Sorry for the wait guys. Things are getting busy at work! My last day is on Friday before school starts, so stuff is getting hectic!
Please understand, I did not mean to make this too long...but its worth the read.
*somewhat lemon* You have been warned.
Again, none of these characters are mine outside of the OOCness of the story.
:P
!NARUSASU!
Chapter 3: Why should I Believe You?
Surprisingly, it has been a full year after the incident. Sasuke was able to move in with Kakashi about two months after.
He thought it through before deciding though.
He did not want to seem as if he was running, but at the same time, he knew Naruto just needed space. He just needed enough time to grasp the understanding of Sasuke being there with him, even after he ran for so long.
Naruto decided to sign up for counseling. The blonde started when the raven moved out. He did a good job at keeping it behind closed doors, so he deserves some props for that…
…Well, until Sasuke followed Kakashi one day to figure out why his old sensei left at around five in the afternoon every other Thursday and Wednesday of the month and did not come back until seven.
"Hey, Naruto," His old sensei called out. The raven was quite in shock when he seen the blonde just completely ignore his own sensei's salutations.
The blonde was hanging the upper half of his body over the edge of the bridge they always used to meet at as Team 7.
Sasuke pressed his back up against the wall that he was peeking around. Orochimaru taught him how to intensify his hearing, but keep his chakra levels low as well for zero detection. He closed his eyes and concentrated.
"Naruto, you need to stop beating up yourself over this. Sasuke might hate you, yes, but he is a forgiving person," Kakashi said, laying his hand on the blonde's head, softly toying with this incredibly soft hair.
Naruto closed his eyes to the feeling, "And what if he doesn't forgive me? He will never look at me in the same light again. I deceived him."
Kakashi was surprised that Naruto is finally getting a grasp of what being "mature" is. He is starting to think through his feelings and wondering all the possibilities.
The old Naruto would just apologize and hope Sasuke completely forgot the situation. He smiled through his mask, "Naruto. All he needs is to know the truth. Tonight, I want you to come over and confess all the pent up feelings you have felt. It'll make him feel a lot better about being friends with you again. Trust me."
Sasuke grasped onto his shirt for dear life…well, technically Kakashi's black shirt. He knew that the confession of Naruto's feelings is going to make him feel guilty for every action he has done against the blonde.
I don't think I can take the pain of it. You know I didn't mean to hurt you…
He pushed up off the wall and quickly made his way back to Kakashi's house.
When he made it, he flipped off his shoes and went straight for the bedroom, face planting on the bed to complete the process.
Naru…
Sasuke instantly perked up.
What if…what if he confesses that he loves me? What if he confesses that he wants to be mine…all mine? What if he confesses to love me til death does us apart?
"God dammit," Sasuke moaned into his pillow. He was becoming excited, thinking of all the possibilities of his love actually loving him in return. But then he was a brought back down to reality when he realized that Naruto might not like him in return…in that way…
But if he did…would he be willing to accept Sasuke for who he really is?
The stoic face he puts up 24/7 is becoming tiring. He wants to express his feelings; he wants to laugh, to smile, to not be ashamed of being around the one he loves.
He dreams of Naruto hugging him, kissing him, making passionate love to him almost every single day or night…or both.
No one else but you can see this side of me. I've been hiding it for so long. I'm so damn tired.
Sasuke smiled in his pillow, realizing that Naruto will always be his number one, even if rejected.
Just smelling his hair is enough to get him going through his day.
Just your touch drives me insane. God, I'm like a fuckin' fan girl….of a sexy…blonde hair…blue eyed…tanned skin…god.
He then frowned in his pillow, realizing that he needed a nap before his imagination became out of control.
He was becoming hard already, thinking of the type of confession Naruto could possibly make, letting their night become one both will never forget…right?
The blonde banged on the door frantically. Kakashi opened up the door and the visitor hurried in, "God! It's torrential downpour out there. I hate the rainy season."
Kakashi laughed, "But the rain brings a beautiful day." Naruto stopped and looked at his old sensei, "Are you ok?"
"Oh yes, I'm fine," he replied. Naruto watched him for two seconds more and turned back around, "So…where is Sas-!"
Naruto turned around instantly when he heard the door come open and close. He pulled the door open, looked down the apartment steps, and yelled, "Fuck you, sensei! I can't believe your leaving me here! And you better not touch Iruka-sensei butt, pervy man!" He grunted and slammed the door.
