Soliloquy
By: DB
A/N: A Soliloquy will separate each chappie. It'll usually be Inu unless I state otherwise. Oh and I don't respond to reviews on these....sorry. I'll try not to do notes either.
I could just give in.... That would end my suffering! That would end everyone's suffering.
Yeah that's it....
I could end their suffering. I could spare them all from sorrow! I could give in and spare them all. It would only cost them such a small amount to pay.... Merely their lives....
No... I can't. There's no justifiable cause for killing your friends... or the rest of Japan for that matter.
What's that smell?
Oh no....
Not now....
Oh Please! Not now!
Blood.
Thick, hot, luscious human blood.
I can smell it. So much lovely, lovely blood. It's not far away from here. Oh if only I had been the one to cause such blood... Wait! What am I thinking!? Oh no... The cravings...the urges...they're getting worse!
The Tetsusaiga can't keep me in check for long....
It won't work.
It can't work forever.
The demon in me will make sure it doesn't.
It's sweet sweet voice chants in the back of my mind.
Kill...
Give in...
Kill...
Over and over, steadily growing louder and louder. The smell of blood cheering it on.
I have to go find the source of the blood. Maybe I can quell my demon by slaughtering one who slaughtered so many...
Then maybe if there's anyone left....
No...
Kill...
NO!
GIVE IN!
I can't...
Kill...
no...
Oh my own body's betraying me! Its voice is ever so slowly joining chorus with the demon's....
I'll go check the massacre out.... I must.
But I won't kill
Unless I have to
I'm still in control of my body!
But for how long?
I don't know...