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Perviously on Black Love: Alexander's history is revealed, he get's a nickname, and he gains the confidence to fight Jagger! Yay!
*Disclaimer* - I don't own Vampire Kisses!... boooo oh well I'll get over it
Ch.3 Boredumb
Raven (POV)
"I don't mind being a prisoner of my lover. I actually feel a lot better." Ooops did I say that, well its true anyways so it doesn't matter. I love him.
More importantly he admitted that he was a vampire! Wow, so soon, but he already knew that I knew, so that was a bummer. I really didn't expect to keep any secrets from him. He was a vampire for goodness sake! I'm surprised he even fell for me. I mean come on! What qualities did I have that were good enough for him. I needed him, he didn't need me. I love him, and he loves me. Wow!
"Raven, as much as it hurts me to say this, it's getting late and you have to go home. Your parents might..." he trailed of. My family, back to reality. I never wanted to leave him, but I had to. Even if I stayed with him the whole day, I'd have to admit it would get kinda boring. I mean he sleeps the whole morning until the sun leaves. It would be like being with a stone monument of a really gorgeous person. Back to reality...
"Hey Xander, do mind walking me home," I flirted.
"You read my mind." Actually he does the mind reading usually, not me. He reads my expression easily. Am I really that easy to read? (frown) Well as long as he understands my true love for him, I could care less.
He walked me home, and my parents seemed concerned, but hey knew they shouldn't bother. They knew me too well! That's good in this case, bad in some others. I went to my room, picked out my black house wear and ran into the bathroom to change. After changing, I decided to brush my teeth, and wash my face of all the make up. I looked up and saw a normal girl, the girl my parents want, but will never have. My personality would be the same, but my appearance was... decent, not scary as my mother puts it.
I felt flushed, so I turned of my lights and ran to my bed. There I layed under the covers and started summing up my life story. I am a goth girl, who only has one really good friend (Becky) in the entire city. I have always been tortued by the revolting Trevor. Then the Sterling family arrive in the "haunted" mansion on my sweet sixeen. Later I meet Alexander Sterling, then the Snow Ball, the break up, then the get back together, then today! Wow my life finally started getting some spark. I thought it would never happen.
I heard a tap on the window. I looked to see what that was, only to my amazement, it was a bat. Not just a bat, a bat with gold eyes. Xander's eyes! I closed my eyes not wanting to embarrass him, and went into a slumber til 7:00.
Ringggggggggggggg Ring ring rring (you get it).... too late. I had already woken up before the alarm. I had the weirdest dream. I had dreamed that there were more vampires out there and one tried to kill Alexander and anyone who interfere is a goner. I'm a goner. I gulped. Just a bad dream, but stilllll...! boy, I feel pretty stupid. I'm supposed to be the strong one, and I'm weak now. Whatev. Back to reality. Stupid reality. I got my clothes and went into the bathroom to do bathroom stuff in order to get ready for lame ol school.
Oh joy, school! Was the sarcasm detected? I hope yes for everybody, knows i hate school!! Who would I mean come on! All there is to do is to sit, read, and write.... boring. PE's the exception, but PE is lame too. All the teachers hate me, every single person in the school population hates me except the one girl, Becky (my polar opposite). The homework is lame, the reading is lame, the daily lessons are lame. And my teachers don't know how to decorate the classrooms. They keep making the rooms gay and well boring for me. They still have the alphabet up, it is soo ridiculous... I laugh sometimes... hahahahaha lol...see!!!
They need more black. Actually this whole town needs the color black. It is like they all are engaged to white. It is ridiculous. The color black is missing, and I'm the only one who supplies it. Every I wear is black, duh I am Goth!!! I sometimes wear silver, never the color grey though, and surprisingly found out that blood red looks good on me through my sadistic part time job at Janet's Travel Agency. Thank god that's over!!!
I can't wait til school's over, I mean over over like in graduation. Then the school will have to pick on a new victim to torture to possible death or serious injury. I'm kidding, but the victim might have to face the rejection I'm facing. Probably the victim won't suffer as much for she or he will, I do me will, have at least one more friend than me. And the whole school would really hate that one poor person.
