Chapter 3: Betrayed

Dam how much did I drink last night? My head is fucking killing me Tara thought then finally rolled out of bed she grabbed the bottle of ibuprofen and took some. Tara spotted a few roach's from last night, put them into her pipe, and inhaled there mellowing effect. Tara hoped this would help the hangover she was felling. She tried calling Jackson and no answer. She called Opie no answer and Thomas no answer. She was so fucking sick of this shit.

"Dad I need you to take me to school no one is answering there phone" Tara said annoyed then walked into his room and of course he wasn't there like always

Then Tara dialed a number praying this person would answer

"Who the hell is calling me at this hour?" a groggy voice said

"It's Tara can you bring me to school" Tara asked and prayed that he would say yes

"For my god daughter yeah be there in 15 be ready" the voice said and hung up

Tara put on a pair of dark jeans that hugged her curves perfectly and a purple V-neck shirt that showed a little cleavage. Then she brushed the knots out of her hair, put on some dark brown eye shadow and massacra. Tara didn't wear too much make up only when she was in the mood for it. Tara grabbed her bag and walked outside, just like clockwork it was there, and she jumped inside.

"Thanks Bobby you're a life saver" Tara said she wouldn't have known what to do if he didn't answer the phone

"It's nothing. Is your old man ever gonna get you a car? Do you got your license?" Bobby asked everyone had a car well really a motorcycle except for Tara the guys had gotten there's last year and Tara keeps wait for her old man to get her one but she is starting to think that will never happen

"I hope for my birthday," Tara said

"Yeah everyone can't wait our princess is growing up everyone is gonna be there" Bobby said laughing Tara hated that everyone referred to her as the princess she wasn't a child anymore at least not in her mind.

"Ma you home" Jackson yelled knowing he'd most likely get a lecture for not going to school but that really wasn't on his mind right now

"What is it skip school day" Gemma asked in a annoyed tone

"What are you talkin about" Jaxs asked confused and still a little drunk from last night

"You, your brother and most likely Opie skipped school I just got a call Tara had to call Bobby to give her a ride" Gemma said normal at least one of them would go to school

"Ma I need some help I have no clue what to get Tara for her birthday" Jackson asked out of options he had no idea what to do

Then, Gemma took Jackson to the mall and brought him to a jewelry store.

"What are we doing hear" Jackson asked he had never seen Tara wear jewelry before

"All girls love Jewelry I'm sure you can find something I will be at the book store right next store while you find something" Gemma said then walked off

Jackson looked around and found the perfect thing to get her he knew nothing anyone would get her could top this one.

Then as he was walking out of the store, he saw a familiar face

"Hi Jaxs" Ima said twirling bleach blonde hair she had on very short shorts and a shirt that stopped right above her belly button that showed off her navel piercing

"Hey darlin" Jackson said with that infamous smirk of his Ima was definitely a whore she slept with just about anyone, she was Ms. Goody toe shoes to everyone but not that Jaxs judged her for that. Hell he couldn't even tell you how many he has slept with so what right did he have to judge another.

"Want to go have some fun" Ima said with a devilish smile

"Not right now but I will call you tonight" Jackson said walking towards his mother who was staring straight at them. Ima was fun but nothing serious she wasn't her.

"You know son you shouldn't waste your time on white trash whores it makes you look bad," Gemma said

"Whatever ma" Jackson said, rolling his eyes the way he looked at it the only girl who he truly wanted more than sex with who he couldn't get out of his head these days would never look at him the same as he looked at her. Tara was something in her own category.

The day had gone terribly slow for Tara no one was here not even Donna lunchtime finally arrived. Tara sat at their usual table alone wondering where the fuck everyone was and then a face sat at the table she never thought that would. David Hale rich boy, captain of the football team, and daddy boy but Tara had to admit he was pretty dam cute.

"So where's everybody today?" David asked

"Who knows? Why do you care" Tara said knowing that Jackson and David hate each other with a passion. Tara knew she should just tell David to fuck off but what the hell everybody left her why should she put their felling's into account.

"I don't I was wondering if you would like to go to the dace with me next weekend" David asked

"I don't really go to those" Tara said she hadn't gone to a dace yet so why start now they were pretty lame you could drink or smoke so what was the point

"Then how about dinner" David asked

"Well since your so persistent how about you come to my birthday party and we call it a date" Tara said She knew she shouldn't have invited him but it was her dam party so what did she care.

"Cool see you there" David said with a huge smile on his face and walked off. Tara rolled her eyes guys were so easy especially pussy's like him. Maybe he was more than he looks no Jackson Teller but he was actually possible for some sort of happiness Tara thought.

Then her phone vibrated and Thomas texted her BHS witch was code for I'm at back of the school lets ditch. They had a code for all most anything so they aren't caught and even if someone took their phone there was no proof being the kids to criminals can teach you a lot.

Tara walked to the back of school and found Thomas and jumped on to his bike and they rode until the got to the creek it was the place they would always go when her and Thomas ditched to get away from everyone sometimes Jaxs and Opie would come but it was really just Tara and Thomas's thing.

"Guess who got gang banged at Dons party last weekend?" Thomas asked Tara

"Umm I don't know it could have been Lauren, Amy, Ima, Wendy, or Lyla?" Tara said

"Ima I think but hey there all blond so who knows" Thomas laughed, "So you really hate all of them don't you?"