He was soaking wet and is about to confess his feelings to Sasuke…his Sasuke. He blushed when he thought about it…
Alone? With Sasuke? But wait, even if I confess…will he accept my feelings? Will he ever forgive me? But what if he does…and we end up…and we end up…making love? Am I ready to take his virginity! NOOOOO!
Naruto shook his head like a dog to release the thoughts! He sighed and looked around. He then stepped up into the room of the apartment. The kitchen was literally on the left as soon as you stepped up. The tiny entranceway hall then turned into a family room. Then, down to the right, there was a hallway with three doors: a guest room, the master bedroom, and the bathroom. "Typical of Konoha to build the apartments almost the same," Naruto said.
He walked to the first door and tried to push it open, but it was locked.
Must be the pervs room. Raping my innocent Iruka-sensei!
He frowned to himself. He knew they were lovers, but it was probably a forced relationship, knowing Kashi.
He then opened the other door the left of the hallway, it was the bathroom. Naruto became excited because it's where the heater is, so he could stop standing in the cold, but he really needed to find Sasuke.
He walked to the other door on the left, at the end of the hall. He opened it and seen the raven face planted into the pillow. Naruto couldn't help but laugh a little.
Sasuke only did that if he was stressed out about something over the time he was trying to fall asleep. Other than that, he absolutely hates sleeping on his stomach. He feels defenseless.
Naruto smiled a devilishly smile; the type of smile that just screamed "I'm going to jump you". He gently placed his right knee in between Sasuke's open leg and placed the other one on the left of Sasuke's other leg. He leaned down and placed his hands on both side of Sasuke's head. He leaned down some more and whispered in his ear, "Sasuke, wake up."
He leaned up instantly when he heard Sasuke gasp and felt him pull his legs in, but then pushing them back out. If Sasuke were to wake up, he needed to get up off of the bed as fast as possible.
Since you're not waking up, I'll just toy with you a little bit.
He smiled his same goofy smile as he always has. Toying with Sasuke was always the best. Haha!
He leaned back down and pressed his mouth against Sasuke's left ear, "Sa-su-ke, I need you wake up for me." The blonde started to nibble on his ear lobe as soon as he heard the raven moan, "Naru."
The situation was starting to turn more…sexual than he believed it was going to be.
"Naruto…" Sasuke moaned again. Naruto was now more turned on than he thought he would ever be.
He has gotten boners before, but hearing from the raven just escalated the situation. He's been to the brothel with Jiraiya, so he had plenty of beautiful women that were around him. That pervy sage only messed with the top of the line anyway, so of course he had experience with at least one…but a guy!? His best friend!? Moaning and groaning for him…his touch…hopefully…his love.
He put his head down in shame, "Dammit, Sasuke."
Maybe this could be my chance to show him how much pent up feelings I have had for so many years. Leaving me behind to visualize really took a toll on my mind.
He thought with a mean frown on his face. He huffed, "You can fight me after."
The blonde moved his knee up to be right in between Sasuke's crotch. He stilled for a minute, making sure it didn't wake him up. Instead of waking him up, Sasuke started to hump his thigh and bed, thrusting his hips forward and back, moaning into the pillow, "Oh..Naru."
Naruto leaned on his forearms and he moved his knee out of the way, pressing his hard warmth up against Sasuke's butt, shivering when he felt Sasuke start to hump the bed with more movement, causing him to rub through the cloths.
The blonde pressed his lips back up against the raven's ear and mouthed in a hushed tone, "Sa-su-ke, you're making me so hard."
"Ah, Naruto!" Sasuke pressed up hard against Naruto, causing them to both tremble at the sensation.
He must have been really tired if he isn't up now. Or…he could be doing this on purpose? I'll play that game too.
Naruto groaned in Sasuke's ear as he pulled his left arm away from by Sasuke's head. He grabbed Sasuke's left hip through the thin capris and started to hump Sasuke too, definitely feeling the sensation run through his spine, "Ohh, fuck, Sasu—."
He stopped instantly when he seen Sasuke's eyes pop open.
God, this has to be a dream!
Sasuke groaned when he felt Naruto's body warmth on him.
For some reason, he was dreaming of Naru giving him ice cream out of a gallon jar on the couch.
He dropped some on his shirt, so, of course with Naruto being the most naïve guy he is, leaned over and started to lick the ice cream off.
For Sasuke, it was all in slow motion, the way his tongue moved to lick it up. Sasuke couldn't even object. He then jumped when he felt tongue roam across his left nipple. He pushed the blonde's head away gently while turning his head, blushing furiously.
