Here is chapter 3! I know I am not a regulair updater but believe me, I write when I can ;). I'm not be able to update soon since, well my next two weeks are going to be hectic again! But that is not an excuse. I just found out that I didn't include Jenny in this story! Which sucks, but I'll find something. Also someone sent a review with in it if I was going to continue.. Yes I will! Sorry I couldn't pm you :(

Disclaimer: Do I have to do this again?


''Tony…'' Tony heard his name, but he didn't react. ''TONY… Wake up!'' Now that his name was being screamed at him, he made an exception.

''What?'' Not wanting to actually get up and greet the day.

''Wake up you ass hole. It is 6 o'clock, you have to go to school''

''Are you kidding, me it is SUMMER!'' Tony got off his bed, the anger in his voice. And he didn't hear his dad even calling him as hole. He was almost used to it.

''In the 18 years that you are my kid I finally wake you up one time… And you get angry'' his dad said, the way he said it you would have felt sorry for the guy. But you have no reason to.

''It is summer! Get out off my room! And by the way dad I am 17!'' Tony yelled back and pointed to the doorway of his room. '' You know what I'll be out off this house by the end off the day! Here, isn't that what you want?'' Tony said as he stormed out off the room. He walked through the hallway right to where he clothes were.

''You are not leaving this house! You got that?'' His dad screamed as Tony stormed out off the room. ''You.. are.. not.. leaving'' With all off the anger you could hear in his fathers voice, Tony just wanted to scream. It was going his whole life like this. Since the day his mom died. He grabbed a suite case out off his closet and started throwing his clothes in it. He grabbed a pair off shoes which stood under his clothes and walked back at his room. He walked past his father who was still screaming at him. But Tony had closed himself off from the world, as he walked past his father it felt like the world was going in slow-motion. He closed his eyes for a second just hearing the silence. When he was in his room he grabbed his school books, his iPhone and some other important stuff. He had no idea what he was doing, but everything better than home right?

''O yeah? Well look at me'' Tony grabbed the suit case and walked out off his room. He forgot something, he walked back and grabbed his guitar and put its bag. ''I'm a grown up Dad, get used to it'' His voice began to get soft, as if Tony wanted to cry. But he kept going. ''I'm going to the vacation house, in the woods. I'll stay there for 4 weeks, after that you can come and talk if you are feeling like it. If I'll need anymore clothes or other stuff I will get it when I know that you aren't here.'' And with that he left his house. He grabbed another 2 pair of shoes and his jacket before he threw the door close. What the hell did I get myself into..


''Abby…'' Ziva got up and went to shake up Abby ''Abby.. Come on the sun is rising!''

''Get away'' Abby said while actually hitting Ziva. Ziva looked at the clock and figured that since it was 5 o'clock Abby really wasn't going to wake up.

''Fine, I'll just go out and go for a run''

''You do.. that'' From the snoring coming from Abby's direction, Ziva knew that Abby was sleeping again.

Ziva walked over to her closet and grabbed some clothes. Then she walked into the bathroom where she lay the clothes down. She turned on the shower and let the cold water hit her body. Memories were marching through her head. All of the memories she had put away somewhere just came out. She snapped back to reality and turned of the shower and put on her running gear. A run would do her well.


Tony parked his car infront of the vacation home. It had only been a 15 minute drive but it felt like an eternity. He grabbed his stuff from the trunk and walked inside the dropped his bag on the floor and took a quick look through the vacation house. He walked around to see that the house was taken well care off in the last years. As far as he knew there hasn't anyone for years.

He probably hired a maid or something… And after that he slept with her… Nahh probably not..Yeah right

With his mind going to places he had never known, he grabbed the remote from the cd-player and plugged in his iPhone. He picked out a song and turned the volume way up. After that he walked to his suit case and started unpacking. He found the master bedroom and put the bag he had there.

It starts with pain, followed by hate
Fueled by the endless questions, no one can answer
A stain, covers your heart

Tears you apart just like a sleeping cancer

Tony stopped for a minute listening to the lyrics and dropped everything he had on the floor.

Now I don't believe men are born to be killers
I don't believe this world can't be saved
How did you get here and when did it start
An innocent child with a thorn in his heart

He walked to the living room again and went to sit on the couch, he felt like his energy was dragged out off his entire body.

