I DO NOT OWN TEEN TITANTS OR ANY OF THE MUSIC I USE. If i did then Raven and Beast Boy would be together already.

Summary; Terra was in critical condition and it's Raven's fault. The team shuned her, Beast Boy more importantly refused to even look at her. With what seemed like no other choice Raven leaves the team. Years latter she's a cold-hearted killer. And she goes by the name of Shadow? Can love bloom again after years of her soul being torn apart?

Ages;

Beginning 7yrs later

Ravens-15 21

Beast Boy-17 23

Cyborge-18 24

Robin-17 23

Starfire-16 22

Bumble Bee-16 22

Jinx-15 21

Terra-15 21

Kid Flash-17 23

Chapter 3; Raven Why?

Raven POV;

I looked up and there in the door way was the Titans. The last people i would ever expect to find in the lair of the Hive Five. I slowly helped Jinx to her feet. She had her back to them. I gave her a slight look and she seemed to understand what i was going at. Everything stood still for a while before who i would expect to be Robin spoke.

"What do you two think your doing here" he started. A small smile graced my lips. He sounded so unfamiliar to me. His voice deepend over the years. Jinx gave a reasuring smile before slowly moving out of the way. To see the looks on their faces once she was out of their way. I wanted to laugh and walk out like it was nothing. But instead i stood my ground, i placed a hand on my hip and began to speak.

"It's been a while hasn't Titans".

Normal POV;

Everyone on the team where shocked to see their old team mate after so many years. She looked different now, she had long purple and black hair. Her once even grey skin tone now paler and was much thinner then before. Her eyes where no longer the slight tint of purple they were used to, they now resembled the color of the deep oceans. She had a scar under her right that showed to be a very deep one. The first person to move was Terra. She jumped infront of Beast Boy just in time to stop the pink like energy from hitting him. Everyone snapped back to reality. Raven was working with Jinx.

"You guys snap out of it!" yelled Terra as she had a rock held up for protection. Everyone understood now what was going on and sprung into action. Robin moved fast to grab Kid from his place on the floor. He wasn't fast enough to out run the darkness that grew around them tho. Him and Kid got caught in what seemed to be a cage made of darkness. Everytime he tried to touch it, he would feel alittle weaker. Starfire who noticed her boyfriends perdicament ran to his aid.

"Star don't touch the cage." he warned her. She stopped in her tracks as she doged something being thrown at her. She flew above the cage and sent her flying green disk into the top. Breaking it open in the process, swooping down to grab the two before the cage could rebuild it's self. Mean while Jinx was fighting BumbleBee and Cyborg.

"Give it up sister you can't beat the both of us" stated BumbleBee as she threw Jinx into the wall. They didn't see movment and thought she had given up.

"You think we won?"asked Cyborg. Before she could even answer him a flash of of pink flew by and she went flying into the ground. Cyborg turned his attention toward her only to be grabed by Jinx. He whipped his head toward her. She had a very creepy smile on her face.

"Hey there tin can" she said before blasting him with her eyes. He flew backwards. At the same time Raven was fighting Terra and Beast Boy.

"Raven why are you doing this?" asked Beast Boy while dodgging one of her attacks. Terra threw a huge rock at her, only to have it shatter in mid air. Raven gave a slight frown.

"Why do you even care Beast Boy." she spat bitterly at him.

"The names Beast." he growled at her. She just smirked before flying above him.

"Well Beast, im doing what i want" she said as she flew low to get him. She missed as he rolled near Terra.

"B. why are you even talking to her, can't you see she's a bad guy now we don't have time for talking, she.. " Terra was cut off by the grip on her ankle as she went flying threw the air. She hung upside down infront of Raven.

"I believe he was talking to me." her eyes glowed red,she grabbed Terras arm. That sent shocks of pain through her whole body. Raven was having fun untill she felt a huge paw smack her to the concrete. Jinx soon after joined her. All the Titans where out of breath as they stood ready around the hole in which they two girls where. Robin was the first one to check, he looked in the hole slightly only to be shaken by the three pair of eyes that stared back at him. Two sets of red and one of pink. Before he could react Raven flew at him. She grabed one of his legs. She had him above the hole now. He struggled to get free of her grip. He was almost out when he felt sharp pain run down his spine. He cried out a little in pain. Raven started laughing.

"You guys really believe your any match for us," she asked her eyes growing a darker shade of red sending more pain into Robin. He jerked around trying to break free.

"Friend Raven please stop!" yelled Starfire as she flew up beside her trying to get to Robin. Raven paused at the sound of her old friends voice. She turned slightly to look at her. Starfires eyes held sadness and confusion. This brought a slight frown to her lips. Just when she was about to let him go she dropped him when a large rock hit her. Starfire rushed to grab ahold of her boyfriend. Raven was now in the wall.

"Friend Terra what are you doing," she asked as she led Robin to the ground.

"She was hurting Nightwing" she answered like it was the most obvious answer. Starfire gave her a warning look.

"She was just about to hand him to me willingly" argued Starfire. Beofre Terra could speak they heared and low growl followed by the rock hitting the ground. Raven was floating just above them. Her eyes focoused on Terra.

