I Said I Love You and I Swear I Still Do Chapter 3: Feelin' Way Too Damn Good, a wrestling fanfic

Disclaimer: I don't own the WWE. Becky owns heself.

A/N: Ah, Becky sorry this took forever. I thought I'd posted it before I went to Jersey. I'm so dumb lol. But happy belated birthday!!

I Said I Love You and I Swear I Still Do by Cara Mascara

Chapter 3: Feelin' Way Too Damn Good

I missed you so much
That I begged you to fly and see me
You must've broke down
Cause you finally said that you would

Cody had been on the road for weeks now with Jackson at his side. Since it was the summer before Jackson entered first grade, school wasn't an issue so he was able to travel alongside his father while Becky stayed at Cody's house, needing the relaxation period in a comfortable environment.

As much as Cody loved the business, all he could think about was going home to Becky. It felt like they were a family again. Things were going great, aside from the fact that he missed her like crazy. His dad had been checking in on her every so often, letting Cody know she was all right.

Jackson slept on the bed while Cody gazed lazily at the television in their hotel room. Jackson was exhausted, having spent half the day riding around on Brian Kendrick's back and using his squirt gun to soak Bob Howard's blonde head.

He jumped as his cell phone went off and quickly took it off the nightstand, flipping it open when he saw the number was the one at his house. Becky.

"Hey," he answered confidently.

"Hey. How's everything going?" Becky missed Jackson and Cody. She knew he was trying to do what was best for her though by taking Jackson on the road with him though. She was still completely unsure of what was going on between the two of them. It was as if they wee back together but she wasn't entirely sure that they were.

"Fine. Jackson's sleeping. I'm just relaxing... finally," he chuckled, knowing he hadn't had much down time lately.

"I'm sorry Cody. Jackson could've stayed here with me. He's probably tiring you out, huh?"

"No, don't worry about it. He runs off with Brian and Paul all the time. It's like having to traveling babysitters that are babies themselves." Becky laughed lightly. "Hey, I was thinking. I could call the airport tonight and book you a flight to Pittsburgh for tomorrow. You must be driving yourself nuts all alone in that house." Unconsciously, Cody's fingers crossed, silently paying Becky would agree to meet them in Pennsylvania, where they'd be for the next three days.

"I don't know Cody... I'm a little lonely but... I don't want to be a pain."

"A pain? I want you to come Becky." Light laughter warmed Cody's heart as he waited patiently for her decision, already flipping through the phonebook to find the airport's number.

"Fine."

But now that you're here
I just feel like I'm constantly dreaming
Cause something's gotta go wrong
Cause I'm feelin' way too damn good

"What are you doing here Becky?" Mickie James asked, confused as to why the girl who was being constantly harassed by her former boyfriend's fans would put herself in danger by coming to RAW, even though this hadn't been Edge's show.

"Uh, I'm here with Cody." Becky was a bit hesitant to answer the question. She didn't really know how to explain the situation. Mickie obviously know about the whole thing that had happened with Adam and why he was in jail and not on the Smackdown! roster anymore, but she wasn't sure if she should be telling people she was here with Cody. Would it jeopardize his relationships with his coworkers? Hell, she wasn't even sure where she and Cody stood at the moment.

Sure, they acted like they were back in a relationship for the most part. She even slept in his bed with him. Not to mention they'd been doing things that only boyfriends and girlfriends should be doing when Cody's father took Jackson. But they hadn't really talked about it at all.

She was also unsure if Mickie considered her a friend still after all that had happened. She shouldn't have been the one who was disliked. She didn't do anything wrong. All she did was defend herself. But clearly, there were many people who just didn't want to hear it, and as a co-worker of Adam's, she wasn't sure if Mickie fell into that category.

"Cody? Ahhh I see," Mickie said with a grin and a wink. Becky's body relaxed and she blushed and shuffled her feet. Well so much for trying to keep the whole confusing Cody relationship under wraps.

"So, how have you been since... you know..." Mickie addressed the sensitive subject cautiously, but in all honesty, Becky wasn't as uncomfortable talking about it since she'd been staying with Cody.

"It still bothers me that I did it. But... I'm doing better. I don't know if it's right, but I... I'm a lot happier now. Especially with Cody."

For 48 hours I don't think that we left my hotel room
Should show you the sights
Cause I'm sure that I said that I would
We gotta make love just one last time in the shower
Well something's gotta go wrong
Cause I'm feelin' way too damn good

Becky sat in the hotel room, brushing her dark hair while waiting for Cody. The door clicked open and the person who had been lingering in her very thoughts stepped inside the room alone.

