SORRY ! I actually wanted to upload yesterday or earlier BUT ! I pressed to wrong button and the story deleted and the other one got corrupted .. So ! The final CHAPTER before the 3 part epilogue (which will be released from next week to July) Warning : I do NOT own OHSHC .. If I did I woulda' made Kyoya and Haruhi love each other a long time ago .. and Expect OOCness .. But doesn't almost every story tell you that ? lol !
0o0o0o0o – Haru – Chan ! (Nya )
'Those two ... Belle and Tamaki .. Really are made for each other .. Once he entered the apartment I swear I could have heard 2 hearts melding together ! Now I want my Prince Charming .. If Kyoya would just' – 'HEY ! WAIT A MINUTE ! WHO ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT ? KYOYA OOTORI IS DATING YOUR BEST FRIEND !' .. Oh .. The two parts of my brain are fighting again ..
"Oh yeah , smarty ? Then , if these eyes are correct , then Kyoya Ootori is standing RIGHT in front of us (remember , 2 parts!) right NOW !" Insane .. Wait ... Pause , Rewind and Play .
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Kyoya ? .. If its you then tell me .. Why are you here ? .. I see your figure , your shadow , Kyoya. But what happens if that isn't you ? What happens then ? I miss you .. I must be hallucinating ..
"Tachibana , where did you say she was again ?" I hear Kyoya's smooth velvety voice .. Oh ..
"Kyoya ? Is ... Is that really you ?" I say , raising my voice enough for him to hear me ..
".. Haruhi ?" Kyoya says , approaching me .. " Oh , s-sorry , miss . I mistook you for someone else ..." I hear him say .. WHAT? .. Oh yeah that's right .. I changed my looks ...
".. Kyoya ! Wait .. It – Its me ! I changed my looks remember ? Doesn't mean I don't remember you ! I would never forget you .. Kyoya .. I didn't expect you won't recognize my own voice .. Did you forget me so much that you won't even recognize my voice ?.. It was only a few d.. Oh ! I did not expect you to find me so fast .." I did not stop .. I couldn't stop .. My mind is blank . My calculations were wrong .. So he isn't that madly in love with her ...
"... Haruhi ! .. Why ? Why did you go ? Do you know how empty my heart felt when I thought I would have lost you .. Do you know how I felt when I thought I would never see you in the flesh and not in my dreams again? Do you know ?" Kyoya continues , suddenly pulling me and wrapping his arms around my waist .. Lightly so I could still refuse it .. Oh , how I miss this touch.. Wait .. Where are his glasses ? ... Oh yeah , it got knocked off but saved by his bodyguard ... who has mysteriously dissapeared .. His eyes .. The reason I felt so good when I see his eyes is because they are so beautiful ... Those eyes are now filled with love and tears.. First I have ever seen ..
"Kyoya .. Did you miss me ? Did it break your heart to know that you might never see me again? I'm sure I did .. I'm sure mine did .." I say , tilting my head as I step back to look at him .. but he refused .. His tears flowing ..
"Yes , I missed you more than I ever had before .. Yes , my heart broke so hard at the fact that I might never see your beautiful face again .." He says , crying more as he hung his head wiping his tears .. He looks like a little boy .. The one side I have never seen Kyoya show again ..
"Kyoya ?" .. No response .. "Kyoya , look at me .." Still nothing.. I guess I'll have to do the only thing left .. "Kyoya honey ? Look at me , will you look at me hon ..?" I say as I look at him with my most tender , loving eyes .. Cupping his face again as I wipe his tears away ..
0o0o0o0o – Kyou Chan ! .. (what's with me and Hunny today ? ...)
I slowly lift my face to look at her .. My heart pounding from her touch .. I suddenly pull her into a tight hug ..
