Dean P.O.V
What the hell is going on? Anger washed over my body, fuming with pure red rage, when I hear the word "rape." Who would rape my beautiful angel Castiel? What should I do? I can't let my anger show; I don't want to scare Castiel any more than he already was. I need to calm down.
Castiel P.O.V
I wanted to leave. I cannot stand the painful look on Dean's face, after I told him that I was raped, he just stood there not saying anything. But soon enough, he comes up to me and gives me the biggest hug I could ever ask for; it was exactly what I needed at the moment. It made me feel safe but at the same time it brought back some horrible memories, which I hope would go away. "Castiel, who was it? Please tell me, I'll kill them." Dean looks so heartbroken, he was pleading for the truth; something he only does for the people he cares about. I can't tell Dean anything. I know what he will do if I tell him that it was Sam. He won't kill his own brother. Dean after all went to hell for him. I am doomed no matter what I do.
"Cas, Cas, Cas, you can't tell anyone. It's not like anyone will believe you. You think my brother will believe you? I've been his brother for 30 years, while you've been dating him for only 2 years. Dean and I have been through so much together. I was the one who was with him when our mom died. I'm the one who comforted him when our dad died. Where were you Castiel, huh? So who do you think he will believe, me or you?" Sam spat at me.
I shook my head repeatedly, "Dean can you please forget about all this mess, it does not matter. It's not important. I don't want you wasting your time on me. You should be working on a case. I'm not worth it." I say to Dean while staring at the floor, feeling worthless. Dean sits next to me, on the bed and we start to cuddle, with him gently holds my angel hand. It was pure bliss for a few minutes and we lay hand in hand for a while until Dean broke the peaceful silence.
"Castiel, don't you ever think that. You are amazing, you are worth every damn minute of my day, and I would do anything for you, even if I have to risk my life to save you. I will not forget about this, as I know this is hurting you, and what kind of a boyfriend will I be if I don't take care of my boyfriend? Castiel, you mean more to me than anything, you are worth more than all the pies in the world and that means a lot!" Dean says trying to make me laugh. As a reward for his hard work, I let out a small chuckle, which in return makes Dean smile.
I turn my head to look at Dean's face. I look deep into my hunter's eyes, and all I see in the swarm of green, was love, deep never-ending love. I realized at this very moment that I desire Dean in every possible way. I want him to be mine forever. I want to marry Dean. I yearn to grow old with Dean. What I fear the most is, if anything would happen to Dean, I won't have anything else to live for, he's my everything. He's too good for me; I do not deserve to have Dean.
Dean P.O.V
I look deep into Castiel eyes, and all I see is deep never ending pain. I need to help my poor angel. I had never loved anyone as much as I love Castiel. This scares me, because I'm so vulnerable when it comes to Cas. I've always known that Castiel was my weakness but I would do anything for him. Castiel was mine and only mine. I need to have Castiel forever. I want to marry him. I want to grow old with him. I want to die with him.
Castiel P.O.V
I don't ever want to leave this bed, but I knew that if I stayed any longer, I would have to tell Dean what had happened to me, only eventually reveal who had done this to me. I don't think I could handle the pain of having Dean know all my secrets and what makes me vulnerable. I need to escape, but I was trapped, that symbol that Sam had drawn onto the window is doing an excellent job in keeping me from using my powers. I need a plan; maybe I could rub it off. But I knew that I would not be able to move more than a centimeter before I would roll over from the agony I was feeling.
Maybe I could trick Dean into doing it? "Dean, can you please wipe those symbols from the window? They're hurting me, it's a trap to weaken angels." I was not lying. I could never lie to Dean, my one true love. Dean expression appears startle, maybe because I said that was not related to what had happened to me. He did not register what I just said. I shake Dean's head a bit annoyed. "Dean did you hear me? Please wipe the symbol from the window."
Dean P.O.V
"Dean did you hear me? Please wipe the symbol from the window." I snap out of the trance I was in. I didn't know what the symbol did, but I get out of my comfortable place on the bed and walk over to the window and break the symbol. But as soon as I turn around to face the bed, to ask some difficult and embarrassing questions to Castiel, because I needed some answers, so I could kill the son of a bitch who had done this to my beautiful angel.
"I know this is hard for you Cas but..." I suddenly stop half way through my sentence as I looked at the bed, it was empty and Castiel was nowhere in sight. Why did Castiel suddenly leave? Does he not trust me? Tears escaped my eyes. My broken vulnerable angel was out there in this big cruel world all alone. What kind of monster could hurt my innocent angel? I made a promise to myself that I was going to kill who ever had done this. I am not going to rest until I knew who did it and that person is going to pay dearly, with their life.
I sat down on the bed where Cas had been a few minutes ago. I inhaled deeply and I could still smell my angel, what a lovely fragrance Castiel wore. My angel smelled like roses and strawberries, while I smelled like burgers and pies. I looked around the room where my angel had been hurt so badly. My eyes watered at the thought of Castiel being hurt and I was not here to help him. I didn't protect my baby. I'm a terrible boyfriend. The worst part of all is, Castiel did not trust me enough to tell me who had done it.
Suddenly I smiled for what felt like the first time in ages, I remembered the hidden camera. I had installed into this hotel just this morning to make sure that my brother, Sam, was not drinking demon blood anymore and was clean. I went to the cupboard and took out the camera out of its hidden place, I felt a bit uneasy. Was I ready to watch this? I have to be in order to help Cas. I connect the camera to Sam's laptop, and got ready to watch this horrifying video. I was finally going to get some proper answers.
I click play...