A/N - one thing really struck me whilst I was writing this chapter, I write Heechul REALLY differently to everyone else! Whereas people tend to focus on his "Cinderella" side I don't like that so much. I dunno, maybe he looses his Heechul-nes? This upsets me greatly....
Oh and another thing... I'm obsessed with making Wookie sexy! Another scene coming up folks!

Chapter 3

Heechul dreamt of rainforests, of huge tropical trees that towered over him, surrounded by tropical flowers. The whole time he took in breath after breath, smelling the intoxicating smell of ripe fruit and blossom. But this rain forest was silent, oddly silent. He knew he should be hearing the sounds of birds matting calls, of monkeys screeching, rain falling and bugs scuttling. But there was nothing. As he became conscious of it he could feel it weighing him down, oppressing him as he took a step forward, his feet making no sound. This lack of sound quickly turned into white noise, beating in his ears like a heartbeat. He closed his eyes and clamped his hands to his ears trying desperately to block it out until he heard a scream. A scream so shrill it tore through everything. It was so clear even through his hands that it felt as if it had come from within him. He stumbled forward, quickly picking up pace as he tried to battle through the leaves and flowers he had only a moment ago found so beautiful. He could feel them grabbing at his hair and scraping his face. He carried on, battling through the undergrowth as another scream ripped through him, this time it was closer. There was something familiar about it. Something that made his insides burn as he struggled frantically, wanting to reach the source as soon as he could. There it was again, but this time it ended quickly, as if the person screaming had been cut off. It sounded much nearer, but this time it sounded like it came from behind him. He turned to see a mound on the floor, he took a step closer. As he did the sky darkened and his vision became blurry. He took another few steps closer, the dark mass on the floor began to take shape. It was a body, lying facing away from him on its side. He advanced some more, the whole time his vision became more and more impaired. He stumbled forward, tripping he fell on his knees next to the body. He raised a hand slowly extending it to rest on shoulder of the unidentified body. Cold seeped from it, he could feel it travelling up his arm, through his chest and into his heart. He flinched, knowing instinctively it was the chill of death. He could barely see now, the corners of his eyes black and smudgy but he still starred at the lifeless being in front of him. He pulled at the shoulder with his hand, slowly turning the body onto its back, its head still facing away from him Heechul could see a long, pale neck. Feeling dizzy and weak he leant forward, slowly placing a hand on the cheek furthest from him he lifted up the head so he could the person's face, slowly turning towards him Heechul saw an ear he recognised, followed by hair he knew. His brows furrowed as he failed to remember where he had seen this persons features before. He lifted the face more, his eyes falling on lips he knew, a nose he had seen and then he gasped. Looking straight into widened eyes, eyes that he wouldn't mistake for anyone else's. Big and brown with flecks of grey. He had never seen them hold such an expression before, or more a lack of expression. They had lost their warmth, their shine. Now they sat dull looking back at him. Heechul felt another wave of weakness spread over him but he couldn't tear his eyes away from the boys in front of him. His mind was assaulted by questions, where were they? What had happened? And why was Ryeowook dead in front of him? He felt a tear fall onto his lap, and then another but he didn't move to wipe them. He just continued staring at the horrific sight in front of him. He went to move forward, when he felt a wave of force hit him, pushing him backwards. Regaining his balance again he took hold of Ryeowook's cold hand but something was pulling him away. He tried to fight it, push himself back to the dead boys side but something was holding his shoulders and dragging him backwards. "No…!" He let out in a feeble voice, harsh from crying. Ryeowook's hand fell from his grasp and he cried out, desperately clawing at the floor trying to get back. Then his vision went completely, "NO!" He shouted, "NO NO NO!!" He was suddenly hit with a feeling of warmth and a weight on his chest. He opened his eyes to the sight of his bedroom, filled with morning sunlight. He blinked, getting used to the bright light. His heart was beating so fast it felt as if it would burst from his chest. He was wearing his dressing gown and could feel his body was damp from sweat. Raising himself up slightly he looked down, asleep with his head resting on Heechul's chest was Ryeowook, his body curled up next to his own and a peaceful look on his face. Heechul took a breath to calm himself. He reached down and took Ryeowook by the shoulders, lifting him slightly he moved lower down the bed and hugged Ryeowook close to him. He felt the flutter of eye lashes against his neck as a sleepy voice asked "Hyung? Why is your heart beating so fast?" He took another breath and looked down into the worried eyes of the boy in his arms. Seeing how they shone in the morning sunlight he felt a wave of emotion. He pulled him tighter into his embrace and placed his face into his hair. Taking another deep breath he smelt again the aroma from his dream, the fruit and blossom. He grimaced at the memory. Nuzzling his face further into Ryeowook's hair he muttered "don't die Ryeowook, I don't know what I'd do…" Ryeowook's eyes widened in shock, as Heechul fell silent he felt how his heart beat calmed. After a few moments he raised himself, sliding up the bed to be level with the taller boy, he smiled slightly before lightly kissing his lips. "I'll try…" He watched as Heechul smiled slightly and closed his eyes again. Still worried he watched him for a while.

