Harry and I walked back to his car together hand in hand. This gesture from Harry made everything seem like it was going to be okay because I had him.
"Are you okay Love?" Harry questioned me. Harry let go of my hand and stopped walking.
"I'm fine Harry as long as you are with me." I told him. His eyes widened with surprise.
"what d -does that mean?" Harry stuttered.
"It mean that I am glad I have you to comfort me. I really need you Harry right know. I am so bloody glad that your hear and not off with RL." I said slipping in some British swearing without realizing it. Since meeting Harry I have picked up on all his slang and use it on a regular basis.
"Of course Love I will always be here. But I have to tell you something. I don't think the timing is right but I have to tell you despite the time. Okay well..."
"Come on Harry spit it out." I said getting impatient. I could tell he was procrastinating.
"Well I have to go on tour to Al. I am so sorry I have no choice but I am trying to get them to let me bring you. They are thinking on the idea. The guys think it is a great idea. They agree with me that you shouldn't be left alone right now. But I think my agent will go for it since the guys thinks it's a smashing plan." He talking fast. Despite that I got the gist of what he was talking about.
"I am glad your trying to see if I can come to Harry." I said thinking about what it would be like if Harry left. I would be alone. I could feel tears welling up in my eyes. I tried to hold them back but I couldn't. I had been holding them back since being with Justin. I had let them go. I let them freely roll down my now rosy cheeks.
"Don't cry Love please I am trying. I want you come with me." Harry said stepping closer to me. We were still in the Airport parking lot. He reached over to me and wiped away a tear from my face. He left his hand on my cheek rubbing it softly. It felt good to finally have him touch me like that I had been waiting for him to make a move forever. He continued to rub my cheek. "I am going to kiss you know love." He said moving closely and I just nodded. Then his lips touched mine and I could hear fireworks. It was passionate yet soft. This had been the best kiss of my life and surprisingly it had been from my best friend.