"You bitch!" she screamed launching her self at Terra. She closed her eyes and crossed her arms infront of her and prepared for impact but it never came. She opened them to see Beast holding Rvaen by the arms pushing her back. The two looked deep into each others eyes as Raven struggled to get free from his grip.

"Let go Beast Boy," she said between clentched teeth. He growled at her showing his sharpend fangs to her as a warning.

"The names Beast and no i wont," he corrected her. This only angered her more.

"So your gonna protect that trader." she asked her eyes getting darker as she spoke. She could faintly hear Jinx off to the side fighting BumbleBee again as Cyborg tried to get himself unstuck in the wall. She glanced slightly around the room. She felt his grip tighten around her now small rist. She looked back to him.

"Shut your damn mouth. If anyones a trader it's you. What kind of friend would to this to her team. No matter what you do you always prove my point. What do you like have no heart." he spat his insults at her. He could fell her twitch under his grasp. Then her skin turned dangerously hot. He quickly let her go and jumped back. He checked his hands to find slight burn marks but nothing serious. Beast looked up just in time to be hit in the face by a dark force. But she wasn't done with him, no far from it. She grabed his ankle a slung him into the wall. Before he could get up he was being dragged again into another wall, then hit by the dark force again. After a few more blows to the back,chest, and face he finally landed on the floor infront of a shakend Starfire,Terra and Nightwing.

"Im the trader huh? Im not the one that helped our enamey get away. Im not the one that keeps hurting you. She is!" she screamed as she broke away pieces of floor under and around them. Thinking fast Starfire flew away just in time with Nightwing. Terra and Beast fell to the lower leves with Raven. The rest of team was about to jump down when pink glass appeard infront of them. They turned to see Jinx shaking her head no.

"Nah uh. This has nothing to do with you losers." she said with a sick smile on her face. Everyone stood in a fighting stance before losing all feeling in their body. Jinx laughed as they fell to the floor. Meanwhile with Raven, Terra , and Beast.

They tried to run from her, but it was impossible. She was every where they went. Terra stopped to catch her breath. Beast turned toward her.

"Terra we can't stop, we have to keep going." he stated as he tried to grab hold of her hand only to have her snatch it back.

"Well im sorry if i don't have steal lungs like you" she snapped at him. He could feel the annoyence in her voice. He rolled his eyes slightly. While breathing Terra didn't notice the dark hands the krept around her neck and slamed her against the wall. Beast turned in time to see her off the ground and against the wall being choked to death by drakness. He ran to her and tried to pry the hands from around her to be shocked everytime. Terra started to turn and deep plae blue color. He started freaking out, he didn't know whta he would do if he lost almost lost her once and he was a wreck.

"Raven stop this, just let her go. It's me you wanted right. She has nothing to do with this" he screamed into the pitch black hallway. Hearing a light thump he turned to see Terra on the floor unconsious. But before he could get to her she was dragged into the wall. He ran toward her only to be met with the feel of cold stone under his hands. He slamed one hand on the wall making it crack slightly.

"Damn it Rae stop this." he turned around looking for her.

"Why Beast, isn't this fun?" she asked while stepping out of the shadows right behind him. He felt her hand on his back and he turned. Standing there was a very sick looking girl. He stiffend, it was Raven. The Raven he knew the one he had hurt very badly. She stood there in her long cloke and bodysuit like she used to. Except her face was dark,her eyes a deep pruple that where red and swolen. Then it hit him the scent. The sweet smell of her blood. His eyes dartted to the deep cut under her right one he inflicked apon her. He felt guilt wash over pain in his belly was bcoming worse. This was what he had done to her. He had broken her, inside and out. Slowly backing away from her.

'This can't be real' he thought while feeling his back hit the wall.

"Oh but it can be Beast" he felt arms go around his neck and a brush of air tickle his ear.

"That was very real" she countiued to whisper in his ear.

"You made me this way," her gripped tightend around him.

"Now you deal with it." she whispered that part sternly. Beast felt his whole body tense. He slowly looked to the right to see four red eyes staring back at him. His deep green eyes widen.

A/N; Ok so i know that i made allot of the characters way out of character but i just needed them to fit in with my story. So i apalogize if their not close to who they are in the acual show. Some of the characters will really be out of character as they also had a bad memory that haunted them. I will be explaining that later on in the my spell check on my laptop is broken so sorry for any spelling and grammer errors. I wanted to focous more on the reaction of the team and a little bit of the reaction of Raven in this chapter. Im going to fully focous on Ravens reaction and Beasts pain in the next chapter. I would like to thank all those who had reviewed. So a big thanks to; thorn0014,Too Lazeh To Log In,blackkitty27,WoodlandSprite,lonerinluv,keyks554, and Sunshine-Midnight123. I would also like those who added me to their fav. story list. So thank you ; kassy1536,Shingi echidna,blackitty27,and TheNicks. If i forgot anyone im sorry. Also i might not be able to update as much since i still have school and all. But if my plans go the way i want them to then i'll probly update on new years eve,new years day. but if not then i'll try to update this story every tuesday. Well thats all the news for now, so untill next time readers. 3