The Shattered Doll

Thank-you all soooo much for all the awesome reviews they are what motivated me to write chapter three so soon. So keep them coming!

This chapter is going to be from Jackie's point of view from the beginning too. So bare with me for the first few paragraphs as I just want you all to know what Jackie was thinking.

Also I would really appreciate it if any of you would give some idea's as to what you think should happen too. I probably won't follow them exactly, but if you give some to me I would really like to work some of them in somehow.

Disclaimer: As usual I don't own any of the characters or the show this is based on in the following story.

Jackie woke up with the feeling of not being alone. Something she hadn't experienced since her parents had took off two weeks earlier. She felt someone's arms wrapped around her and turned around gently so as not to disturb them. She was shocked to see Steven Hyde was who the mystery man was and remembered all the events of the last three weeks.

Flashback

Michael Kelso walked up to her after cheerleading practice and smiled as he looked her up and down.

'Could you get any more obvious?' Jackie thought to herself. The guy was cute but the first words out of his mouth shattered that.

"Hey baby, nice skirt! It would look better on my floor in the morning though." He smiled even wider.

Jackie grimaced and stared at him. Her squad had told her that in order to fit in she should date the most popular guy in school as the rest of the cheerleading squad had. She really didn't like the guy's attitude. He suddenly wasn't so attractive, but she knew the rules if she wanted to stay on top of things. So she had agreed as the conversation went on. (With him still throwing the lamest pick up lines out at her,) to go with him to the Hub for a milkshake. He had wanted to go to his friend's house first though and introduce her to his friends. So she had agreed again.

'God, all this just to be popular!' She thought to herself. 'If you want to be the most popular girl in school this is what you're going to have to do though!' A voice told her in the back of her head. Being popular was about making sacrifices. Her mom had been the most popular and her grandma too. It was like the family tradition. You just had to to live up to the family name. So she shrugged and they headed to his friends house.

The moment they got to the top of the stairs to a small little basement of his friends house though he ran ahead of her and threw open the door and slammed it behind him. She just stood there looking at the door.

'What do I do now? Should I follow him in there?' She questioned herself. 'Will that make it look to desperate?' She thought it would. So she just walked to the bottom step and just stood there looking at the door hoping the jerk would remember that she was still out there and open the door.

A few minutes later the door finally swung open. A tall redheaded girl stood there smiling at a very irritated Jackie. She walked inside as the girl introduced herself as Donna.

'Isn't that a man's name?" She thought.

She politely said a hello though and looked around the room. Michael had started introducing everyone while he wrapped an arm around her.

'Eww, he doesn't even feel right!" She realized.

The foreign guy he introduced was charming, in a perverted sort of way. She liked feeling so flattered though as he stared up at her like a Goddess. 'Excellent.'

As Donna was introduced she frowned to herself. The girl even dressed like a man.

'No girl should ever be that tall!' She of course commented on this to Donna rudely and felt somewhat bad, but the chick needed a major makeover. That wasn't her fault.

Donna's boyfriend Eric was worse. No wonder they were together they dressed the same. They even kind of looked alike. She commented on that too. She saw Eric frown at her as she did and almost laughed aloud.

Finally, the last of the four people introduced was a guy named Hyde.

'Hyde? Hide from what?' She almost laughed aloud again and asked the boy what his real name was. He didn't seem too pleased with this and glared at her angrily. She was intrigued by this guy. No one had dared glare at her. At least to her face. She was way out of this guy's league. He was so handsome though. He looked like someone if she brought home to her mother she would be lectured for a week about the right kind of people to hang out with in order to stay popular. Something about that made her interested though. Or maybe it was just him and the way he wasn't fawning over her like every other guy she first met did. She didn't like the way she was thinking so decided to set the record straight that she was too good for him and before she knew it she had gotten into a verbal burn fest with him. He had thought he had had the last word, but as her and Michael started to head for the Hub she threw in a last jab and smiled satisfied she had won the battle and slammed the basement door as they left.

As the week progressed though she wondered why Michael was so popular as he seemed to be a little to physical when it came to them fighting for the first few times. It started off simple with him grabbing her wrist a little too hard as another boy smiled at her and she had smiled back. Then he had shoved her when they were alone at her house when she commented on another guy being a little cute. And finally it progressed three and a half weeks after meeting him to her commenting on going to the roller disco with a guy since Michael didn't seem to enjoy it.

It shocked her when he had thrown her into the wall. She felt the corner of it slam against her shoulder and she had grimaced from the pain it hurt so bad. Just who did this guy think he was? Had all the cheerleaders been thrown around by him? If so why did they all insist on dating the oh so popular abusive boy then?

Surprisingly though as soon as he had thrown her and yelled at her about not even looking at another guy (please, she was Jackie Burkhart!) he was flying back by the collar of his shirt. He was thrown into the back of the couch and Steven had stepped in the front of her. He yelled at Michael to leave before he did something with his foot. Michael had glared furiously at her and Jackie almost collapsed from the fear that she knew she would be paying later for this later, but he left slamming the door behind him.

Steven turned to her then and she looked up at her now hero. She couldn't think like that though. She would ruin her reputation if she was even caught looking at this burnout. She surprised herself though as she found herself not really caring as she looked up at his beautiful blue eyes. And suddenly without warning all the pain from her parents leaving, of finding out she didn't want to be with Kelso and wanting to be only in Steven's arms, of having to work so hard just so she could be popular, she couldn't handle this all on her own. She wasn't as strong as she pretended to be. She collapsed before she even realized that she was about too. Steven had shot his arms out though and had caught her easily. She looked up at him and burst into fits of tears.

