Entry 3

Carlos Garcia was my new best friend. I started hanging out with him, every day, and every day I would see Logan. We would talk, joke around, but it never went anywhere else. It was never just him and I which is what I wanted. We were always separated, for random reason. And always by the same person. Kendall Knight. I learned to grow hatred, a deep hatred for him…

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ONE WEEK LATER

I parked right next to the small sports car, like I had been doing for the last week and smiled at the back of Logan's head. He was leaning against the hood of his car, one hand in one pocket, while the other held his book. He was reading the biography of Steve Jobs, and no one could take him away from it. I thought it was pretty damn cute, especially because he put on his glasses and literally block everything out of his mind. I chuckled to myself seeing him slightly shiver when he turned the page. I killed the engine and jumped out, zipping up my own jacket. It's the middle of December and all he chose to wear to school is his uniform. "Logan." He didn't even turn and I smiled walking up right beside him. I gently nudged him and he looked up and turned to me, He grinned wild and shut his book putting it under his arm. He left the glasses on and…I could have died right there. "What are you doing out in the cold?"

"Waiting for Kendall. They had to have morning practice because tonight's homecoming." I nodded watched the way he glanced around the parking lot. He had obviously been out here for a while and hadn't realized school was getting close to starting. "You're coming right?" I chuckled and pulled my back pack on, on both shoulders.

"Not really my scene."

"What is your scene?" I stared down at him and he laughed. He gently hit my stomach and raised an eyebrow. "You know they could use a big guy like you on the team."

"I don't like sports." He nodded and quickly looked me up and down, like he was reading me. Front to back, and in those few seconds, he knew everything about me. We both snapped out of our thoughts hearing the bell ring and he sighed. He quickly walked to his door and opened it, getting in, grabbed his backpack, and quickly got out shutting the door. He looked a little upset, but I walked right beside him, grateful for the time we got to spend alone. "I didn't take you for much as a sports guy. Especially Hockey. That shit gets brutal." He chuckled and shook his head.

"I go for Kendall. He loves it more than me I think." I had to hold back my anger and pulled the door open for him. He walked in and shivered rubbing his hands together. "Besides, it's kind of fun to watch the guys beat the living hell out of each other." I laughed and he turned to face me. "See you at lunch Diamond." I waved and he walked into his calculus class. I continued down the hall and stopped by my locker. I wasn't in any rush to get to class because it was my free period which meant I could go do anything, and all I really wanted to do was find Carlos so we could go smoke under the bleachers. It's only been a week that I've been here, and already I'm smoking cigarettes with Carlos.

"Hey Diamond." I turned quick seeing Kendall walking towards me. Of all people to yell my name, I wished it wasn't him. "Carlos got sent to the nurses. He busted up his lip." He got closer and I turned back to look in my locker, not caring at all. "But he told me you guys have free period and I was wondering if we could talk." I snapped to him quick and scrunched my eyebrows.

"Why?" He chuckled and I couldn't help myself but stare at him. He was so damn sexy it hurt to look at him sometimes. I turned back into my locker, grabbed my last book and slammed my locker.

"I get it…we haven't really been friendly towards each other, but why can't we start right now?" I rolled my eyes and walked towards the exit to go onto the football field. "Diamond. I know you like him." I stopped and sighed. He was right next to me and I watched him shrug his shoulders. "I'm not one to get crazy jealous but when I catch Logan staring and bringing you up I kind of get nervous."

"It's not my fault your boyfriend stares and talks about me."

"No it's not. But it will be if you try anything." He glared at me and I chuckled.

"I thought you didn't have jealousy problems?" He tightened the grip on his backpack and I laughed. "If you treated your boyfriend better, he wouldn't he looking anywhere else." I was shoved hard into the wall behind me and I pushed him back hard. We stood a few feet away and just glared at each other. I pushed off the wall and he took a step forward. "I don't want to fight Knight."

"Because you know you'll get your ass kicked." I sighed and narrowed my eyes at him.

"I will never understand what Logan see's in you." I turned quick and walked out of the building, slamming the door behind me hard.

