Knowing Sienna she'll definitely not let it go. I do appreciate her caring though. I should maybe also let Tegan know I'm okay, I don't want her to freak out about me disappearing so suddenly. But I'm not up for a conversation with her about why I chose to leave. So I'm only going to send her a text, letting her know I'm ok and where I'm heading off to. That should calm her mind a bit I hope.

30 min later on the train

Kim was sitting on the train on its way to London. It probably wasn't a good idea to listen to her voice message left by Farrah. She knew that there was a chance that if she heard how upset Farrah was about her leaving she might just run straight back into her arms. But a part of her did want to know for sure if Farrah was really that worried. Needed to hear that she wasn't pretending to. The first voice message Farrah left she didn't sound too concerned. She hadn't gotten home yet and had only wondered if Kim was still up for dinner. The second voice message Farrah told her that she had gotten home, walked up to their bedroom and saw all of Kim's belongings missing. She did sound quite scared then. Kim almost felt guilty for making her feel this way, only soon getting these images of Farrah and Grace kissing in her head that made her feel a lot less bad about the way she had left things. The other messages Farrah left, she had sounded even more worried, asking Kim if she had done anything wrong. How could she not have realised what was wrong? She wasn't exactly being subtle about her affair. Maybe she thought Kim was to caught up in her own little world to notice the people around her. And yes while that was partly right, Kim still payed attention to the people she loved most, including Farrah. She knew that she too was struggling with the situation, but just as Farrah, Kim had no idea how to provide any comfort to her. The only difference between them was that Kim chose to be loyal and faithful, believing that it would get better as time would past. Farrah had seem to given up a lot quicker.

Kim could sort of understand how hard it must have been for Farrah. When Esther had just gotten out of the hospital Kim too struggled to help her. Not knowing how to make her happy and only seemingly upsetting her. And she knew all to well how badly they had ended their marriage. But Kim never gave up on their relationship or tried to find comfort somewhere else with someone else. Looking back at it maybe she should have. Then Esther could have just been with Grace and all would be well. Then I wouldn't have gotten as far as it had. But it wasn't the way Kim functioned. She wouldn't give up on her wife and their marriage. And whilst Farrah and Kim had never gotten married and didn't promise each other till death do us part, Kim was as committed to Farrah as she once was when she married Esther. She would have stayed with Farrah for the rest of her life, vows or no vows.

Soon the train arrived at London station, Kim excited the train looking around to get some food somewhere. She only had breakfast that day and it was now nearly a quarter past two in the afternoon. She felt her phone vibrating, she looked at it to see Sienna calling. "Oh God, has she already done the thing that I didn't want her to?'' Kim thought to herself. She decided to answer her phone anyways and hope for the best.

Kim: Please tell me that you didn't speak to any of them. Honestly it wasn't that long ago that I asked you not to do it.

Sienna: I couldn't do nothing. I needed to know for sure so I asked Grace if any of what you had told me was true.

Kim: And was she gloating about it? Proud of how she had ruined my life again?

Sienna: Not necessarily though she did not deny anything. She admitted that Farrah and her had met up a few times before. They had both needed someone to talk to and they found each other. Apparently she has been having some issues with Glenn. And Farrah was having a hard time dealing with the new situation. Nothing more than a kiss has happened though, so it wasn't a full blown affair. Just two people looking for comfort.

Kim: Oh well when you it like that it's nothing. Why on earth was I so heartbroken?

Sienna: According to Grace, Farrah did really feel bad about what she was doing. But she felt so miserable and chose to let go. I haven't spoken to her yet, but I did hear Misbah talking to Tegan about how upset she was. And how desperate she was to hear from you.

Kim: What am I supposed to do now? It wasn't an impulsive move or anything. She decided to meet up with her, she wanted it. Does it really change anything?

Sienna: I honestly don't know Kim. I do truly believe Farrah was going through a rough time and made a mistake that she now regrets. Farrah isn't someone that would intentionally hurt any person like that, especially you. I get that it probably doesn't change the way you feel about the situation. I can't imagine having to see the person you love with someone else. Don't know if I could deal with that.

Kim: Neither do I. I don't know if I can forgive her for this. It isn't just that she cheated, like I could maybe understand that. But with Grace, why did it have to be her? That woman has always been out to ruin my life. Seeing those two kissing, I won't be able to forget about that ever.

Sienna: It seems like it wasn't about hurting you this time. Don't think she stopped for a moment to think about you. She even looked slightly guilty when I confronted her. Or maybe she was just afraid that Glenn would find out about her and Farrah.

Kim: Probably the latter. Do you think I should talk to her?

Sienna: Yes I think you should. You can't leave it like this, you need closure. Maybe after talking to Farrah you still feel the same way and your relationship has still ended. But at least you did your best and didn't just give up and run away. And I also think that Farrah deserves to have her say, explain why she did it. But what you do is up to you.

Kim: I have just arrived in London and I'm not really feeling like taking another train back to Chester immediately. A few days apart could do us both some good, gives us time to think. And for me to put things into perspective. Now what I'm going to be asking of you, I'm serious about it. Please leave Farrah alone.

Sienna: I will.

Kim: I mean it Sienna, promise you won't talk to her.

Sienna: I promise I won't have any contact with her until you and her have had a proper conversation.

Kim: Thank you. I've got to go, it's been ages since I ate something and I've just spotted a small pizzeria so I'm off to have a great time with Margherita.

Sienna: Wow moving on quickly, send me a picture of her when you see her. Want to know how good looking she is.

Kim: Funny babes. Speak to you soon.