We walked out of the hospital and into hospital parking lot, it was night I hoped I totally he impala breathing in the leather smell. I always loves the smell of leather.
"Dean I didn't get to say this before like when I was unconscious but this is a d man nice car". His eyes lit up apparently I right because a smile just grew on his face.
"well she was my dad's...um let's go". he stopped smiling, we hopped into the car and drove for what feels like hours. i started to drift off to sleep. I was awoken by someone picking me up, i looked up into Dean's green eyes he carried me into the motel and set me on the bed by then i was wide awake.
"Sup dean?" I said picking a blanket up and covered myself up.
"did you really make me carry you?"
"you seemed capable...was i to heavy for you?"
"no...no you just like a little six year old".
"i know" i made this puppy dog eyes and made my voice really high.
His face made the best smile i've ever seen, i was fixated he was so nice but you could see his pain i turned around and went to the sink to wash my face.
"Dean where are cas and sam sleeping?"
"there is a room next door, though Cas doesn't tend to sleep angel stuff.
He winched as though he said something wrong.
"Dean what is it?" i walked over trying to sassy so i took his whiskey and started to drink it
"ya just have mine… and well apparently you were an angel and you cursed like sam".
i started to chuckle "i know i'm cursed".
"Not like that, infected with demon blood, that's how you still have powers".
have you ever had that moment when you swear you mouth literally drops...well this wasn't that time
"oh...you found out?"
"wait what.. HOW did you know, and why didn't you tell me?" his voice rose, he walked over to the bed.
"well i don't usually start off a conversation with 'hi my name is Ashley I Drank demon blood when i was a baby then the demon burned alive my parents wanna get coffee?'" I poured myself another cup of whiskey and started to drink.
"well we're not normal people".
"I know Dean it's just something I am not proud of". I finished my drink and flopped down onto the bed.
"Good night Dean angels are watching over us". he turned off the lights and layed down on his bed, "my mom used to say that".
"well then she is a smart lady".
"yay she was amazing, beautiful, nice, kind, caring, the best mom i could ever ask for she made the best pie and always said that before i went to sleep". we talked for hours before we fell asleep. This was one of the first times in my life that i had ever felt safe.
The next morning I woke up in Dean's arms i didn't know how it happened. but i did. i jumped and woke him up, "Dean how?...how did this happen?" we booth look at each other booth freaked. the door open that when sam walked in, "Woah Woah you have clothes on?"
"ya sam...we didn't sleep together... i mean that's crazy…!" we stumble out of the bed still fully clothed. Dean started to blush " See clothes Sammy!"
"Oh ok… why were you in the same bed?"
Me and Dean started to blush and shuffle, "um well Dean? any idea how 'that' Happened".
"No i have no idea?" I go into the old motel bathroom and change into jeans and a t-shirt with my leather jacket.
"So the demon what are we gonna do?". Deans face harder and particaly chokes out the words," we are going to leave".
I jumped up and started to fill with rage, "you just wanna leave! After all this I left my home to come help kill this fucker but NO let's just turn tail and run". I got my bag and stormed out of the motel and took a cab. Dean and sam started to call out after me.
"ASHLEY! Ashley come on you can't take him on alone!"
I walked into an open field I was still hot with rage from yesterday. "COME ON YOU DEMON BITCH COME KILL ME!" sam and dean come running from the surrounding forest, dean tackles me coercing my mouth.
"Ashley I'm sorry" dean holds something to my mouth and I pass out. I wake up in an ugly green room with peeling wall paper, I assumed it was a motel and got up to see me handcuffed to the couch. " you have to buy me dinner first". Sam come out of the bathroom fake laughing. "haha sooo funny dean went to get food, we moved into the next hunt we are in New York. The witch is making people kill each other or themselves. I think she amplifies their emotions, no clue how to reverse the spell it would be nice to help these people".I sit up putting the cuffs behind me, I started to pick them. "fine Sam I'll help", the hand cuffs click setting me free. Sam moved over to the bed, I saw my chance and ran. "sorry sam I will hunt alone today, I can't be here anymore I just need to be gone" I waited out side the door with the handcuffs waiting for him to run out, after second he ran out I tripped him and cuffed him. "Sammy please don't be mad...just sense the hospital all I have felt was emptiness, I just can't describe it something is missing and I thinks it's the demon so...I need to die". I put him on the couch and turned the TV onto doctor sexy. "Ashley this isn't how it has to be, he did something to you. Please reason with me, death is not the answer" I look at him with a stone cold face and say "now it is". I kiss him on the forehead,"you where like the brother I never had". Sam starts to scream but I closed the door and all you can hear is muffled voices. I walked into the parking lot and stole a car, "okay ashley let's get the witch that will be my death mission". I started to drive to where the boys said it was.