What kind of world to we live in
Where love is divided by hate
Losing control of our feelings
We all must be dreaming this life away
In a world so cold

''All right that's it. Show's over.'' He said to himself. ''A cold shower and a run will help. I'll just drop by the grossery store, cause there ain't any food in here. Maybe meet some hot chicks, get a couple off phone numbers..''He hated himself for thinking like this, but it was the only thing that worked.

He dragged himself from the couch he almost felt on a couple off minutes ago and walked to the bathroom. It was small but everything he needed was in it. Once he was done letting the cold water stream down his body, he got dressed again. When he walked out off the bathroom he noticed how beautiful the bungalow actually was. It was made from woods, probably hand built. He grabbed his running shoes and the keys from the bungalow. He putted his shoes on and walked out off the house, into the woods. He had been here since age was a little child, so he knew all of the pads in the woods. He walked past this amazing lake and saw that there was an old man sitting on a pier next to his house. But he continued walking, it was going to be a long day.


''One tea, please'' The guy behind the counter nodded and began to get Ziva's order. Ziva looked to her left side and found 2 guys totally checking her out. She gave them a small smile and got her tea from the counter. She grabbed the tea she wanted and walked out off the Starbucks. She found herself followed by one of the guys, but continued walking to the park. It was one off the places she found peace, plus when she didn't want anyone around she went there. She had been in America for almost 3 weeks and she found this spot very fast. She walked into the park, and found herself staring at a bird sitting in a tree.

''Did you know that the owl is the only bird which is be able to see the difference between blue and other colours?'' Ziva didn't knew who was standing behind her, so she decided not to turn around. But then she knew where the voice was coming from. She turned around and found him.

''Tony right?'' She hid her excitement in her voice, and was trying very hard not to blush.

''Yes'' Tony said while nodding. He showed her his 1000 watt smile.

''How are you?''

''Not so good, but thanks for asking anyway''

''Is that one off the reasons that your shirt is soaked?'' Tony smiled at her, and then looked down. Yes, his shirt was very soaked.

''Well, long story. Short version is…'' Tony looked around, he hesitated to speak again. ''Why don't we take a seat first shall we?''

''Let's'' She said while feeling her heart skipping a beat. Tony walked to the closest bench which there stood and went to sit down. Tony scrapped his throat and hesitated talking for a second. Because he had only met her once, but he felt so damn connected.

''Well, my mom died when I was young…'' Ziva looked at him like he was a sick puppy, and he knew it so he didn't look up. ''And my dad is an alcoholic and is trying really hard to make me miserable. And you know what? He is doing a hell off a job'' He said while smiling after it, not an happy smile but a forced one as if he whole life was a joke. It is actually…

Ziva gave Tony a worried look, this boy was a mess and he knew it himself. But why couldn't you see it from his outside? He looked like he was happy and like he had no worries. But Ziva knew better now. She wanted to help him, but she had no idea where to start. She didn't even knew the guy! ''I'm sorry, Tony''

''Don't be'' Tony smiled and put his hand on hers, he noticed it himself and pulled it quickly away. When Ziva felt his hand she blushed, and she wished that he hadn't taken it away. But he did… She saw him blushing. ''It's not like you can do anything about it'' They both laughed. ''Well, that's enough about me. Tell me about you!'' Ziva looked him in the eye and they both watched the other side automatically. They talked for a little while, till Ziva's phone rang. It was Abby being worried about where she was. She told her that she would be back in half an hour and hung up.

''That leaves us half an hour…'' Tony looked her in the eye, at that same time she turned to him. He was stunned by the beauty of her face, and began to close the gap that had formed between them. Ziva did the same, as if they were sharing thoughts. But then Tony's phone rang. Tony quickly stood up and grabbed his phone angry. ''What?'' He snapped. He hung up and looked at Ziva and laughed. ''Can you believe it that at 10 o'clock people can dial the wrong number'' he laughed nervously.

''So what were you telling me about again?''

''That I can kill you with a paperclip in 17 different ways'' Ziva said with a smirk on her face.

''No way'' Now Tony was the one smirking.

''Try me'' He stopped smirking immediately.


Hope to see you next chapter! Ow by the way I can't wait untill Ignition and.. Flesh and Blood! I can totally see Tony's face when he finds out his dad is going to be involved! Let me know if i should include Jenny in this story ;) Let me also know what you thought off the chapter.

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