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Did he say KILL!! As in murder me and my mom just because I didn't let him have his way with me. Now what do I do!!!!

I turned slowly as his word ran its course in my mind. I was so close to hyperventilating, that I had to take deep breaths to calm myself down. When I looked into the house through the front door I noticed that he was no longer on the floor. A mater-of-fact he wasn't even in the living room. With that little notice, I ran all the up the street. If Phil wasn't in the house then where did he go? Would he be following me? Well I wasn't just going to stand there and let him find me. I had to go somewhere, but where would I go?

I couldn't go to my friend's house. I might lead him there, and who know what that perv might want to do with us.

So instead I ran towards the mall, as soon as I felt that I was a safe distance away from my house, I started to calm down and walk. When doing that it hit me,

"Bella do you even realize that you were almost raped by your MOTHERS FREAKEN BOYFRIEND!!"

Realizing what just almost happened to me, I leaned against a wall that I was passing by and started to cry. I couldn't take it anymore. "What am I going to do?" I said to myself as I felt myself fall on to the floor. "I can't go back, Phil there and what happens if he tries to rape me again." I sat there crying wondering what I was going to do. I knew that if you were ever sexually assaulted you were supposed to tell the authorities right away. But what happens if he finds out before they can get him, will he kill me and my mom?

"Mh-mh- My mom!" I said out loud without even knowing. Would he still be there? Even after what he did to me today, Would he also hurt my mom tonight?

"Huh, did you say something… Oh!! Hey ... Umm are you alright?" Some bystander said as she was walking pass me.

"I gota tell her, but how without putting her in danger" I mumbled on still unknowingly out loud.

"Tell me who sweetheart, whose in danger?" The lady asked, beginning to worry.

I then noticed that I had been speaking out loud all this time. When I was about to respond to her question, I looked up and saw himstaring at me from across the street with a sick smile on his face. My stomach started to twist and turn at the sight of his face. Fear, hatred, and disgust ran through my veins so fast, that someone would think of me crazy.

"GET .. FROM .ME!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs so loudly that not only did I scare the person besides me; I also scared the people around me. But it also hurt my throat so much that it felt like it was burning.

The lady, who was trying to talk to me earlier, was now backing away from me. She noticed that I wasn't staring at her, but far behind her. She then turned and stared in the direction that I was looking at.

Phil acting STUPID, began to look around him, as if trying to find who I was staring at, as if he wasn't the culprit, and began to walk toward me.

No, No, No!! What does he want from me!

"Miss", "Miss","Sweetie"," Are you okay?", "What happed?", "Are you hurt?" Different people were calling to me all at once. But has soon has he took another step closer to me. I jumped up and ran. I ran all the way to my house, without stopping. I didn't care if he was there any more, I was going to tell my mom, and let the cops handle him. But when I got there I not only saw my mom's car there, but I also saw him getting out of his. Apparently he didn't notice me, and continued up the walk way.

I deliberated for a moment, if I was really able to tell my mom.

That's when she came out the door, and kissed him, as if welcoming him home. It disgusted me greatly that I began to cry.

My mom noticing me, blushed at first, embarrassed I guess. But when she really looked at me, her face fell, and she ran to me.

"Bells what's wrong??" she asked me worried.

I didn't answer her, I didn't know how to answer her. I never lied to Renee before, but I just didn't know what to say.

"Bella!! What's wrong, you're scaring me, say something" she said frantic.

I looked at her straight in her eyes, and saw all her worry and fear, I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing came out.

"Bella, baby, what happened, you're as white as a ghost! Phil came here; I think something I wrong with Bells!"

"No, No I'm fine, you stay were your at!" As I said that my voice cracked in al the wrong places. Phil smiled at me, which not only made it harder for me to keep a straight face, but also to continue lying to my mom. All these emotions made me felt like throwing up.

"Bella, what it is wrong! You're lying to me" My mother said angrily. Was I really that easy to read? I mean I know that I never lied to HER! But I mean I've lied before. Maybe I'm just a bad liar.

Think Bella, You need to think, Think of something for right now, and when he leaves tomorrow for "work", you can tell her.

"No really mom, I'm alright" I said to her, my voice sounding shockingly confidant.

"It's just that-" right when I was about to say my excuse, I made a bad decision and looked towards Phil who gave me this gruesome glare, that made me feel so far beyond scared, that I literally almost yelped from being frightened.

"You promise me that you're not lying to me?" she asked

No mom, I'm lying, Phil tried to rape me, we need to get away from him!! He's dangerous!

"It's what Bella, you can tell me, I won't get mad at you" Get mad at me! It's you're sick perverted boyfriend who stuck his tongue down my throat!!!!!

"Umm… It's just that I just seen a cat get run over a little while ago, and it shocked me, at the sight of everything, and how the driver didn't even stop"

"Aww, Bells you can't let things like that get to you, you scared me half to death, that's just Mother Nature taking its course" She said to me with relief in her eyes.

"It was just an awful sight mom" I said trying to continue me lie.

"Hmm, Ya Bells… Don't scare us like that" Is he talking to me! Is he actually talking to me, That- Son-of-A-Bitch was actually talking to me.

As I passed him I slapped him so hard, my hand started to pulsate with pain.

"BELLA!!" my mom yelled at me.

"Haha, it's okay babe, she was just play'n around" Phil said, rubbing his cheek.

Revolted by his plan to try to cover me up, sickened me so much that instead of running to my room, I ran to the bathroom, and threw up.

I felt to discussed, and gross, that I also took a shower. But just to make sure he wasn't watching me or anything, I brought my clothes into the bathroom with me to change. Even after I let the steaming hot water, relax my stiff muscles, I no longer feel could comfortable in my own house. I was scared silly by the idea that he could be watching me, or waiting for me. What was he doing on the street earlier today? Was he going to try to hurt me again, or try to kill me?

Thinking that I was no longer safe, I started to cry. I spent the next two hours on the bathroom floor, shedding crocodile tears, thinking of why he would do this to me. He seemed like a nice guy, he seem to be really into my mom. I guess that he just isn't the guy he seems to be.

Right then and there, I made up my mind for the second time tonight. I wasn't going to let him get to me. I heard lot stories where the girl is raped or sexually harassed and they enclosed themselves in a little bubble and lock the world out, so that they can "protect themselves" from the sick men who tried to hurt them.

But I'm going to have to tell my mom sooner or later. What if he ends up hurting her, when I could've stopped him? No, I won't let him get that far. "I'm going to put a stop to this now!" I said to myself.

With that I wiped my tears off and was going to go tell my mom, but right when I opened the door I seen Phil walking down the hall way. I also decided that I was going to tell my mom, when he wasn't around. Three tuff decisions I had to make in one day.

As I walked to my room I closed my door and lock it, but when I turned on the light, a bright Pink envelope was on my floor. It looked like it had been slid under the door.

I picked it up off the floor to examine it; I opened it to find a handwritten note.

As I read it, my stomach dropped. "Why God? Why are you torching me for?" I asked.

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