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Santana pulled away from the kiss breathless and scared.

What the hell?

What did I just do?

Why—Why did I just kiss Brittany?

I liked it though.

I liked it a lot.

Brittany blushed and deep red and started laughing when she said, "What was that for, silly?"

Santana couldn't think of an answer. "I—um—I'm not sure. It just felt right. Like I was supposed to do it."

After that awkward statement, Santana stood up and started pacing her friends room. She was getting lightheaded and could see the walls moving closer to her every time she blinked. She scratched her head, and played with the hem of her shirt as a nervous twitch.

"Hey, San, it's okay. It did feel right, I agree."

Santana gave Brittany a crazy look before looking back down at her shoes.

Did Brittany just say it felt right, too?

Or, am I going crazy?

She just nodded her head, fighting back yet another set of tears.

"It might've felt right, Britt, but it wasn't right. What I just did is wrong—very wrong."

Brittany shook her head and walked over to Santana and put her arms around her. That sent shivers flying across her back, and she couldn't help but smile and how good it felt to have the blond up against her again.

Santana pulled away saying, "Um, can we please not talk about this again?"

Frowning, Brittany agreed. "Hey! Let's watch the Little Mermaid!"

They had watched Disney Princess movies until four in the morning, to Brittany's delight. Santana was the first to fall asleep, and Brittany followed shortly after.

Santana was lying beside Brittany, her arm thrown over her, pulling her closer. She opened her eyes and looked around before she snuggled her head back into Brittany's neck.

This couldn't get any better.

"San, you awake?"

"Mhm," She said, moving her arm off of Brittany and scooting a little farther away, "I am."

Brittany frowned in the darkness, "Why'd you move?"

Because I shouldn't have been that close to you.

Because I shouldn't have liked being that close to you.

Because… I think I like you.

Because… I'm not supposed to and snuggling with you wasn't helping anything.

"Oh, um," Santana sat up on her friend's bed, not wanting to have to say any of those thoughts that just popped up in her head, "because I have to get up and go to the bathroom.

The bathroom?

Really, Santana? Really?

She shook her head at her lame excuse and made her way to her bag to get her slippers out. She looked at the clock on the desk near Brittany's bed and noticed that it was six in the morning.

"It's the room right across from mine." Brittany said as Santana slipped into her bunny shoes. "I love your slippers, San!"

Santana looked over at Brittany and beamed a toothy smile at her. "Thanks. I'll be right back." She walked over to the door and opened it quietly, then repeated that as she closed it. As she turned on the light, she looked at her reflection.

To her, she looked the same. She looked like she was still the same girl that her parents loved.

But, if she was… gay, like she thought, then how can she possibly be the same person she was?

Oh, that's right. I can't be!

She finished up in the restroom and made her way back to Brittany's room. She was propped up on the bed waiting for her friend to come back. Santana took a deep breath and went back to lay down by Brittany.

"Are you sure you don't want to talk about… it?" Brittany asked, concerned.

Santana shook her head trying to sum up the right words. "I honestly don't know what got into me."

"You're lying."

She was shocked at the accusation. She breathed out a laugh and said, "I'm just scared, Brittany. I'm just really scared."

Brittany put her hand on Santana's and they both grinned at the touch. Santana closed her eyes and thought about the pros and cons. She could tell Brittany everything and earn a best friend that she could trust out of it, or she could spill the beans and Brittany could run around telling everyone that Santana Lopez was gay.

"Why are you so scared, San?"

She shook her head and licked her lips before she said, "I have feelings, that I shouldn't have Brittany. It's not normal, it's not morally right, and I shouldn't have liked it when I kissed you."

Brittany sat there completely silent, mulling over the right words to say. Santana was scared due to the fact that Brittany was being so quiet for so long. Her eyes darted around the room, and she licked her lips at their sudden dryness.

Finally, words started filling the empty air surrounding Santana and Brittany. "I don't think it matters whether or not it's normal to other people, San; It only matters if it makes you truly happy. It may not be right to other people, but if it feels right to you, then fuck what other people say."

All Santana wanted to do was move closer to Brittany and feel her breath on her face, and to lean in and kiss her, once more. So, she did.

She scooted a little closer to Brittany and squeezed her hand tighter. She leaned her face closer to the blondes pink lips and pressed her lips to them, already moaning into it. Brittany moved her free hand and put in on Santana neck, pushing her forward, into the kiss.

Santana was lightheaded and out of breath, so she pulled away. She looked intently into Brittany's eyes, realizing how much she cared about this girl.

"Did that feel right?" Brittany asked, breathing in and out heavily.

She nodded her head, running her fingers through her thick, black hair. "Yeah, it did."

Brittany leaned back in to kiss Santana again when they both heard a knock on the door.

Santana gasped and moved far away from Brittany in utter panic. She leaned up against the bed as Brittany got up to answer the door.

"Oh, so I see you ladies are awake now!" Her mother chirped.

"Well, um, we were asleep, but you woke us up." She lied.

Her mother nodded her head up and down saying, "Well, it is still quite early, so I'll let you go back to sleep."

Brittany nodded her head and closed the door behind her. "Sorry about that."

Santana gave her a sweet smile and replied, "Its fine. Do you want to watch a movie?"

"Sure! The Notebook?"

"Yeah, that'd be nice."

So, Brittany popped in the DVD and the girls snuggled together and barely paid attention to the movie.