He could feel Naruto smile at him. The raven gasped when he felt a hand creep across this thigh, eventually rubbing him in between his legs, "Naruto! Get your hand off of me, now!" Naruto stopped instantly.
He moved his hand back.
The raven watched him closely.
The blonde smiled at him like he was hurt, "Sorry." He scooted over at least to the edge of some random black clothed love seat they were sitting on.
Sasuke still watched him as they watched TV.
Sasuke rubbed his own right arm softly.
So that is what it looks like when someone rejects you, huh? Wait!? Why should I feel bad when he was the one who punched me and almost killed me? Now he wants to be all lovey-dovey!
Sasuke crossed his arms and looked the other direction. He felt the couch sink a little when Naruto's weight was removed. He watched Naruto walk to the door of the apartment. He frowned as he started to put on his shoes.
The raven got up from the couch and ran over to the blonde, hugging him around his neck, "Please don't leave me…"
Naruto managed to get out of the hug, causing the raven to hurry to come up with a reason why he shouldn't leave, but Naruto turned around and hugged him from around the waist, kissing him with so much passion and force.
"Ahh," Sasuke grunted as their tongues wrestled each other for power. After about a minute of two, they realized they needed to breathe, even though they both knew they wish they didn't have to. They wanted the kiss to last. Naruto rested his forehead on Sasuke's, "You know you mean so much to me. I wanna make love to you so bad." He started to nibble on the raven's lower lip, causing the other to moan, "Naru…"
He draped his arms around the blonde's neck, falling back into the kiss. He felt the other wrap his arm around the back of his knees, pulling them forward enough to cause Sasuke to lay on the floor. Naruto laughed sexily as he laid his pelvis on top of the Sasuke's, leaning on his forearm to get back to making out.
Sasuke started to pull on his shirt with his right hand, pulling him closer. He then ran his left hand through the soft hair of his lover.
Sasuke threw his head back and arched his back when he felt a soft hand tickle his nipple, "Oh, Naru…"
Naruto smirked, biting Sasuke's lower lip tenderly. He then leaned up and started to pull the raven's pants and tight boxers off. He threw them aside and leaned down, kissing Sasuke's stomach, all the way down to his pulsing erection. Naruto stopped at his navel, "Sa-su-ke, you're making me so hard."
The raven quivered and thrust his hips hard, when he felt the slick tongue go up his shaft, "Ah! Naruto!"
Sasuke felt pain on the left side of his hip. He sat up on his elbows and didn't see Naruto grabbing at it…
So what is this pain?
"Ohh! Fuck, Sasu—," is what Sasuke heard, but it was entirely too close to his ear, even though Naruto was sucking him off.
Suddenly, his mind went black.
He shot open his eyes, becoming still at the situation he woke up to.
He looked up around his left shoulder and seen Naruto blushing/grinning a goofy smile at him. The raven elbowed him in the chin and sat up extraordinarily fast, slamming Naruto on the floor.
His legs were still somewhat hanging off the bed, so Sasuke had him pinned down by sitting on his pelvis. Sasuke's forearm was digging into Naruto's throat, choking him, "Sasu! Wait, it's not what you think! I prom-!"
The raven pressed down even harder, "You were trying to rape me! Do you think this is a good damn game?"
The blonde relaxed his face into a serious…erotic…look, "Sasuke, I just came in here to wake you up. What makes you think I want to hurt you again?" Sasuke was in shock.
Now that Naruto is learning to perceive others feelings, he always starts making these faces that just scream how beautifully tanned he is and how gorgeous his smile could be…but that's not going to stop Sasuke from murdering him someday for what he just did to him.
"You were the one who grabbed my hip and whimpered 'Oh fuck Sasuke' while behind me! When waking someone up, that isn't something a normal person wouldn't say," He pressed even harder on to Naru's throat, causing him to squirm under the raven.
Naruto then trust his hips up, making Sasuke fall forward, giving the blonde enough time to flip them over.
They wrestled on the ground for a little, until Naruto was able to pin Sasuke's wrist to the floor, "Stop!"
Sasuke stopped fighting almost immediately.
Naruto has never used a tone such as that before. They stared at each other for a while before they both were becoming red in the face, turning their heads in opposite directions.
Naruto cleared his throat, still not looking back at Sasuke, "Sasuke, I came over here today to tell you how I feel and why I needed a break from seeing you."
The raven looked back at Naruto, "How you feel? What about how I feel?"
