Ok, now for Blue Diamond. Disclaimer, I own nothing.
My relationship with Blue was not the best; I got along with her better than I did with White however it was still a challenge to be with her. Blue always had me at her side, I was to always sit there and either listen to her lessons or sit in on the long meetings. Blue would give me small projects to do like designing a new building for a colony or designing a new spire or arena then when I'd hand over the blueprints she'd make "adjustments" to them. I tried my best not to argue with her both out of a fear of her and out of a feeling that she was just trying to help. I'd always try to put on a smile around her but sometimes that smile would slip away without me noticing though since she never said anything I doubt she noticed either. When I got my colony Blue and Yellow had been assigned as my guides, Blue handled the blueprints for the buildings and Yellow handled the Kindergarten while I was just supposed to sit and watch. When I couldn't convince Yellow to spare the Earth I went to Blue and she seemingly understood what I wanted. After days of silence Blue summoned me to a set of coordinates, when I got there I realized to my horror that Blue took several hundred humans and placed them in a zoo. I was angry at her for not listening to me but also scared of what she would do to the humans if I said otherwise so I went along with it. Before Pearl and I went along with the plan to fake my death I begged Blue to send as many of my Amethysts and Beta Gems as possible to the Zoo after the war. Many of the Beta Gems where defective and I wanted to protect the first Gems, after Pearl of course, that I befriended. We must've argued for a while, this was the first time I ever stood up to Blue and I found that I wasn't afraid. Blue didn't budge and after some time I called her out on never letting me do anything before I left. A couple hours before my "death" I sent her one last message pleading her to take my Amethysts and Beta Gems while Yellow could have the perfect Jasper because I knew she'd want to keep fighting. Maybe if I was more honest with her about my feelings from the start things could've been different.
Ok one more chapter to go.