:D thanks for the people who reviewed, I skipped around my house singing for a view minutes :]
and I leaped over my bed and all that crap lol! Well what happened to Hermione?! Your gonna find out homies.
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I'm sitting on the couch reading 'Hogwarts a History' all over again. Everyone is sitting in the living room, Ginny and Ron are playing chess and Harry is by the fire. I look around the gloomy room and see its dark glow, its wallpapers are broken down the furniture is tattered and torn.
"AArrg! Nooooo!"
I look over to see Ginny, hands in her hair, on her knees, screaming to the heavens. I look a little bit past her and see Ron's smug face. I glance lower and I see the chessboard game and what used to be Ginny's king.
"No Ron! Not cool! I hate your surprise attacks!"
Ron just flashed the Weasley grin.
I look to see where Harry is watching him sitting alone staring into the fire. He glances at me. From the look in his eyes I can tell what he's dwelling on. I know he's feeling guilty, it's written all over his face. The reminder made my stomach churn, made me not able to read anymore. Not able to read because all I can hear in my head is my resounding screams, along with the echo's of Harry's screams and his pleading. Harry could see what I'm thinking about. I didn't want to see his pain-twisted guilty face so I stood and went into the room Ginny and I share. I sat on the bed and dug my nails into my arm as my body started shutting down on itself. All my feelings started to fade when it became overwhelming. The feelings were almost all locked away until Harry came in. I took in his watery eyes and I knew what was coming. He fell/sat on the bed and let a few tears fall. I stared at him with hard eyes trying to hold in the tears and waited. His lip quivered and a sob escaped his lips. His head fell to his hands as I remember why he looks at me with such tortured eyes.
XX FLASHBACK XX
Harry and I are camping, looking for the horcruxes. Ron left us awhile ago. Don't know how long ago I lost my sense of time quickly. We are getting ready to go to Godrics Hollow…..
Now we're in Bagshots house... By this time I found her dead body and I'm running to go check on Harry. I burst in the door, wand at the ready, to see the snake attacking. Its green body is flailing everywhere and knocks me down as Harry screams "Voldemort is here!"
My heart stops and I try to get up, scrambling towards Harry in fear.
I hear and feel a 'snap' as the snake's body breaks my leg and I crumble.
I look up to see Harry struggle closer to me until the snake coiled and launched herself at him. I frantically try to crawl over to him as the snake wraps herself around Harry's body….then the door slammed open…
"Harry…" The cold voice hissed.
The voice made my blood run cold.
"Harry…you brought me a mudblood to play with?"
"No!" screamed Harry.
I rolled over to face our enemy, his red evil eyes pierced into my innocent brown ones.
When he smiled I knew what was going to happen. Terror boiled in my chest and stopped in my throat choking me.
He moved closer and I hear Harry struggling.
Time seemed to stop as I watched Voldemort stalk closer to me. I started to crawl away but Voldemort swiftly immobilized me with his wand.
My heart is pounding against my ribs.
Voldemort is against me…He whispered "fucking mudblood…I'll put you in your place."
XX END FLASHBACK XX
Voldemort showed us how evil he was that day. Voldemorts words and Harry's screams and cries haunt me. I don't remember how we got away. I believe that Harry took his chance when voldemort was…done and I appaperated us out of there. Thank god I brought a book about first aid with me, I wouldn't of known how to heal… myself properly.
Harry blames himself of course. I could never blame Harry, he did save me after all…I flinch and feel a scream rise and die in my throat when I feel a thumb on my face. I jerk away from Harrys hand and notice that I've been crying.
Harry and I stare at each other.
"Do you blame me?"
I knew he thought that.
"No Harry I don't."
"Why not? It was my fault…"
"Because Harry…the snake was wrapped around you. I knew you were trying to help me."
"But I couldn't help! I could only watch as Voldemort…as he-"
"You saved me Harry! You got us out."
I didn't want to hear him say it…didn't want to hear the word 'rape' it would it all the more real…
My eyes bored into his and I could see the weight of what happened that day crushing him.
"Harry! Ron…needs you?"
Ginny came in and faltered at the scene.
I imagined what she must be seeing, Harry in the middle of a breakdown and me with crying eyes of indifference.
Harry got up and left. It kills me how he blames himself.
I'm still staring off into space. I didn't notice Ginny sit next to me.
She put her hand on my leg, I almost screamed.
She asked what Harry and I were talking about.
"Well…camping was…hard."
She continued to stare into my eyes. The intensity made me nervous.
"And?" what? She wanted more?
"That's it Ginny, camping was hard."
"What was so hard that its making Harry cry all day?"
"…" My answer was to stare blankly at her. No one knows what Voldemort did, only Harry and I. Ron didn't need to know.
After a while Ginny sighed she knows I'm not going to tell.
The intensity between us starts to build. I'm noticing her soft pale face. How her red lips are tempting me.
I start to daze off when I stare into her eyes. I begin to feel content. We both don't notice how long we have been staring at each other, slowly getting closer.
Suddenly my heart clenches and pain rips through me. The air escapes from my lungs and I have to turn away from that peaceful moment. I just get up and leave after a quick goodbye.
I need to be outside.
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I didn't edit much of this chapter, just reworded some things and deleted a few sentences :3
And that my readers is chapter 3! Know you guys know what happened to Hermione. The relationship with Hermione and Ginny will go slowly at first cuz Hermione's wrapped up in other things obviously.