Naruto paused. Sasuke got angry and tried to lift himself, but Naruto pressed him back down by putting all his weight on him.
The raven was able to get his right hand free. He grabbed Naruto's hair and started to pull on it, awfully hard. Naruto grabbed his wrist, but each and every time he tried to pull it away, the raven was pulling his hair with it.
The blonde grunted, and was finally able to pull the hand out of his hair. Sasuke tried to head butt him, but was pushed down by Naruto placing his forearm on his neck, "Uhg!"
Sasuke struggled for a good couple of minutes.
Then finally he stopped, looking away completely away from Naruto. The blonde gasped softly when he seen tears running down the side of his face, "What about how I feel?"
Don't I matter to you?
Naruto felt a pain in his chest when he seen the tears run down Sasuke's face and heard him say, "What about how I feel?"
The blonde removed his forearm, pulling Sasuke's chin softly to look at his face, "Everything I have done was for you. When we were kids, I trained hard to protect you when I saw you sitting by yourself on the deck. I wanted you to recognize me as your friend or your rival; hell, whatever mad you recognize me.
When we became a team, I made it my mission to always make sure you were protected. When we fought in the valley, I wanted to make sure I brought you home. Not for Sakura, but for me. I loved you, and I always had. The feelings I had grown for you over the years, ever since the academy, not only as a good friend, but someone to protect.
I tried so many different ways to express my love for you, but I didn't want to end our relationship. I love the 'accidental' kisses we shared, the moments we bonded, and the times we depended on one another."
Sasuke shivered under his hold, indicating to the blond that he was paying full attention to every single word spoken to him.
Naruto sighed, "But when you left…it was like…it was like you threw all of my efforts into a god damn trash can and burned it all.
All my ideas, all my plans for us, and all of ideas for the future so that we can always be together…chasing you after so many hours, days, months, years; I was so fucking pissed off at you, you don't understand! You burned me! You hurt me! You killed me! All I needed was you, and you were so stuck up on your own god damn revenge, that you ran away instead!"
Naruto pulled himself off of Sasuke, trying not to cry. Sasuke could tell he was because Naruto's face becomes puffy by his cheeks if he does, "I have and will always love you, Uchiha Sasuke. But you…you…"
Sasuke flung his arms around Naruto neck, hugging him snug. Naruto hugged him around his torso, pulling him in, not being able to get enough from the one he loves.
Sasuke sighed, "Then why, why did you leave me all by myself? Why did you…almost kill me?"
Naruto smiled into Sasuke's collar bone, "Because, I was so angry with you for leaving me, I needed to know if it was real…were you going to fight me to we both were so tired we nearly kill each other? But you didn't and it made me even angrier because I knew once I took you back, I will revert back to the old me.
The me who was willing to be so compliant toward you that I shrug off the pain you have truly caused me." He started chuckling once he finished. He hugged even tighter on the raven's body,
"Then I signed up for counseling to help me deal with the pain. So I'm glad you weren't around because there were so many nights where anger was the only solution to help release the stress. It hurt so much to have you back here. I'm so so sorry for what I did. I…I…" the blonde started to tremble letting his tears fall on Sasuke's shoulder.
The raven pulled back from Naruto. They both stared into each other's eyes. Naruto started to inch closer and closer.
When they were only a couple centimeters from each other, Sasuke bit his bottom lip and closed his eyes, anticipating the soon to be kiss. Naruto smiled softly, kissing his beloved.
Finally, all the pain, all the sorrow, all the worry just washed from their body, cleansing them mentally and emotionally. The kiss became deeper and more lusty, yet full of passion.
Naruto drove his tongue inside of Sasuke's mouth, wrestling with the tongue on the inside. Naruto put his hands on Sasuke's hips and started to pull him as close as humanly possible.
God, if only I could be closer!
The make out session started to become sloppier as they just needed each other.
Sasuke's hands snuck up into Naruto's hair, giving it a slight tug, letting Sasuke feel the rock hardness in between the blonde's legs. The blonde grinded up against him while the raven focused on pressing his hips down.
They both understood they need air, so they broke away, but trying to keep up the slow grinding session.
"Ah." Sasuke groaned into the blonde's neck. Naruto started leaving sloppy kisses all over the raven, "Sasuke, I need you now." He reach down and, with both of his hands, he started to knead the raven's ass.
"Oh!" Sasuke thrusted forward every time the blonde spread his clothed ass cheeks.
He gasped when he felt Naruto pick him up and lean him on the bed,
"I want to make sweet love to you, Sasuke."
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