My phone starts to rung playing Back in Black AC/DC. "Hey sammy, is Ashley still asleep? What what she left." i started to feel concern as sam tells him about Ashleys suscide mission. "okay, you really think the witch. Okay I'll take care of ash get out of the cuffs and meet me there". Dean revealed the engine and goes as fast as he can to get Ashley. After 20 minunets of driving I reached the old abandoned house. I ran in to find ashley pinned against the wall as an old lady chants in Latin. I 0ull out my wich gun. but I get thrown against the wall. "hey bitch leave her alone". The lady turns around and revels that ashley is knocked out. "oh honey I won't kill her, but I will have fun I got two hunters"
She steps closer to me and looks me in the eyes, it felt like she was staring in my soul. "Yes Dean I am staring into your soul, you've got a lot of baggage. How about we transfer that to the girl". Deans eyes widen, "no hurt me not her".
"Only way to hurt you is through you and Maybe take her memory or soul?" the old lady moves toward ashley I try to move but she was to strong. the witch started to chant some sorta of latin chant i couldn't make out what she was saying. but i felt persing pain and this like blue smoke came off of me and went over to ashley. She started to convulse, I tried so hard to move but it didn't work. "hmm one last thing what should i do?" "You bitch don't hurt her anymore!" i yelled and tried to get my gun, she walked towards me and said "watch your mouth or death will have her, i know either get her addicted to demon blood or maybe soulless? Dean which is worse?" i snarled at her. she chanted some more latin stuff, then finished.
I woke up in the witch's house exactly where she left me. I thought she was gonna kill me but all i felt was sadness and real hunger and i didn't know why. i saw dean across the room against the wall, he wasn't supposed to come i was supposed to die. But I felt empty but so full of rage, that's when Sam bust through the door and shot the witch. Me and Dean booth fell from the wall. Sam started toward me in what looks like a hug. I spat out "haha sammy nice joke" I ducked the hug and pulled a gun on the two of them. "Sammy back up that witch did something to the two of us and we'll she got the anger". Sam stumbled back in confusion, "what did she do to her dean?" I put my gun down. "well she said she transferred my pain to her and something about either souless or demon blood? " sam's eyes lit up and paced around. "she took you pain? um how do you feel dean." dean looked at the ground but when he looked up he smiled. "I feel amazing and i can't help but smile i haven't felt this good in well… ever". i walked over to dean and punched him,
"well mister go lucky i have such an empty feeling but at the same time it's all pain so explain that to me while handing me a gun to shoot myself with. well i'm gone i need about 5 bottles of jack". sam followed me along as i walked out to the car i stole i jumped into the front seat and the door opened and sam jumped in the passenger's seat. "DEAN I'LL TAKE A RIDE WITH ASH". "wow moose gonna search anymore" i revved the engine a went as fast as possible to the nearest bar, it was called 'The Place'. On the inside it was fancy not my usual hang it had a fire place and all but i walked right past it all and sat down at the bar. the bartender came over and said "what to drink?"
i looked around "double whiskey neat leave the bottle". Sam came in right behind me and sat down. "glass please" i started to drink i downed my drink. the bartender came back and started to flirt and right now was not the time. "so leave the bottle Work or Relationship?" I drank my second drink, "well life.. so the usual", he got a got a better bottle and poured me a big glass i could see what he was doing trying to get me drunk and so could Sam but i didn't care i just wanted the drink. I drank it down quick he poured another i was about to down it when sam took the drink from my hands, "Ok Ashley that enough for you" i took my drink back and downed it " whatever mom, I will be done drinking when i can't walk that's when you can help me sunshine". Dean walked in the bar and found me and sam, "hey Sam, Hey Ash". Sam looked at him "well she got your alcoholism". I smile then take swig from the bottle. "the only good thing from life is when i get to drink" I drank for a really long time somehow got tattoo burned. i started to walk back to my motel when i got jumped by black smoke.