"Embry!"I yelled in anger."What the hell are you doing here?"I walked so I was standing at least a foot away from him.

"Bella,I need to know why you're here after five years."he said,calmly,not at all affected by my rage.I was shocked.

"You think you need to know why-"just then I was cut off by Lucas yelling.

"Momma!"

Embry looked heartbroken for a reason I couldn't fathom."So...you have kids?"Even after all these years,Embry's sadness could creep down into my bones.

I looked at him one last time,my glare faltering,and stomped into Lucas's I noticed he was sittiong on the dresser,which
is at least two feet taller than him,and that his shoes were back on after I'd taken them off when we got in.

"Luke?What happened?Are you alright?"I asked worriedly checking him over for marks.I find a small red scratch on his arm,
suspiciously looking like a claw mark.

"Momma,she was mean!"He eyes were closing too,though,just like Gabby's and I knew he was tired.

"Who,honny,I have to know was her hair like,baby?"I asked,frantically.

"R-ah-red-aaaah-"He fell asleep in my arms and I lay him back around,I saw Embry standing at Lukes door with wide eyes.

"Stay here,"I I rushed into Gabby and Grace's room,picked them both up,and brought them into Luke's room.

"Embry,I need a take Luke to the car,and help me with these suitcases."I walked down to the Mommy Van
and waited for Embry,not wanting to leave the girls came down with one suitcase and Luke and put both in the van.

"Wait here."I ordered.

I walked back up the steps and into my house,running up the stairs and into my bedroom.I grabbed the suitcase,and seeing my cellphone was still on
the dresser,I grabbed it and flipped it forwards.

There was one missed call,from a blocked number.

"Bella!"I was everyone calling me today?

I walked back down the stairs and out the door,into the was standing there,his mouth open,staring into the
woods.

"What,Embry?"I asked,slightly worried.

"I just saw someone in the woods.I think it was a might have dropped something in there,it looks white,or something."He said.
He was still slightly dazed,I think.I grabbed Lucas and put him in his car seat,instructing Embry to do the same.

Then I did something I should have never done,that I will regret forever.

I turned around and walked straight into the woods.

"Bella,no,don't!"

I ignored him and walked straight into the woods,knowing he wouldn't dare leave the children was something a dark white
fluttering softly on the ground,as it trying to escape.I scooped it up off the ground and was an envelope covered with
dirt and leaves and mud,damp with dew and adressed carefully in beautiful handwriting.

Bella,

I know you've missed me,or at least I hoped you did.
I can't believe I've had so much restraint as to stay away from you.
I thought about you many times,about when I could see you and what I would say.
So I decided that by writing you a note,you could listen without me almost killing
are Lucas and the twins?Don't answer that,I checked up on them many times.I wish
you'd listened to me.

Goodbye,Bella.

I didn't want to think about the name at the bottom,knowing only two people who would think about
this so carefully and talk about of them were good people.

Slowly,carefully,I moved my eyes to the bottom of the paper to the last bit of writing.

And all of a sudden,as soon as I saw the name,I burst into anger and blackness.

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