I leaned over the granite counter tapping my fingers over and over with anticipation. I had only five more minutes until Fabian would be up. A small beep erupted from my phone and I looked down at the white stick in front of me. "Two lines." I muttered. "That's a positive." I smiled before tucking the stick into my pajama pants pocket. I picked up my phone and quickly texted Amber. "It's a positive put don't tell anyone until after three months." I gave an excited squeal before opening the bathroom door and running over to the bed. I lied down in the bed next to Fabian. "Hey babe." He said groggily. He sat up and yawned. "What is with all the excitement?" He asked referring to my outburst. I smiled and moved over on top of him straddling him. I dug into my pocket and pulled out the test. Fabian looked confused and took the test. "You're pregnant?" He asked I nodded excited. Fabian tossed the test aside and sat up pulling me into a kiss. "That is amazing." He brushed my hair out of my face and kissed my cheek. "I guess we will be welcoming a fifth Rutter to the house." He whispered leaning down and kissing my belly. "When should we tell Sarah and Austin?" I asked. Fabian played with my hair. "Should we wait until three months you think?" I asked Fabian nodded. I looked over at the clock. "You need to get ready Mister." I jumped off over the side of the bed and let him up. "Doesn't Sarah have dance tonight?" Fabian asked I up at the ceiling.

"Yeah Tuesdays and Thursday nights." I answered referring to the age two to three year old ballet class I enrolled Sarah into. "Would you like me to meet you there once I get off work?" Fabian asked I nodded. "Yea go ahead." I walked out of the room and towards the twin's bedroom. They hadn't came running to my room yet and it was already past five twenty. I looked at them as they were both deep asleep.

"Sarah sit still please." I had been trying to get Sarah ready for dance but she was fussing around. I slipped the ballet pink tights up her legs and up over her bum. "Blue or pink?" I asked referring to her two leotards. "Bue!" She shouted. I helped her into her leotard and pulled her hair into a bun. "Thank you Sarah." I gave her a kiss and moved over to where Austin sat playing with his mini football. "Little man it is time we get you dressed." I commented picking him up and standing him up. I dressed him in his favorite orange tee shirt with a giant T rex on it and a pair of jeans. "Alright we are already come on." I picked both of my twins up along with Sarah's dance bag and my purse. I buckled their safety belts and drove towards the studio. "Hurry Sarah you are late." I said shoving Sarah's ballet shoes on and walking her into her classroom. "Hello Sarah!" Kelsey a seventeen year old volunteer who taught the younger kids welcomed. "Have fun Sarah." I said before walking back to where Austin sat in the chair in front of the window. I sat down and pulled him into my lap. "Look there is Sarah Bear." I pointed to where Sarah sat in her butterfly on the floor.

I laid in bed next to Fabian. "What do you want a girl or a boy?" I asked. Fabian looked over at me. "I'm not sure. What do you think you are having?" I laid my hand on my flat stomach. "Too early to tell but I kind of am leaning towards a girl I think?" Fabian chuckled and rested his hand on my stomach. "Can you really tell by just feeling?" He asked. I shook my head. "I doubt it, it is just motherly intuition." I laughed as Fabian smiled at me.