine I guess. They didn't have beef so I was wondering if you want chicken with brocoli instead?"
" Totally fine with me. I need more vegetables in my diet anyways."
Marina laughs at her brother's comment she ruffles his hair as she heads into the kitchen. Carlos flips the TV channels searching for something enjoyable.
It had been a couple of weeks since the dreaded phone sex incident. Carlos and Kendall were still talking on the phone everyday but they decided to keep things on a strictly PG basis. They were missing each other a lot but staying in contact as mush as possible definitely helped. James and Logan's engagement party was being held that night and one of the entertainment networks was covering the event.
Carlos was upset that he's unable to attend Logan and James' engagement party. But, at least he's able to attend their wedding. Carlos is sitting in the twin's bedroom rocking the twins back and forth, waiting for them to fall asleep. Carlos told Marina to go to bed early since she was exhausted with her daughters, cleaning the house and grocery shopping again. Maria has fallen asleep while Christine is wide awake. Carlos down at his watch carefully, not wanting to wake Maria, it reads quarter to eleven.
He sighs, " Christine, my darling, you need to sleep." He gently says, she blinks and doesn't move. Carlos stands up placing Maria tenderly into her crib. Carlos sits back down in the rocking chair, he slowly rocks his arms back and forth with Christine in them. Carlos quietly sings a lullaby to Christine hoping she falls asleep shortly.
Sleep, baby, sleep
Our cottage vale is deep
The little lamb is on the green
With snowy fleece so soft and clean
Sleep, baby, sleep
Sleep, baby, sleep
Christine slowly closes her eyes, Carlos stands up and places her next to her twin sister. He flips the lamp lights off and heads back into his bedroom. Carlos pulls his bed sheets over his body and let's night consume him.
The next morning, Carlos woke up around seven-thirty in the morning. Carlos is checking the internet to see how the engagement party went. One website had photos of the event, one photo had Carlos' heart stop.
Right there, blown up on the computer screen was a photograph of Kendall and Jo fucking Taylor. He had his arm wrapped around her waist while she was turned into him kissing him on the cheek as her leg popped out at the back like one of those old fashioned movies.
Carlos felt anger and jealousy well up inside of him as he took in the wide smile on Kendall's face. All this time he had been telling him how much he missed him and how he was so fucking miserable without him but he didn't look one bit unhappy in the picture. He looked positively delighted.
Underneath the photo is an article that makes his chest ache and tears flood his eyes.
Jo and Kendall back together?
That's right folks, you heard it here first. Hundreds of stars turned out in their glam last night to celebrate the engagement of James Diamond and Logan Mitchell. The pair announced their planned union to fans at an interview last week and invited us here at Pop Tiget to cover the event.
Although everyone is happy for the pair, the real question on everybodys' lips is what exactly is going on between Jo Taylor and Kendall Knight, fellow band mate of the happy couple. Taylor and Knight broke up three years ago when it came out that he was hiding a long- term relationship with the fourth member of the band. However, Carlos Garcia was no where to be seen last night and his so called boyfriend seemed to be getting very close to his old flame, Ms. Taylor.
Who knows how this particular love triangle is going to turn out but you can be sure that we at Pop Tiger magazine will keep you posted!
"Fucking bastard" Carlos hissed as he looked at the smiling face and twinkling eyes of the so called love of his life.
Carlos swiftly pulled on his cell phone as he exited his room. He passes Marina in the kitchen reading the newspaper, the twins must still be sleeping.
"I'm going to make a phone call I'll be back," Carlos says.
" Alright," Marina replies her eyes still glued to the paper. Carlos dials Kendall's number as he closes the front door heading into the front yard.
" Hello?" A sleepy Kendall says.
" Kendall, baby, my love," Carlos says his voice increasing after every word. " What the f*ck is wrong with you? I saw that photo of you and Jo last night. What was that?" Carlos shouts into the phone. Kendall remains silent, " Are you two getting back together? I thought you missed me." Tears form in Carlos' eyes his voice shakes.
" I do miss you Carlos. I miss you so much. That whole photo was publicity for Jo. The entire night I was far from Jo, she was hooking up with Jett as usual. He came late that's why I was with Jo. I'm incredibly sorry baby. I didn't mean to hurt you." Carlos' tears fall from his eyes.
" I miss you so much, Kendy. Majority of the time I don't even want to wake up. I picture the two of us in my dreams, living together, married, starting a family. You and I together. I miss you so much." Carlos chokes out, hoping that Kendall doesn't notice.
" Baby, it's okay. I'm always going to be around for you. I miss you so much, it kills me that I don't get to wake up in the morning with you sleeping next time. My bed is empty, but in my dreams, too, it's just you and I. We're together, you have my heart and always will have it."
Carlos sniffles, " I love you Kendy."
" I love you to Carlitos. I'll call you later this morning, alright?"
" Ok. I love you."
" I love you," Carlos hangs up his phone, wipes his tears before Marina notices. He heads back inside and hears the sound of babies crying. Carlos chuckles, " Well this is the start of the day."
Carlos walked into the twins room and picked Maria up and rocked her, she had just settled down when Christine started bawling. Marina came in and picked her up.
"Their bottles are waiting in the living room, you head on down, I'll follow in a minute with this one"
Carlos nodded and went down to the living room. He picked up one of the bottles from the table and settled down onto the couch with Maria, who was getting more of her bottle on herself than she was in her mouth. He looked up from where she had the bottle clasped in her pudgy little hands to the TV screen. When he did he groaned, there was that stupid picture if his boyfriend all over his ex. He clicked the TV of with a harsh prod of the remote control. He believed Kendall and he knew he wouldn't do anything to hurt him but maybe he was hurting Kendall by expecting him to be ok with them being so far apart. They were both hurting from being separated, maybe it just wasn't meant to be.
"You ok?"
Carlos looked up to see Marina in the door way with Christine in her arms. He nodded but she came over and sat next to him, placing a bottle in Christine's hands. He smiled softly as she gurgled happily and shoved it in her mouth.
"Now, why don't you tell your big sister the truth. Does this have anything to do with the call you made this morning?"
Carlos sighs leaning his head back against the couch. " Yes."
" What happened?" Carlos presses the 'on' button and the photo of Kendall and Jo appeared on the screen.
" That happened." Marina's mouth agapes a bit then closes it. She shakes her head turns off the TV.
" I'm sorry. Did Kendall explain that?" Carlos nods.
" He did, but why do I have a bad feeling? Maybe I'm too jealous? Paranoid?" Marina places a hand on Carlos' shoulder, holding her daughter in one arm.
" It's natural reaction Carlitos. Kendall loves you, I know he does."
" Well he has a great way of showing it. Sad thing is that he only calls on my phone for like five minutes then he has to leave. He didn't even bother video calling me. Maybe I should talk to James or Logan to see if anything is going on.
" Carlos just wait." Carlos puts Maria into her play pen and heads into his bedroom. He plops onto his bed and lies down.
" Do you really miss me, Kendall?" Carlos begins to cry.
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