SO here is my dream cast for the original characters of the Divergent Charachters. Hope you all agree with me!
Tris-Annasophia Robb/ Emilia Clarke (Game Of Thrones)
Christina- Nina Dobrev
Tobias- Kellan Lutz/ Ian Sommerhandler
Will- Lucas Till
Peter- Paul Westley
Al- Christian Madsen
Uriah- Booboo Stewart
Zeke- Alex Meraz
Marlene-Lucy Hale
Shauna- Phoebe Tankin
Lauren- Cher Lloyd
I think that's about all of them... on with the chapter!
TRIS POV
This is going to be a long initiation I thought to myself as I leaned my head back on the headboard. Between the transfer that has been making eyes at Tobias since she jumped to the obvious abuse Belle went throughout in Candor I knew it wasn't going to be like my year at all.
"Tris?" I opened my eyes slowly to see Tobias closing the door behind him. It snapped shut and I smiled slightly.
"Hey Tobias" I murmured as he made his way to the bed running a hand over the sheets. I smiled at him and pulled him down to the bed with me.
"I thought we could have some alone time before the initiates came?" He suggested. I closed my eyes and nodded laying down.
He chuckled and decided to lay on top of me I made a choking sound as his weight took the air out of me.
"Get off me your huge!" I whisper shouted to him, he sucked air and sat up on my hips, straddling me I adjusted myself so we were both more comfortable. We were like a jigsaw puzzle, we fit together.
"That hurt" He told me, placing a hand over the left side of his chest. "That hurt right here" He fake poured. I giggled- a noise I only made around him- and brought my hands from the very top of his waistband to the place his hands were. They dropped and I smiled wickedly.
"Can I kiss it better?" I asked. His breathing hitched and I took off his shirt brushing my lips from his diaphragm to where his heart was beating violently. He swallowed hard, his Adams Apple bobbed roughly.
"God your perfect" I told him breathless as I looked over his evenly muscled body. He was more God then human, and I was the girl that only got him by grabbing him your and refusing to let go.
"One day when my money gets right I hope I can make you my wife" He told me warmly supporting himself on top of me by placing a hand on top of the headboard. I ran my hand above his waistline, where the tips of a V- Line disappeared under the fabric of his jeans.
"Beats the hell out of Boyfriend" I joked lightly- we decided long ago that we were beyond any label that didn't sound conceited in a day to day conversation. I needed him like I needed air. And our temporary separation while he was here and I was in Abnegation only made it fonder.
"Soulmates sounds Conceited doesn't it?" He asked touching his forehead to mine so only they touched. I yearned for his lips on mine. I was almost cross eyed staring at him but even the pain behind my retinas wasn't worth closing my eyes without kissing him.
"You've inked me into your skin Toby you can't get rid of me" I whispered arching my back so our lips touched every time my mouth moved.
He blinked, his eyelashes brush over my flesh and I shiver.
"You were permanent far before I tattooed you into me" He whispered. I liked and he kissed me softly, not greedily- Beacuse we had each other to ourselves and had nothing to do with greed, cheating although looked down on in Dauntless was shameful in Abnegation. And our Abnegation roots ran deep, no one that valued their lives looked at either of us lingering. We only touched each other.
They weren't sloppy either- like Will and Christina' s kisses.
"I'm in love with you Beatrice Elizabeth Prior" He said, drawing his tounge back into his mouth. It still took my breath away no matter how many times I've heard it.
"As I to you Tobias Xander Eaton" I squeezed out as my throat welled with emotion. He smiled and I shut my eyes.
The familiar roar of the Dauntless born bike us apart. I took out a notebook and pretended to be interested as I wrote down the initiates names, Tobias sat adjacent to me untying his boots, his legs over the edge of the bed.
"She's making you sleep on the floor?" Maria squealed I looked over to her and saw Sophie glaring at her.
"Problem?" Tobias asked she frowned and raked a hand through her hair, trying to preserve her good girl act.
"It isn't kind to make someone sleep on the floor with such a big bed." Now her voice was hard, Vani snorted at her sudden change of tone.
"What's he gonna do?" Sophie asked with a sarcastic laugh. "Sleep next to you?" I rolled my eyes as she opened her mouth to answer.
"That was rhetorical" Tobias said flatly. He helped me stand and we stood side by side.
"I have an idea how about Six sleeps with me and Four gets the bed to himself" Mason voiced. I smiled sweetly before walking up to him and snaking my foot behind him and jerking it, he toppled over on his back and looked up at me. I felt everyone's eyes on me.
"I am not an object I am your trainer" I announced. The Transfers gasped at me but the Dauntless n looked amused.
