Title: Forever Gone

Chapter: 3

By: Der4Mer4ever

In the car back home they where both silent. Meredith stared out the window, and Derek had his eyes one the road. Finally back to their house, Derek parked the car and they went inside. It was only two days to the funeral, and Derek and Meredith had a lot to do. As Meredith went into the kitchen the phone called.

"Hello?" It was Izzie.

"Mer, Hey you're home." She could hear Izzie took a deep breath before she continued,

"How are you feeling, I mean with your mother and what happened and everything. Is there anything I can do, we can do for you?" Meredith replied before she could say something more.

"Oh no I'm okay, I'm fine," She knew that Izzie didn't believed her.

"Mer, I'm really sorry about you mother, I know you loved her and..,"

"Izzie, I'm fine, okay? I just need some time to figure things out. I'll see you later. Bye"

"Okay…yeh see you later Mer, take care."

After Izzie had called a numerous of friends and friends of the mother and people from the hospital

called to hear how she was doing. Also some police officers came to talk to her about her mother's

suicide. When she finally where getting to bed Derek came. He took a seat beside her at the bed.

"You're going to bed?" he asked. "Yeh, it has been a long day." Meredith crawled under the quilt.

"Are you going to bed?" she said looking at him. "Yeh, I'm just gonna brush my teeth first.

When Derek lie beside her and stroke her hair, she finally felt a little happy again. She had Derek. He was always there for her. She turned around meeting his eyes. She smiled as he kissed her softly." Good Night Mer," "Nigh Derek." And with that they both fell asleep.

She was running in the wood again. The same voices told her the same things over and over. "You killed her, YOU KILLED HER."

"NO, NO."

Derek shook her back.

"Mer, mer wake up." Meredith opened her eyes looking very confused. "You had a dream," Derek said stroking her over her hair. "Was it the same dream as last time?" Derek looked worried at her. "Oh, yeh." Meredith didn't want him to know about the voices in her dream, but he already knew it.

"It's the voices isn't it?" Derek looked her in the eyes. She looked at her bedroom window before she replied. "Yes. Yes it is." Tears shoved up in her eyes but she blinks them away. Derek laid her tight beside her before they finally felt asleep again.

Two days later it was the funeral day. Meredith had planned everything and everyone where ready, except she wasn't there.

Derek went to find her, and outside the church she sat on a bench. "They're waiting for you Mer." His voice was soft. He took a seat beside her and held her hand. She looked at him and then she looked down again.

"She really is gone," she said still looking down.

"Yes Mer, she is. Are you okay?" Derek strokes her softly on her back. Meredith lifts her head to look him in the eyes.

She smiled. "Actually I am," she said before standing up. Derek held her hand as they went inside the church together.

This time she meant it to. She was fine. She was married, married to Derek Shepherd. She was more than fine. She was happy. Her mother where finally out of her life. Yet she loved her and will always love her, she was ready to move on. She was ready to her new life.

She was not longer Meredith Grey, the broken scary and damaged girl who tough everything would be fine with a bottle of tequila. She was Meredith Shepherd now, and Meredith Grey was Forever Gone together with her mother!

The End

Alright, so it where only 3 chapters, and first I thought about making the story longer, but it ended very well her.

PLEASE tell me what you think about it.

This is the first fanfic I have wrote, so I made it short, but I will make some new and long stories about MerDer soon : )

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