Sora: Red Hot Flushes

-Flashback- (The school holidays)

"Hey Mom!"

I looked around, my head swinging from side to side. How could she forget that this was the day I came home? How could she forget about me?

"MOM?"

I bit down softly on my lip and sunk back into the chair, the gentle leather creasing underneath my weight. I heard cursing from in the kitchen and I leaned over the chair arm, listening to my Mother yelling down the phone. I guessed she was talking to Leon. Well, she wasn't likely to call anyone else; 'a fucked up dirty fag' was she?

My Mother didn't get along with Leon. Ever since her first husband had run off with another man, she had hated homosexual people. She thought that they were dirty and were sucking society dry.

Thinking about it made a lump rise in my throat. If she knew I was in love with Riku, she'd disown me. Her only two sons, both in love with men. What would she think? What would she say?

"You fucking gay! Don't call unless you are going to tell us something useful, okay? Just fuck off with your queer boyfriend…"

Slam.

I grabbed my bag. I suddenly didn't want to be near her anymore. I opened the door on the other side of the room and slid through, closing it just as she enters. I slumped against the wall, my shoulders down. Why wasn't I allowed to be in love with Riku? Why was it wrong to be with the person I loved?

Love. I still love Riku.

Several tears escaped my eyes. I felt like a stupid child for crying, but I couldn't help it. I hugged my knees tightly to my chest and put my hands together. If I closed my eyes real tight, I could pretend that my other hand was Riku's, and he was here to tell my Mom that she should love me, whatever I did, and whoever I was in love with. He would tell her that we were in love, and if she wasn't prepared to be happy for me, then she should have never had kids.

My thumb strayed to the knuckles, caressing them just like Riku does when he holds my hand. I shook my hand slowly, thinking of all our times. Why did I not see the attraction at first? Why did I just avoid it? Why was I too scared to act on anything before I had almost drowned?

I was a fool. And I was childish. I guess, because Mom had disowned Leon and kicked him out of the house because of his sexual preference, it made me scared to admit things to myself. Like, the fact I was hopelessly in love with Riku. I couldn't think those things because the image of my Mom throwing Leon out onto the street filled my mind.

It had been raining, pounding the pavement, trickles of water running down the grates like tiny streams. We had been sat down, watching television. Why he said it then was beyond me.

After he had said it, there was silence, interrupted by the faint sounds of a sitcom on the visual box. My dad had chuckled and gone back to reading the paper. My Mom had tried to stay calm.

"Don't worry dear," she had said, with a forced smile. "It's just a phase that you're going through…"

"No Mom, I'm in love. And he loves me too. We are going to live together, soon anyway."

My shock was soon over with, but it was nothing compared to my Mothers. She had stood, enraged, her face turning red. With a kick, she knocked over the coffee table and everything on it. She had grabbed Leon by his collar and dragged him onto the front porch.

And he let her. He didn't struggle. He just let himself be dragged to the porch and let himself be pushed outside into the rain. She had shoved him, hard and he had stumbled backwards, falling onto the floor, the rainwater seeping into his black jeans and trickling over his flawless skin.

"Don't you dare come back in here until you can bring some honor to this family! I won't have this family destroyed by you and your filthy, 'habits'!" She had shouted above the gushing of water. She tried to slam the door but I ran out to him, helping him up. A car pulled up at the end of the drive and a tall blonde man with gravity defying hair, despite the rain, and huge, blue eyes, with a hint of green to their edges. Cloud. He was Leon's lover. I knew it. You could tell they were together with the way Cloud gazed at Leon, their eyes meeting and their gaze unwavering.

That's the first time Leon ever gave me a hug. He wrapped his strong arms around me tight and told me that no matter what my Mom says, she can't stop him from seeing me. I nodded, crying into his shirt and balling my hands into fists. He whispered in my ear that no matter whom I love, and who I grew up to be, I'd always have a brother that cared.

Looking back on it, since Leon had been thrown out, we had been so much closer.

I shook my head and went in to meet my Mother. She acted like nothing had happened.

"Hey honey, how was school? Did you do well in your lessons? Did you meet a lovely young girl? I'm sorry I did what I did to you, but I couldn't have you turning queer like your brother. It's just not orthodox"

I sighed. I told her exactly what she wanted to hear, exactly how she wanted to hear it.

"Yeah Mom. School was great. And, yeah, I think I did well, according to what my teachers have said anyway, and, yeah, I did meet someone. Someone really nice who seemed to like me too…"

"Awww… what's her name sweetie?"

"Riku…"

"I suppose that would be with a double 'k'?"

I sighed again. "Yeah."

She squealed, throwing her arms around me.

And yet, underneath it all, I felt like a traitor.

-End flashback-

I throw my head back, the pen clasped between my lips. I still can't believe I told my Mom I had a girlfriend.

"Hello class!"

I freeze, to see the teacher has finally arrived. Oh my god.

It's him. The red head from the podium. I can't seem to tear my eyes away from him. He strolls in casually, tossing some papers aside, letting them fall to the floor. I know I am staring, but I can't help it. He is so beautiful. His red hair falls slightly over his eyes, and he runs a hand through it, pushing it from his face. His tongue comes out for a second to moisten his lips and he introduces himself. But I already know who he is. Reno. Mr. Reno.

