A/N: I am so sorry! I feel terrible! I just disappeared for 2 months! I have been so busy with school and picking classes for next year. So I finally decided to get off my lazy butt and work on this since I stayed home today with a severe sunburn. Stupid Florida sun that's been hidden till now . anyway enough of my rambling let's do this! Oh and to address a review I got asking about Naruto's father. Yes it is Minato but he might not stay that way that's for me to know and you to find out. :D

Warnings: hm…there is some shounen-ai in this chapter and the other secret naruto has kept.

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto :/

This warmth feels nice and comforting . I feel safe and never want to get up; but the need to use the bathroom is becoming greater by the second . So, opening my eyes I'm met with blonde hair. I smile to myself let out a small sigh of content. Reluctantly I remove his arms from around me and head to the bathroom cursing my bladder and it's need to be emptied.

After I finish, I walk out and I notice him lying awake in bed. Hearing the door open he looks at me and smiles. I smile back, a very faint smile but a smile none the less. I head back over to my side of the bed. As soon as I'm comfortable he wraps his arms around my waist and snuggles close to me. In the back of my mind I know he's just doing this for the comfort but I push that thought away and just take this time to take in everything about him. How his eye lashes just touch his cheeks lightly or how he has a faint smile on his lips they look so normal and comfortable there. I take this time to analyze everything that happened yesterday. It seems like every time he eats he goes to the bathroom afterward. And he seems a little thinner. I have no more time to think about any more because I feel a shift in the bed and the body in my arms. I look up and he's eyeing the bathroom with a look of pain and want. I sigh and let go of him. He gives me one of his goofy grins and gets up.

Taking this this time I finally can come to a conclusion. So he has been eating but then why is he getting skinny? And he heads to the bathroom after every meal. All of it clicks into place and my eyes go wide. What did they call that again? It's some type of eating disorder. I know I learned it last year in HOPE class. Ah that's it he binge eats. But why? Is it because of his dad? So many questions run through my head and I'm so concentrated trying to figure out why that I didn't even realize Naruto coming out of the bathroom.

I feel something get back on the bed and I look over and see him starring at me. I roll over onto my side and plop my head up on my hand. He mimics my move and stares at me more. I start feeling a little uncomfortable but don't show that on my face.

"Sasuke do you wanna know my other secret or have you figured it out already"? my eyes go big and he can tell I have, in fact, figured it out. He sighs and moves to get up. I don't want him to go yet so I grab his wrist both to my shock and his. "What"?

"It's not like I hate you or anything I just want to know why" it doesn't really sound like I said that but I really want to know. He sighs again and sits cross legged in front of me. I do the same thing and stare at him in the eye showing him he has my full attention.

"I started…binge eating…when my dad and mom started having their fights twice a day. So about 2 weeks ago. I didn't want to cut because I don't think I could ever do that. So I wanted to do something that wouldn't be that noticeable. It's the only thing I can have any real control over right now." he wasn't looking at me anymore and I knew exactly what he meant by wanting something to control when times are terrible. That's why I cut for a month after my parents death but Itachi said that if I didn't stop he was going to have us move so far away from Naruto and I couldn't live with that. So I forced myself to stop no matter what. It was really hard to do and at some point Itachi hade to hide all sharp things. Now that I hear this from him I now know what itachi meant when he said it was killing him to see me hurt myself. I don't want Naruto to hurt himself. So I decided that this was the perfect time to not act like my normal unemotional self. I swallow my pride and go sit on his lap. He looks shocked but doesn't push me away. I put both of my legs over one of his and bury my face in his chest trying to hide my blush from him. I feel his arms go around me and we just sit hear for awhile just taking in the presence of the other.

"So do you want to be my boyfriend"? I feel him whisper that into my hair and I almost don't believe it but knowing he did, in fact, say that I nod my head. I can feel his goofy grin on my head. I feel him shift and pull something out of his pocket. "good thing it's Saturday because we would be really late". he laughs at this and I just roll my eyes.

"What time is it"? I guess you could say it's mild curiosity.

"10:30" he says and shrugs "let's get up and get changed can I use your shower"?

"Of course dobe why do you need to ask"? he looks like he wants to address my name toward him but brushes it off for now. He grabs a towel and heads to the bathroom with clothes in hand. Not really feeling like laying down anymore I head to my closet to pick out something. I decide on black skinny jeans and a navy blue button up shirt. I set them aside and go to grab a towel. I get the urge to look out my door and into the kitchen. I see Itachi sitting there drinking coffee and ready the business section of the news paper. He seems to notice me looking at him and nods me over. I sit down across from him and wait for him to speak first.

"So I won" at first I don't remember what he's talking about but then realization comes over me and I give him a very small smile. He seems a little surprised by this but decides not to say anything.

"Congratulations"

"Thanks but I already knew I would beat that child molester" I shudder just thinking about him. That makes me even more happy that Itachi got the position instead. I hear the door to bathroom open and I look over to see Naruto coming out wearing an orange shirt and loose black pants with a chain coming from one belt loop to another. I get up and head to grab my clothes but before I could get into the bathroom I feel arms grab me around my waist and breath going down the side of my neck. I shudder a little but don't try to show that he is affecting me. He turns me around and gives me a sly smile. I scowl at this and before I can say anything I feel lips on mine. Before I can even respond he pulls away and is walking to the kitchen. I glare at his back for a minute and close the bathroom door.

When done with everything needed in the bathroom I head to the kitchen finding Naruto talking Itachi's ear off and Itachi looking like he wants to strangle him. I snicker at this and grab a couple of eggs and start making scrabbled eggs. when done I take my eggs and sit down were Naruto was because now he's in the bathroom. Itachi finds this a little odd. I can tell because of his face. Any normal person wouldn't see it but since I've lived with him long enough I know these things. By the time I'm done Naruto is back out and sitting on the couch. Itachi gets up and heads to the door, leaving for work. I dry off my hands and head over to the couch with Naruto.

"So what do you wanna do today" I just shrug and stare at my feet. "I know let's go on a date" he says this while wiggling his eyebrows and in the back of my mind I'm kinda creeped out. On the outside I just shrug and nod. There's that goofy grin again and I wonder what have I gotten myself into here?

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A/N: Alrighty that's were I'm ending it for now. I'm in to much pain to think of anymore and I really want to save the date for the next chapter because right now I want to put it in the next chapter and I have no idea what to do for the date. Any ideas? They would be greatly accepted. Please review! It would make me happy! Oh and on a side note spring break for me starts the 2nd of April so I'll defiantly work on an update during then :D bye bye!

-sasunaru4ever17