"No I don't hate any of them except Ima I hate her but the rest aren't horrible at least they don't deny what they do. There not hypocrites about it like Ima is and don't act like their best dam thing on this earth" Tara said honestly Also Lauren, Amy, Wendy and Lyla don't make jokes about Tara's mothers death or the fact that Tara is still a virgin. There civil towards her because normally one of them is alternating between boys but that's just how they were.

"What you thinking about shacking up with one of them" Tara joked

"Me no but, I'm pretty sure they will show up at your party trying to hook up with someone you know they always do" Thomas said they both knew it was the truth

"Yeah and I'm pretty sure Opie and Jackson will invite them. Guess who asked me out today?" Tara said she was somewhat nervous about telling him but she had to tell someone and Jax and Opie would kill him before Friday if she said anything to them.

"Umm let's see it could be Hale guys had eyes for you since forever, it could be Devin he always stares at you in English or Maybe Josh he totally adores you in a sick puppy kind of way" Thomas said wondering if he had guessed right. "Well who was it?"

"David Hale I invited him to my birthday party," Tara said waiting for some sort of reaction like you're an idiot, poor guys gonna get killed something but all she got was a blank stare. All the Teller boys were famous for those stares you couldn't tell if they wanted to kill you, or give you a high five who knows what goes on in those minds of there's

"Well this is gonna be one interesting party" Thomas said knowing that was the truth it would who know what could happen. This party will be one that no one would ever forget.

"I've got your back whatever goes down" Thomas said knowing she already knew it but he didn't ever want her to forget it Thomas would do absolutely anything for Tara

"Ya I know and I have a felling I'm gonna need you Friday it's gonna be one crazy night" Tara said know anything could happen

Jackson was just driving around on his Harley trying to clear his head he didn't understand where all this emotion shit was coming from. Why did he all of a sudden care about what she thought me? Why do I love to hear her laugh? Did I just start felling this way or have I always felt this way about her and just never noticed it before? Why do I fell jealous when she is with Thomas or Opie I mean there like her brothers me too but I shouldn't fell this way about her God what is wrong with me Jackson thought. He was so confused on what he felt he just wanted all these felling for Tara to go away.

He wound up at her house that had been happening a lot lately when he didn't have a specific destination it was like it was wired in him. Jackson knew he needed to talk to Tara about all of this before his head exploded.

Jackson finally worked up the courage to walk up to the door and he thought about knocking but he never did before so he just walked right in and saw Tara. She was wearing one of her dads Sons of Anarchy t-shirts it looked like a dress on her. Jax thought she looked so beautiful and sexy all at the same time was that even possible.

"What are you doing here Teller?" Tara asked while sitting back on the sofa. Tara could tell something was wrong he looked like he had just killed a puppy or something. "Is everything alright"

"Just came to see you. What you watching?" Jackson asked sitting next to her on the couch. Jackson didn't know what to do or how to act it was all too complex in his head.

"Cry baby you know I'm obsessed with it but, that's not the point tell me what's on your mind" Tara said trying to get him to talk she didn't know what to do. Then he flashed that smirk of his and it just about made her melt. Even though he looked more nervous than a turkey on thanksgiving he looked so fucking hot and she couldn't deny it no matter how much she had been trying to she just wanted to kiss him so bad.

Jackson looked into those dark brown eyes and knew he was about to cross a line that he could never uncross and if she didn't feel the same he'd be screwed big time. He couldn't take though the not knowing the what if he needed her to know. He was much better with actions than with his words so he went off instinct.

Jackson cupped her face and their lips crashed together. She pulled him closer and their lips moved in sync with one another. They were both in a daze of ecstasy that they gave another and never wanted to let go of. Tara straddled Jackson, wrapped her arms around his neck, and ran her fingers though his hair. Jackson ran his arms up and down her thighs afraid that if he put them any were else he would lose it.

Tara could fell the erection growing inside his paints she was still a virgin and she wasn't about to give it up to Jackson he had slept with how many girls? Probably every girl in their age bracket in Charming. Tara knew she needed to stop this but she really didn't want to but she wouldn't let herself be just another notch on Jackson's belt she had more respect for herself than that. God why did he have to do this why couldn't he just stay away from her I mean when was the last time they really spent time alone besides work Tara thought.

Jackson couldn't believe what he was felling and seeing at this very moment the girl he wanted so badly more than anyone else was grinding her hips on him, kissing him back and he was trying so hard to restrain himself he knew what he needed to do but he didn't want this to end.

Tara pulled away and got out of Jackson lap "What? Why? Did you do that" Tara asked at a loss for words she was so confused words couldn't even explain.

Jackson didn't know what to say he just got up and walked out the house he was never great with words or his felling's. He didn't know how to answer her question he just knew he wanted her all of her but putting that into words without sounding like so pussy was impossible.

Jackson didn't want to leave but he felt like that was his only option he knew she would hate him. Sometimes he knew Tara better than he knew himself and this would make her fell used and that was the last thing he wanted. He had ruined their friendship. He had never been in a real relationship and he knew he would just fuck it up and hurt her in the end so he had to walk away from the only thing he wanted more than anything. He fell into teenage hormones and lost the girl.

Tara was furious the more she thought about it the more she wanted to punch something. Tara couldn't believe he had the nerve to just walk out on her like that she pretty much just gave him a lap dance. Tara was in shock she trusted him of all people to hurt her she never thought Jackson would be the one to commit what felt like the ultimate betrayal. Tara would show him she thought just wait until my birthday I hope I hurt you just as much as you hurt me.

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