The rest of the day was like usual with Carlos and I sitting next to each other in class, not paying attention. When lunch came around, Kendall and I avoided each other like the plague. And to pour salt in the wound he keep both arms around Logan the whole time. He would whisper, kiss, laugh in his ear and Logan seemed to really love the attention. After this morning, seeing him a little upset about Kendall not being there, to now…it was a completely different Logan. He was like a school girl or even putty in this douche bag's arms. I mean…Logan could not stop smiling. He let Kendall feed him bites fo his sandwich, drinks from his water. Them being so cute, and lovey to each other was making me sick, and I turned to the one guy who I knew wouldn't be doing something like that. But alas, I had to pick the straightest, horniest, perviest guy as my best friend. Carlos had convinced his girlfriend to come out for lunch, and right now she was sitting on his lap, legs wrapped around his waist. They were literally sucking the breaths out of each other, but neither seemed to care. His hands were running up and down her thighs and would occasionally go under her skirt, on her but and rub there. It seemed everywhere I turned, there were people touching, kissing, or being happy. I had never been more grateful for the bell to ring over head to make us go back to class.

During 6th period, Kendall and Carlos got to be excused early for the game, which left Logan and I to be by ourselves, and finish the book work we were assigned. I kept glancing over at him, to see him staring back at me. Each time he would catch me looking…he'd blush, chuckle and turn back to his book. I would hide my laugh, and try not to look again, but I couldn't help it.

When school finally got out, both Logan and I walked right over to the rink, not saying two words. There was an awkward silence, but I think, for both of us, it was different reasons. Mine was of course because I didn't want to shout in his face his boyfriend was a jackass. I had no idea what was going through his mind. When we sat down, after buying a hot chocolate for him, and a coffee for myself, we looked out on the ice, looking out at them practicing. "SO tell me something Diamond." I looked over at him and raised my eyebrows. "Why is a good looking guy like you, not dating someone?" I chuckled and glanced back out at the ice.

"Not looking for anyone Logan." I watched Kendall skate around, like a freaking pro and hated him for being good at everything he does.

"So…let me get this straight. You, one of the hottest guys at school, aren't looking for anyone?"

"Sounds right." I turned to him and he gave me a confused look. "Why do care?"

"It's not that I care…I just have…a friend who is slightly interested."

"No Logan."

"Give him a chance James!" He nudged me slightly and I shook my head sipping my coffee. "He's 6 foot, beautiful blue eyes, and the most gorgeous Spanish accent! He is perfect for you, because he is just as freaking sexy as you!" I sighed turning to him. He gave me a sexy pout and I chuckled shaking my head. "James please! He really thinks your cute!"

"Does he go here?"

"Yes, but he's in all the advanced classes, and has really strict parents, but…really wants to go out with you, and I said I'd help him out." I hated this whole situation, because it wouldn't be Logan I'd be set up with.

"Loges I appreciate it but…" I glanced to him and saw him giving me a sad look. I almost caved in. Almost. "Logan I like someone." I swear his eyes light up like a kid on Christmas morning.

"Oh my God who? You have to point him out and I will set you up with him!"

"He has a boyfriend Logan." His posture fell a little and he sighed looking out at the ice. The game was a couple minutes form starting, and the stands were filling up. "Besides…" I turned back to him and he gave me a small smile. "I don't think he'd be interested in me anyway." He scrunched his eyebrows and shook his head.

"How does someone as hot, and cute as you, be so modest?" I laughed and shrugged my shoulders. "At least tell me his name." He sipped his hot cocoa and looked out at the rink.

"No." He turned to me quick and I hid my laugh in my cup. What I wanted to say was it's you, and I want you to break up with Kendall and be with me. But the words never left my mouth, as the game started.

"I'll get it out of you James Diamond."

"Good look kid." Logan laughed and leaned into me, laying his head on my shoulder. I tried to act cool but the contact from him, even something as small as this…was really overwhelming. All I could do was in turn, lay my head on top of his. It was the best moment of my life.