"Hey guys. You can call me Reno; I don't care for that yes sir no sir crap…" He lets out a nervous laugh at that. "…And I'm going to teach you biology. And yes, you will get homework, and yes, I do give out detentions…" His gaze falls upon me and I feel heat rising to my cheeks. His eyes seem to bore through my soul and gently undress me. I turn my head towards the window, fully aware that he is still looking at me. I can see it in the corner of my eyes. "…Although I only give them out to very naughty girls…"

He carries on talking. I'm not listening anymore. I'm too busy trying to avoid his gaze.

He hands out some worksheets. As he passes through the aisles, I know he is getting closer, and somehow, it feels like a ticking time bomb, and when he gets to me, I'm going to blow up or something.

"Sora… Leonhart?"

This is it. I bite down hard on my lip and hold out my hand for him to give me the worksheet. My fingers coil around mine and he bends down, releasing my hand.

"You're bleeding…" His fingers slowly trace the trickle of blood that has escaped my lips. I am frozen to the spot, my eyes locked with his. The eyes that are gazing into my own are a deep forest green. The pupils are surrounded by this vast green sea, and the edges are flecked with shine and hints of a lighter green. He smiles, a smile that is just like Riku's. The wolf grin that seems to draw you in and keeps you held to the spot.

He hands me the worksheet, which I take with shaky fingers. He passes me a tissue too, and I also take that. He stands up straight again. I notice some girls ogling at his back.

"Clean yourself up princess," he says with a chuckle, looking down more underneath the table than anything, and then he leaves, goes to hand out more worksheets. I glance down. His voice was husky and sounded like a deep choir. I shake my head slightly and then it hits me.

I was wondering why Reno had been looking under the desk, and I have just realized why.

I had an erection.

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It took all of my strength to keep me from masturbating in that class. With his watchful and beautiful green eyes on me, my problem wouldn't go away.

As soon as it is over, I grab my bag and hide the bulge in my pants with a homework sheet I had been given.

"Hey watch it!" Someone shouts. I don't care about the people I knock down. That is, until I knock someone important down.

"Hey… watch where you're going Sora… you're making it look as if you have some sort of problem and need to get rid of it qu…"

I feel his hand grab my wrist and I bite my lip, suppressing a moan as some girl brushes against me. Every touch felt like I was on fire. Every little cold breath upon me was sending me wild.

Riku pull me to a familiar door. The closet. I tumble onto the floor as he pushed me inside. He bends down, licking his lips, just like Reno had done. I glance down. Riku also has an erection.

I moan as he pushes against me, rocking his hips against mine as his lips find mine, delving in, leaving no area unexplored.

This is why I tried to take control last time. Because when Riku has all the control, I simply melt in his arms. If I don't make the first move, I am helpless and shy. I know Riku can tell, he has already noticed the cherry blush across my cheeks.

He sits across me, moving more vigorously before sliding a hand up my skirt and removing the silky French knickers that used to cover my nakedness. He takes off his pants and discards them, tossing them into a corner. He asks me if I want this and all I can do is nod and gasp.

This is different to the first time we had sex. The first time, we hadn't been able to see each other during the act, but now, Riku pulls my feet up to his shoulders and steadies himself on my hips. This way hurts a little more, he had said. But to tell the truth, I wanted to see his face.

That way, I wouldn't make the mistake of screaming someone else's name instead of his. Like Reno for example…

We kiss one last time before he pushes inside me. And, like last time, a pain shoots all through me, touching all my nerves and senses. I shuffle, trying to keep my voice down but trying to adjust to Riku too. He… is so big… it's amazing he fits into me.

He chuckles and a few platinum bangs fall in front of his face, shielding his aqua eyes from me. "I remembered to lock the door this time Sora-kun…"

I reach up and stroke some loose hairs from his face, so I can see his eyes. He pushes into my again and I cry out, only to be silenced by his fingers in my mouth. I suck on them harshly, unforgiving to the digits in my pain. He pulls out and goes a little faster, making sure to give me as much pleasure and as little pain as possible. He's so gentle, my Riku.

I wonder how Reno would be during sex?

The friction gathers as sweat glistens on my forehead. I can feel it sliding down and melting with my eyebrows. I ball my hands up into fists, my clipped fingernails grinding into the palm of my hand.

I am so close now. "Sora… god…" and, judging by that, I guess Riku is too. A couple more pushes and it would all be over.

"Uh…RIKU!"

I feel my own seed spilling over our stomachs and I cringe at the mess I have made. Riku pulls out with a little force and I kiss him out of sheer habit.

I do love him.

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Okay! That's it for chapter 3.

APOLOGIES! I'm sooo sorry about ranting last chapter. Something someone said ticked me off. So, I shouldn't have taken it out on you. I apologize my children!

So. This chapter explained a lot. I wanted to thank 'The Guy Who Never Was' for reminding me that I needed to show what happened with Sora's holiday and stuff. THANKYOU!

Also… I'm sorry for ranting last time… (again)

Next chapter we have a little more Selphie… and some Kairi and Tidus… plus a picnic… mwahahaha!

Thank you so much reviewing. As I said in a couple of my replies, I don't deserve much of the credit for this. You do. If it wasn't for the great feedback you leave, I wouldn't still be writing. So, this is all thanks to you. And gawd, I do love you for it :D

So, thank you!

-Gives roses and triple chocolate chip cookies and Riku and Sora plushies, and a broken guitar string… (God knows why you would want that… but you can have it anyway!) and last, but not least, a lock of Reno's hair… (that I didn't ask for. Erhm, if he asks you, it's falling out.)

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