'Why is he being so nice to me? After all the mean things I've said to him!' She felt him lift her up and carry her to his room. He had set her on the bed gently and locked his bedroom door. She just continued to cry. 'God, I'm such a baby.' She thought. Steven came back to the bed though and wrapped his arms around her pulling her to him. She instinctively threw her arms around his neck and clung to him. It felt so natural. So much better then Michael ever felt.

She cried until her tears finally turned to gentle hiccups and looked up at Steven trying to apologize for being such a bitch to him lately. He had cut her off though and told her to go to sleep. She knew she shouldn't but the bed suddenly looked so inviting. She really was tired. She had barley slept in her big empty house since the week ago they had a banded her. And found herself once again naturally curling up into Steven. He wrapped his arms around her gently pulling her close. She had sighed to herself before falling into a deep and gentle sleep.

End of Flashback

Jackie now lay there looking at Steven as he slept. How could she have ever been so mean to him? Why should she even care about being popular? And it hit her why she cared about that, she thought she could make her parents so proud that they would come running back to her. And that's what she had to do, because she needed her parents. She remembered something slowly though. Something that she just couldn't shake.

"Please tell me that was a dream!" She had sat up right now and had blurted it out loud to no one in particular. Steven stirred though and opened his eyes slowly looking up at her.

He was confused for a moment when he saw Jackie looking down at him her mouth wide open and he bolted up as he realized she was completely naked.

They both stared at each other for a second and slowly the memories of what they had done, caught up in the moment, waking up in each others arms in the middle of the night before, came back to them.

Jackie shut her mouth slowly pulling the covers up over her chest and blushing furiously.

"Well that was an interesting night!" She tried to act calmly as she spoke to him.

Steven frowned as he realized what he had done.

"You were a virgin!" He replied looking at her in the eye. "I thought you would have slept with like a million guys by now." He didn't mean for it to come out like that but it had.

She stood up and started to get up off the bed anger coursing threw her veins.

"Oh, so I'm just some slut cheerleader to you!" She shot back.

Steven reached out and grabbed her arm though.

"Jackie…wait…that's not what I meant by it."

"Oh, well then what did you mean?" She asked softening a little as she sat back down beside him on the bed.

"I just thought that you had slept with Kelso by now."

She looked at him and tears welled up in her eyes.

"Of course not we've only been dating for like three weeks! You must think I am a slut now though!" She replied a tear sliding down her face to her embarrassment and she quickly whipped it away.

He looked at her and sat up then pulling Jackie onto his lap. God, she was beautiful. Even when she cried. And her hair was everywhere. He didn't care anymore though he knew he had fallen for her. Just what the hell was he going to do now? Well first things first.

"Jackie, did I hurt you last night. I've never had a virgin before please tell me I didn't hurt you."

Jackie stared back at him and smiled blushing prettily. She didn't want to admit it to herself but she knew she had fallen for him. She knew it hadn't been because of last night either, it had been the first time she had seen him that short three and a half weeks ago.

"No, you were really gently. You took it really slow as soon as I you realized that I was a virgin. It was….really good. I enjoyed it. Did you?" She asked replying to his question but suddenly needing him to say that she had at least pleased him.

"Babe, you were great!" He smiled back at her but suddenly his face fell and she frowned as she remembered too.

"We forgot the condom!" She replied shaking slightly. "Please tell me you pulled out before you…!" She couldn't finish the question though.

Hyde looked at her and opened his mouth to reply but quickly shut it again. Jackie started shaking harder realizing what they might have just done.

"Its o.k. Jacks. It was your first time I'm sure we'll be o.k."

Jackie just stared at him though.

"Steven, if I am…What if….Steven Michael's been being violent to me for three weeks now." She blurted out. "It started it with simple things like grabbing me to hard and last night was the worst when he threw me into the wall. If he finds out about what happened her last night or worse if I'm…" She trailed off and started to shake violently now.

Steven wrapped his arms around her gently and laid her back with her on top of him pulling her closer.

"Babe, I promise you that asshole will never touch you like that again." He looked into her eyes needing her to believe him.

She just stared though.

"You can't be there when were alone!" She replied wrapping her arms around him and leaning her head down on his chest wondering how they had ever let it lead to this.

Steven lifted her chin with his finger and looked at her seriously.

"You can't seriously be thinking of still going out with him!" He replied anger filling in his voice and Jackie shrunk back a little, frightened.

He softened a little still holding her chin. "You don't have to be scared of me Jack's! I would never hurt you like he did!"

Jackie looked at him and smiled slightly. She leaned forward feeling the need to kiss her new found man she was having an affair with but he stopped her.

"Promise me you'll break up with him Jackie. Promise me! He doesn't deserve you if he's going to touch you like that! I'll protect you I promise." He didn't like that he was promising so much to this woman he so desperately wanted to protect now. He knew that it was too late now. She needed his protection and damn it all but he needed her.

Jackie looked him straight in the eye and smiled again.

"Fine Steven, but you have to come with me to the doctor's in a week if my period is late!"

"Fine! I really think were o.k. though. Usually the first time's a free ride Jack's." He smiled at her pervertedly.

She knew he was joking and she leaned down and kissed him then. Needing to feel how he felt. So sure that they had not done what they both feared.

She felt him kissing her back his tongue prodded her lips gently as he tried to gain access to her mouth and she opened it for him, slowly, teasing him while she licked his bottom lip first. He groaned and stroked her tongue with his.

'What if I/she am/is though?' They both thought, but ignored the nagging voice in the back of both their heads and continued to make out, still naked on Steven's bed fearing what was to become of all this!