It had been a few days since Lucy had left and Kim was really depressed about it she wouldn't go to school, I was worried about her I didn't know what to do. That evening after I got back from seeing embry, I went to see how she was doing I walked into her room to see her sitting on her bed watching TV with pizza boxes surrounding her. She hadn't even see that her phone was flashing and who it was so I decide to pick it up and answer: "Hello Lucy how's your tip so far" as soon as I said that name her eyes lit up

"it's good Sam is Kim there I would like to talk to her" she said I passed Kim her phone and she talked to Lucy and it was as if nothing had happened the old Kim was back, I walked away to leave her to talk from then on all could her was laughter as if Lucy was really here.

Later Kim walked into my room and gave me huge I was shocked it was the first time she had hugged me in such a long time, she said: "I am going back to school tomorrow, just because my best friend isn't here doesn't mean I shouldn't be going out and having fun" I was proud of Kim that she is going to get on with her life.

Anyway moving away from Kim and back to me, everyday there is something new to talk about we are not like those people who only can bitch about there so called friends we have stuff in common, he is using me for his art work and he texts me every morning saying how beautiful I am, and I have like three of his hoodies. And even when he's with his friends he will give me a hug and kiss. I swear I'm in love I only wish Kim could have someone in her life that is like this. It's so great being with embry I feel so moocher having a boyfriend it's like I know someone is there for me through thick and thin and living with my family that's a lot and I mean a lot. None of my friends have boyfriends, well one sort of does but I don't count it, it's more friends with benefits which can come in handy but they will end up having feelings for each other. That sort of thing never ends happy; she has already said that she is starting to like him more than just a friend.

Whereas I have a man I love him he is someone I can talk to and I know that he won't say a thing even if it was something huge and someone like my sister needed to know yet he thinks we should tell them he won't as if he did he could be at risk of losing me and that wouldn't be good.

That day after school I went to Embrys and I was meeting his parents. I didn't really get a chance to meet them we went straight to his room. I asked him why and all he could say was that they embarrasses him but so do all parents it's part of their job description that and giving us money and teaching us how to drive.