Heechul yawned in front of the mirror in his room, behind him he heard Ryeowook do the same. Glimpsing him in the mirror he smiled as he saw him sat cross legged on his bed, scrunching his eyes and lifting his arms in the air. He turned back to look at himself in the mirror, "aish… look at my hair!" He'd slept on his hair damp and it was now sticking up at odd angles. He tried to flatten it as Ryeowook giggled at him. "Ya, be quiet you! Or maybe I'll cut all yours off when your asleep!" Ryeowook covered his mouth trying to look shocked but couldn't stop his huge grin. In front of him Heechul stared to undress, he slid his robe off his shoulders and down his arms. Ryeowook was still grinning but it feel as soon as he saw Heechul's back, he let out a gasp that got Heechul's attention. He turned around to look at the boy on the bed. Ryeowook wore a look of shock mixed with horror as he starred at Heechul. Looking confused Heechul asked "what?!" Ryeowook didn't answer but just nodded towards the mirror. "Wookie I don't know what you…" he fell silent as he saw his back. Running from his neck to the bottom of his shoulder blades were huge red lines, in sets of four they fitted perfectly with finger nails. He stared in shock for a few more moment before turning to Ryeowook who was still looking stunned. "Wow" Heechul finally managed. Ryeowook tried to talk, he opened his mouth but no words came out. "I…" he finally managed, "I didn't mean to I just…" he fell quiet as he flushed bright red and lowered his head. Heechul stared at him for a moment and then back at his back. Finally getting over the shock he let out a chuckle. Ryeowook's head snapped up as he saw Heechul fully remove the robe to get a better look. "Wow!" He said again, this time grinning. "You're an animal Wookie!" He started laughing again as Ryeowook's hands flew to cover his mouth. "Don't say that!" The look of shock slowly went from his face as he started to giggle. Hearing the lovely sound of Ryeowook's innocent snigger his mood instant lifted as he felt a kind of elation. Without knowing it he started to laugh harder, his whole body vibrating with the need to quickly express the tension that had built up over the past months. Before long they were both in fits of hysterics. Heechul still half dressed with his back showing the evidence of Ryeowook's passionate side and Ryeowook sat cross legged on the bed holding his stomach. There was a thud as the bedroom door flew open and lightly hit the wall behind it. In the door way stood Kangin, already dressed he stood surveying the room. The laughter had stopped, Ryeowook wore a slightly panicked face as Heechul quickly pulled up his dressing gown, trying to hide his back. Kangin looked at the older boy but his face showed no emotion, "Tuekie hyung is looking for you both. And today's schedules start soon. The cars going to be here in 15 minutes". And with that he left not giving them any time to reply. Heechul stood in shock for a few moments, until he heard Ryeowook jump off the bed. He looked round and watched him scurry towards the door. He went to say something but Ryeowook flashed him a smile and closed the door behind him as he left. Sighing he ran his hand through his hair, that was close… He threw another glance at the door, a sceptical look on his face and a feeling of worry growing in his gut.

