John got ready for dinner. He dressed in jeans, boots, and a nice shirt. He slipped his dog-tags over his head, grabbed his keys and phone and walked out the door. He got to the restaurant and saw that Hunter and Shawn were already there. After the initial greetings and hugs they sat down. "So how's the assw..umm I mean Wade, "Hunter stammered and asked. He really didn't like him. "I don't know. Since our argument we haven't talked." John stated sadly. There was a lull in the conversation as the waitress came to take their order. Hunter ordered the beef wellington with a baked potato, veggies and a coke. Shawn ordered the grilled salmon with rice, veggies and a Pepsi and John ordered Salisbury steak with mashed potatoes, veggies and a coke.
As they ate, Hunter and Shawn gave each other a look. They knew John was hurting and they didn't like it. They knew that Wade had been a loving and affectionate lover during the two years John and he dated and in the beginning of their marriage but then he changed. He became cold both in and out of the bedroom and didn't seem to respect John's opinions or feelings in either aspect of their relationship.
"Maybe you should talk to Mark and Glenn, "Shawn said. Mark and Glenn were lawyers and had their own practice. They handled everything of John's. They had been best friends and now were lovers. They have been together as long as Hunter and Shawn and John considered the four men as father figures. "Maybe I will, "John said," but I want to see if Wade changes first." So they finished their meals and said goodbye.
John got home and saw that Wade was there sitting on the couch watching TV. "Hi, Wade, "John said. Not bothering to look up Wade just grunted and continued to watch TV. John just rolled his eyes and decided to shower before bed. As he was washing up, he felt the shower curtain move and Wade forced him to bend over supporting himself with his hands on the tile walls. John bit his lip to stop from crying out as Wade forced two of his fingers into John. He scissored and slid his fingers in and out of John a couple of times and then he took his fingers out and slammed his penis into John's hole. John scrunched his eyes and bit his cheek to stop from screaming in pain as tears rolled down his face. Wade pumped into John a couple of times saying"John you're so tight, I'm gonna cum." He pulled out of John and jerked himself off onto John's back. Then he left the bathroom. John didn't know what was up with Wade he was never cruel like that. John finished washing up and walked into the bedroom noticing that Wade had already fallen asleep. So John got ready and lay down and tried to sleep. John laid there wondering what he could have done to make Wade change and be so cruel. It also wasn't that John didn't want kids, he loved kids. He just didn't know if he wanted to have kids with Wade anymore. He fell asleep with these questions on his mind.