School was torture, but the crazy part is that it was only minimum day. But ever worse it ended at 11:00 instead of 12:45. It was worse because I would seven hours of nothing to do. Scary!
The drive to school was lame, as usual. My parents refused to get a black car. They wanted a green one instead, I really didn't have a say, so I didn't bother. Less worry. The car was cool I guess, but I was never into cars and will never be into them in the future. So I went to school in a green car. I met Becky. Went to first, second, third, and forth barely making it alive. Then lunch in the cafeteria. Boring, lame, sadistic, lame, and that was just the room. The food was much worse. Everybody agreed with me on that. I didn't even bother eating, as usual.
My Schedule:
1. English Literature
2. Algebra 2
3. Art - I try
4. US History
lunchy time for no muchy... I'm bored!
5. Biology
6. GYM (PE)
I was surprised to see Trevor being popular again. Matt told me the whole school hated him, but guess they still wanted him. Maybe his dad threatened their parents. Whatev. I don't care. I sat with Becky. with a Becky there was a Matt. They talked. Becky talked and talked. I rudely, and obviously ignored her. I left the table telling her you're on a date and sate alone. Fifth and sixth period ended, to my relief. I was free. PE was lame. We had to run five laps and I as usual got away by doing 4, but stilll four laps around the huge field, not paradise. I am fast, but I just don't like putting effort at school. It's lame.
I got picked up by the same green car and went home, finally. I thought school would never end. Then that would just be a living nightmare. I wasn't bothered by my parents by stupid questions like: "How was your day?", "Did you do anything fun in school, today?"... nope nothing! That's good. I like quite. But I hate rejection from my love Xander... random I know, but I had to say it!
I went home, drank water, refreshed my self,and sat down to actually do my homework. Yes I touched my homework. Amazing right. I finished Math, it was easy. History was connect meaning to word worksheet, and Biology was just a review. And she gave she answer key to check. I just cheated. Mrs. Riosal would suspect me of cheating even if I didn't so what was the point. I was going to tell Xander I did my homework, not Becky though. I didn't trust her after the incident. She's a major weakness when threatened by Trevor. She leaks everything. I feel sorry for her. It is embarrassing to do homework.
Then came English homework. Apparently I had to read a book, Sense and Sensibility by Jane Austin a week ago. Today we started class discussions... lame! Whatev. I was sooo bored I actually read it. I was also determined to read it, so I could tell Alexander. I kinda wanted to give him a reason to like me. I was stunning beauty, but I was already slim. But there was nothing awesome about me. I wanted to be at least smart enough for him. Thanks to him actually I started looking at my grades. I was actually going to improve them.
The book was boring I could stand the first chapter, I could stand reading the first page, wait I couldn't even stand reading the first two words, but I managed . I read all fifty chapter skipping unfamiliar words within six hours. Wow. I am pretty good in this reading stuff. There were some reading comprehension questions. Since I read the book, I decided to do the questions and get it over with. Wow what a day. What a boring life. If it wasn't Xander I would be dead bored.
Maybe that's why I fell for him. Maybe I wanted change, and he was the right person. He felt my sorrow and joy. He was the one person I needed all my life. Well saldy or happily (I don't know) this person was a not a mortal, instead he was a vampire. I was meant for a vampire. I had met soo many humans and not one was my type. Xander stood out with me in boring old town, bringing me overflowing happiness. I was the unique person I wanted all my life. I wished I would be like him whenever I saw a shooting star. Wow. My boyfriend is a vampire... my vampire. I would never be good enough for him, but I'll try. I'm going to secretively improve my grades. I'll prove to him I'm worth being his, even though I'm sure I don't need too. I will anyways.
It was three and half hours past sunset and I hadn't noticed. I was rushing. I packed everything inside my black messenger bag. Drank a glass of water and took a long look at my reflection. I said I had another date with Alexander to my parents. They looked at me skeptively, but said bye knowing they could never stop me.
I climbed over the gate...
Summary: Raven's life described. She gained an interest for good grades. (The real Raven wouldn't bother, but I want my Raven to, so yeah) She still loves Xander.
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