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The POV changes from Annie to Jeff halfway through. It's marked.
Annie
We decided to take two cars to Jeff's apartment. We both figured it might be kind of obvious if one of our cars was still in front Troy and Abed's apartment.
I was grateful for the silence as I drove to Jeff's apartment. I couldn't imagine how awkward that car ride would have been. There would have been tension–sexual tension to be exact.
I couldn't stop thinking about how forward I had been back in the parking lot. If there was ever any doubt about Jeff and I sleeping together, I immediately stomped it out. I don't know why I did it, but it was annoying me that he wasn't catching on. I mean it would have been awkward if Shirley had seen us having sex in my car. The odds of that happening weren't high, but still. I had waited long enough I was going to have sex with Jeff Winger, even if it had had to be in my car. Luckily, it didn't come to that.
A small part of me worried that he would back out of this. Every time I thought we were close to being something, Jeff would freak out about how young I was. Well, not this time. I was going to sleep with him and after that it would be too late for him to run screaming.
I was old enough to make this decision and I was old enough to sleep with Jeff. I thought he had finally seen that, but his hesitation was still worrying me.
We also had all of our friends to consider. Jeff and I hadn't talked about it explicitly, but he sure seemed to want to hide it. He had said as much in the kitchen earlier and he was the one to suggest we take two cars.
I agreed with him because I thought our friends would over react and probably get pretty mad. Their anger would probably be directed more at Jeff than me, so maybe that's why he was more concerned than I was. But still—it wasn't going to stay secret forever. I wasn't that good at keeping a secret and Abed was very good at finding out secrets. Eventually, one way or another, they would find out. And if that was the case, it would probably be better to just tell them up front.
The drive from Abed and Troy's apartment to Jeff's was only about fifteen minutes, but it felt like it was taking forever. I missed Jeff, which was ridiculous because it had only been a few minutes, but being left alone with my thoughts in a situation like this one was dangerous for me.
God, I want to fuck Jeff.
Jeff
It's the only thing my mind kept going back to as it ran in circles around everything that could go wrong.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
The mantra was running through my head at an alarming rate. I was driving back to my apartment to meet Annie there. And to do what –sleep with her? I really wanted to sleep with Annie. Fuck Annie? Make love to Annie? Have sex with Annie? None of it sounded right, but I wanted to do all of them.
Those thoughts were wrong, so wrong. She was so young, but she was old enough and it was inevitable. At least that's what I kept telling myself.
We kept coming back to this moment. Okay, not this exact moment of us driving to my apartment to have sex, but this "will they won't they" moment. The one where we kiss and it's going to go further, but it doesn't because one of us messes it up. Well, not this time. This time we were going to go all the way.
Still, my mind kept spitting out curses and I kept nervously checking my rearview mirror to make sure Annie was still following.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
It may be a mistake, but I was going to stick to my original plan. I would let Annie lead the interaction. Whatever happens is her call.
Fuck.
Sorry, this chapter was so short, but I promise I will make it up next time. I've decided this story will have at least 5 chapters and maybe more.