" I'm sorry , Haruhi .. I'm sorry for playing with your emotions . I'm sorry for making you stick with me when I was feeling bad even though you had much more important thing to do .. I'm sorry for making you feel so troubled everytime I was flirting with every other girl except you .. I'm sorry when I was being stubborn even after you stayed with me just to make sure I was going to get better when I was sick .. I'm sorry for making you feel sad and down everytime I was yelled at you saying that you were bothering me everytime I was in a bad mood .. I'm sorry that you had to deal with me for years with my attitude even though you always came back .. I'm sorry that every time when I was frustrated or angered I would throw all of the emotions to you , yelling and shouting at you like it was all your fault .. I'm sorry for all the arguments we went through even the one that didn't start by me but your jealousy but I don't mind that because all our other arguments were started by me and me only because I was selfish and arrogant ... I'm sorry for telling you that you weren't supposed to date anyone because you belonged to me ... I'm sorry for not letting you out to get out to date or anything fun even though my girlfriend was in the house .. I didn't know you felt restrained .. I'm sorry for making you feel caged in that apartment.. I'm sorry because I was a jerk .. And I'm sorry for everything else ..." I ended the longest apology by tightening my grip on her ... Tears flowing from my fast like a flash flood .. I love her so much even though I never even realized .. I really am sorry , Haruhi ..
"Kyoya ... Tell me .. Exactly how you feel whenever you're with me .." Haruhi says ,cupping my face again as she looks at me straight in the eye ...
"..." Silence was dripping as I looked for the exact words to say to her .. What would happen if I said the words 'I love you' ? I might as well try ..
"Whenever I'm near you , I feel as if I'm in a more comfortable place .. Whenever I'm with you , I feel happy and content like nothing in the world feels wrong .. Whenever I touch you , I feel an electric jolt run down my spine as if something is trying to ignite within me .. Whenever I feel your touch , my brain melts .. Whenever I see you smile , my heart glows .. Whenever I see you blush or giggle , I feel like pulling you into a hug and kissing you like there was no tomorrow .. And those reasons are why I don't want you to be faraway from me .. Those reasons are also why I love you .. I love you , Haruhi Fujioka .. And I hope you won't leave me .." I say , blushing a bit as I look at her straight in her beautiful big brown eyes ..
" ... I ... I love you too .. Kyoya .. But I have a question .. What ever happened to her ?" She says , her eyes already showing the emotions of excitement , love and some lust .. I suddenly realize what her last question was .. Her .. meaning Fumiko , I believe..
"She cheated and I ditched her ... but it wasn't because she cheated .. It was because I realized I love you .." I say , hugging her as I nuzzles her head lovingly , inhaling her strawberry-scented hair .. I kiss her eyelids . Then , I kiss her cheeks . I miss her mouth and suck on her neck , leaving her hickey fresh on her neck , marking her as mine .
As I lower myself to the level of her face , I see her eyes full of love and lust .. I lean down a little more and we were millimeters away , our breath mixing . I take it slow and carefully capture her perfect pink lips in mine . As we connect , I feel the brightest spark ignite .. So this . Is what it feels like to be in love ..
(since I was feeling that the story isn't complete .. before the epilogue of course .. I threw in a poem ~)
Basking in the warmth of your smile
And the music of your laugh
I feel your tenderness
And your oh so witty style
I don't know why god blessed me
With such a friend as you
But it makes my pleasure complete
And very happy too
The way you always know me
And exactly what to do
When my loneliness gets me down
And I'm so very blue
The way you see into my soul
And looked behind my eyes
And I don't have to hide my feelings
And put on a disguise
With you I learned to trust
And as the person I have grown
Who could have possibly told me
How could I have known
That you would come in to my life
And my beauty would start to bloom
And like a pretty butterfly
Come out of my cocoon
To share your tender heart
The warmness of your smile
The courage of your wisdom
For these I'd walk for miles
To be thinking of a time
When you'd no longer be there
For me to gaze upon in delight
And all our feelings share
Is not acceptable to me
Because in my life
Is where I want you to be
Always and forever.
I Am DONE ! ... For now ..
