She says "Days go by, I'm hypnotized
I'm walking on a wire


January 12, 2005

Dear Diary,

A few days my ass…

Mom called earlier saying that these witches were proving to be the most difficult ones she has ever faced. That's just freaking great. Now I have more to worry about.

Dean doesn't seem thrilled about it either. He tried to protest, but his dad put his foot down. I get the feeling that happens a lot, because Dean just let it roll off his back. Well, almost – he's been sulking in the guest room for days now. I only see him when he comes out of the room to graze in the kitchen.

Maybe I'll invite him to come to the diner with me. A good burger is getting more tempting by the second. I don't think Dean would complain about a burger right about now.

- Aubrey


January 16, 2005

Dear Diary,

It's getting easier to talk to Dean. We went to the diner, and I told him that I had to order a burger. I told him about my greasy-food-abstinence, and he looked like he wanted to throw up at the thought. Dean definitely loves his burgers.

Another thing I learned was that Dean is a huge nerd! Who would've thought that Dean Winchester – the ultimate ladies' man – would know everything about Star Trek or Star Wars? We're watching a Trekkie marathon tonight. I can't wait!

I hope mom gets home soon, though. I am having a blast with Dean, but I can't stop worrying about my mother.

- Aubrey

Dear Diary,

* Reminder to get embroidery thread

I promised to make Dean a bracelet like mine. He thinks it looks really cool. I told him I'd consider it.

Dean's actually really cool. He got me to watch old westerns with him yesterday, and they were actually pretty neat.

I wish it would snow soon. I miss the snow angels.

- Aubrey


I close my eyes and fly out of my mind
Into the fire"