"Hey gorgeous," he greeted her with a bright smile. Becky couldn't fight the grin that slipped onto her lips.

"Hey. Where's Jackson?" she asked, knowing Jackson had been with Cody earlier.

"He's sleeping over in Brian Kendrick's room. He has a 360." Becky laughed at the reason. "So, I'm all yours for the next forty-eight hours. What should we do?"

Becky grinned as a wicked idea came to mind and hopped off the bed, heading towards the bathroom. Cody watched the girl in wonder as she disappeared through the doorway only to be surprised when the black top she'd been wearing appeared on the floor in front of him, shortly followed by a red, lacy bra.

And it's like, every time I turn around
I fall in love and find my heart face down and
Where it lands is where it should
This time it's like
The two of us should probably start to fight
Cause something's gotta go wrong
Cause I'm feeling way too damn good, oh
Feelin' way too damn good

For the life of her, Becky couldn't remember how things had ever gone sour between her and Cody. Seeing the two wrapped in each other's arms under the covers of the hotel's bed, you'd never guess they had had a fairly bitter break up a while back. She was just so utterly happy.

After she and Cody had ended things roughly, she's been quick to fall into the arms of Adam. At the time she'd believed it was love but now that she looked back on the entire situation it seemed as though it had only been a result of her vulnerability. There was no doubt in her mind that she loved Cody. Why they had ever broken up was now a mystery to her.

This is where she should be, sleeping in the arms of the father of her child. She felt as though something had to go wrong soon though, because everything was just too perfect right now. She prayed everything would stay this way, for her sanity and the sake of Jackson.

He had never been comfortable with Adam around. There had been many occasions where he'd question Becky as to why she wasn't with his father anymore. She never quite knew how to answer that question, just told him it was adult problems and he shouldn't worry about it assuring him it wasn't his fault at all.

How she ended up with a lunatic like Adam, she'd never know. She felt guilty for keeping Jackson in that house with him. Keeping him there to watch Adam beat his mother over stupid little things.

But right now, that was over. Now everything was right with the world.

Sometimes I think best if left in the memory
It's better kept inside than left for good
Lookin' back each time they tried to tell me
Well something's gotta go wrong
Cause I'm feelin' way too damn good

Cody wanted so badly to say those three little words to her. He loved her, he always had. And sure, he'd said it before, but that was a long time ago. Maybe it was better left that way.

He didn't want to disturb this peace. Everyone was happy. Jackson was happy his parents were back together. Becky was happy to feel safe and seemingly happy with Cody. And Cody was definitely happy with Becky. But was mentioning the L word a good idea right now?

Part of him knew she knew he was still in love with her. But he still didn't want to tell her without reassurance. He wanted to be positive. He knew she was still delicate from the ordeal she'd been through and he didn't want to put any pressure on her.

What if this was all something she was doing for comfort? Cody didn't want to look like an ass. But no, Becky would never do something like that. She wasn't the type to use people.

He would say it. Just not yet. He needed the perfect time. He needed to make sure she wanted this to once again be a permanent relationship.

Once Cody finally got a break, the three went home. While Jackson was asleep late one night and Cody had prepared a special dessert for he and Becky, that's when he decided he was finally going to tell her.

Everything had been too perfect not to. Not one fights, not even a slight argument. This is where he wanted to be. This is where he wanted things to stay. Whatever she needed to work through, he would help her and be there for her. She needed to know how committed he was to supporting her.

"This is so good," Becky gushed, taking a bite out of the truffle Cody had made with some fruit on the side. He'd never been much of a cook, but any idiot could follow a recipe, right? Okay, so he burned the first batch, but apparently, this one came out good.

"Yeah? Good." Cody's eye twitched as the anticipation he felt was barely contained. A sigh escaped his lips and Becky glanced at him, a worried look coming over her face.

"I something wrong?" The girl was nervous. Had she outstayed her welcome? She'd thought everything was fine...

"No, nothing's wrong Becky, I just..." Cody breathed another sign and pulled Becky's hands into his from across the small table. His thumbs smoothed over the soft skin of her hands and he met her eyes, ready to finally say what needed to be said before he exploded. "Becky, I love you. I just need you to know that. I don't think I ever stopped loving you and honestly, I think our time apart has made my feelings even stronger. I'll do anything for you. I'll help you get past everything that happened. And I'll help you raise our son. I love you."

Cody didn't have the chance to worry about her reaction because Becky immediately grinned, jolting forward and pressing their lips together. "I love you too."