"And if anyone else would like to disagree you could meet my boyfriend" I don't dare a glance at Tobias as I stride to take my spot by him.
"Lucky son of a bitch" Evan muttered, I decided to let it slide as Tobias cleared his throat. It was beyond sexy when he did that.
Maria noticed.
"You have an schedule here in Dauntless. At seven promptly you will wake up and begin training you have a break for lunch and come back to train until six. Between six at night and seven in the morning you are free to do whatever you would like" His voice is quiet, deep and unlike my show he had to do little to gain the initiates respect, and fear.
I looked at the Dauntless born who already had picked their beds out and climbed into them. I noticed that Maria picked the bed closest to where she presumed Tobias would sleep. She had a good girl persona. But it was twisted underneath.
I hesitated before opening my mouth.
"Could I speak to Belle?" I needed to talk to her, I could tell the girl was here Beacuse she had been abused and I needed to let her know that she wasn't alone.
"Me?" I nodded and her and Ryder followed me out of the room I passed Tobias.
"What are you doing?" He asked curiously I looked up at him.
"I'll tell you tonight don't follow please" There were some things I knew that I would have to say that Tobias would completely freak out if he knew. He didn't answer me and I preyed he wouldn't follow.
I shut the door behind us and looked at Belle and Ryder.
"Who abused you?" I asked plainly. Belle looked at Ryder who glared at me.
"How do you know?" He asked I pressed my lips together and blew my sigh put through my nostrils.
"I'm guessing one of her parents abused her and your either her friend or her boyfriend that was there to help her- pick up the pieces correct?" Belle let out a sound and Ryder nodded slowly.
"Who was it?" I asked sternly.
"My mother verbally abused me, she divorced my father who would physically abuse me. Ryder is my father's girlfriends son and my boyfriend. He found me after my father hit me around. I've loved him since. How did you guess?" She voiced, her tone was so small it made my blood boil at the thought of anyone touching her.
"My best friends father in my faction" I said simply.
"Does it make me a coward?" She asked, her voice breaking. Ryder clenched her tightly.
"No" My voice is disgusted now. "Whoever hurt you is a coward. My best friends father hit me once, that's all it took before I realized the extent of my friends bravery. I need you to realize this before you go into training" I said, Ryder looked at me with respect.
"But I left my faction to get rid of my father!" I peeled her away from Ryder to look into her eyes, searching for all the weakness there. I found hurt, pain abuse. No weakness though.
"You are no coward" I told her. "No one can tell you that but yourself, To make it here means you have to forgive yourself and over the first stage you will learn to make yourself strong enough to overcome whatever hurt you." She hugged me, it was the first I've been touched by anyone outside of my family, Tobias and Serenity.
"Do I need to forgive them?" She asked.
"No, you just cannot let them control you" She looked in thought. I looked up at Ryder.
"You are truly Dauntless to stay by her side." He nodded solemnly.
"That's all, have a nice night" I waved them off and opened the door to be pushed back into the hallway again.
"He's hit you before?" Tobias led close to my ear.
"Once-" I was hardly mad at him for listening in. I wished he wouldn't but he deserved to know. I was kind of relieved that he knew now.
"Why?" I heard a tone of pleading in his voice. I hadn't put much thought into why he did it, but I went with what felt right.
"He was annoyed I broke his nose Toby it was nothing" He kissed me softly but I knew he was a bit reluctant.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner" I had a flaw of pride like every Dauntless but not around Tobias, never around Tobias.
"We should get back." I nodded and we shut the lights out walking back into the Dorms.
I could hardly see my hand in front of my face so I knew no one could see Tobias and I as we curled up on the bed together. My fore head leaned onto his lithe chest, his hands around me, caging me from the world. He was invincible. He was mine.
I knew most couples in Dauntless would blatantly not believe that we haven't had sexual intercourse yet, it was practically unheard of to have a lingering relationship with half of our intensity without that kind of touching- sometimes it worried me that Tobias was annoyed at our lack of intercourse. But he wasn't.
Some people were ignorant enough to say sex is the ultimate intimacy. It's not, this-my head bobbing on his chest as he breathes in. My r over his heart, his arms around me- this is what I considered intimacy. This was what had me live my life like I did. This made me sharp.
This is why we couldn't stay apart from one another.
I felt him hug me closer as he fell asleep, his steady breathing in tone with mine, our heartbeats at the same pace. His mouth brushed my hair every time he took in a breath, each breath dry, and proud rightfully so to keep a man that was so amazing alive.
I brushed my hand under his shirt and smiled as his unconscious breath hitch. I muzzled his shirt, it smelt like Somthing heavy, sweet and distinctly male.
It smelt like safety, it smelt like him. And I needed him for whatever would happen tomorrow.