Chapter 3: She loves me now what do I do.
Okay I am going to have a fit here. I never loved anyone before that wasn't in my family. Bella is been the only girl that I have ever loved. My next thoughts went with me being who I am and her being human I started to wonder how this is going to work. Bella's sent still drove me crazy but I started to see I couldn't exist in this life without her. I made up my mind she had to meet my family and I had to meet her dad. If my mother and father were still alive they would knock me upside the head for not courting Bella going through the proper channels. So I brought Bella to my house the next day to meet everybody.
I told my family not to do anything extremely special but they were about to meet a very dear and special girl to me. Of course everybody but Rosalie supported me in what I wanted to do but she was worried about the ifs. All my family knew is all of a sudden I went from this moody, touch me not teenager, and was transformed into this happier person. They could see a complete change in me and for once it was a good change because I was actually truly happy in my entire time since my dad has changed me. All of my family supported me and was happy with me but, Rose was the only one to rain on my parade.
I have been going over to Bella's for a few months. I have nothing but time on my hands because I don't sleep at night. I came over one night and she had I have the feeling that I have been in her house before. Rather than lie about it when she asked me I told her the truth and I said I have been here the last couple of months at night all she say's is I knew it I felt you here. My love for her was growing quickly and very deep. I just wanted to try something I lead over her and kissed her. I thought it was just going to be a quick little kiss but, all of sudden she pulled me in. I swear to you I have never felt such passion in my life before. My human or otherwise this was when I realized I couldn't live without her. I pulled her in as close to me as I could but also I was trying to be a gentle with her as I could because my strength could kill her. Kissing her with as much passion as I could muster wanting her needing her and by her reaction I could tell my feeling where not in vain because she was reach for me right back. I never felt like this in it was in this very moment that I knew I would never be the same. I anything ever happened to my Bella it would kill me. I knew that the next step would be to introduce myself to her father and this I would do tomorrow.