An hour and 15 minutes later the mini vans containing all 12 members pulled into a car park in front of a building that looked like a storage facility. Made from dark green corrugated metal it looked mundane and industrial. The only thing that set it apart from the other buildings in the complex was the large white sign hanging above the large hangar door, in bold red letters it read "YooHyun Studios". Begrudgingly Heechul hauled himself out of the car, his body feeling heavy and his mind cloudy, why am I so tired?! He asked himself. An image of the state his back was in quickly reminded him. He didn't let his mind linger on thoughts of last night for fear his body might start to react again. Behind him he could hear the noise of more car doors opening as the other members getting out to stand behind him. They all looked up at the building, "looks cold in there" he heard a soft voice say next to him. Looking down he saw Ryeowook smile up at him through thick lashes. He smiled back and grabbing his hand led him towards the door. Leaning in close he whispered "don't worry, I'll keep you warm." He smirked as Ryeowook flashed a deep shade of red. He looked like he was going to give a reply when a call came from the door way of the building in front of them, "Ryeowook hyung!" They both looked up to see a young boy stood in the door way. Dressed in tight black trousers and a lose fitting red shirt. His hair styled into spikes with feathers and glitter. As Ryeowook got closer he recognised the boy waving frantically at him, "Henry-ah!" He shouted. Heechul looked down at him but before he could say anything Ryeowook had removed his hand from his and was running towards the boy. As he watched they both met in the middle in a joyous hug, both laughing as they embraced each other. He could hear the other members behind him laughing and he found himself chuckling as they all walked over. Still holding Ryeowook's hands Henry bowed to the other members. "Morning hyungs!" He said cheerfully. After they all gave their greetings he turned back to the smiling Ryeowook, "bet you didn't expect to see me huh?!" A huge grin appeared on his face as Ryeowook shook his head, "I thought you were still in China! How come you're here? And…" He looked down at what the younger boy was wearing. His eyes widened as he looked up. "Trying out a new look Henry-ah?" Asked Donghae as he threw his arm around the younger boy. Henry grinned back at him, "don't be silly hyung! It's for the shoot!" Turning back to Ryeowook he winked "I've seen what you're wearing hyung!" He leant in and whispered behind his hand "it's very sexy". Before Ryeowook could answer Henry was dragging him into the dark studio. As his eyes adjusted to the dim lighting he could easily make out the familiar sight of a photo shoot set. Suspended in the middle of the room was a piece of white canvas, folding over the floor and hung in the air. All over the floor where wires and plugs leading to all the light stands pointed at the canvas. There were people moving about everywhere and as the other members assembled behind him a member of staff noticed them. "Ah there you are!" He shouted over his clipboard. "Right dressing room this way and then on to hair and makeup which is just a little further along." He pointed towards the right side of the room, towards what looked like a make shift tent with two sides missing. He turned to Leeteuk, "here's the schedule for today, as you can see we are starting with group shots and then individual shots." He passed a piece of white paper to Leeteuk from his clipboard and then was gone. "Oh…" he replied quietly. He looked down at the paper and was joined by Kangin and Siwon who looked over his shoulder. "So the groups are – Shindong and Heechul you're with me and Yesung. Then Siwon you're with Kyuhyun, Hangen, Sungmin and Eunhyuk, which leaves Henry, Kibum Donghae and Ryeowook. And apparently we all have a theme. Sounds exciting!" He looked up at the group who were looking a little sceptical. "Well from looking at Henry I can guess our looks going to be…interesting." Sighed Kibum, his eyes travelling up and down the now nervous looking Henry. "What's ours?" Heechul asked trying to get a look at the paper. "Hmmm" Leeteuk scanned the paper. "Ah says here "New Rave". What's that?!" "It's neon colours and glow sticks and things!" Eunhyuk added happily. "Sounds interesting" Leeteuk looked again at the paper, "says Siwon's group have a "Exotic Paradise" look whilst Henry is supposed to be a "street-bad boy" apparently" Everyone looked at him again as he fidgeted. "Yeah well, look at the boots!" He pointed towards his footwear. They were black leather, thick soled gothic boots with silver skulls on the side. He stopped his feet to make his point as the members laughed at his antics. "Common then!" Kangin added loudly, "let's get this done!" And with that they all walked off towards the changing tent, Henry still trying to make the point he could be bad boy.

"Yeah but I still don't see why I have to have paint on my face!" Inside the makeup tent Heechul was baring down over a sitting Leeteuk. They were both dressed in white t-shirts; Heechul had neon green trousers where Leeteuk had neon orange shorts. Both their clothes, arms, hair and faces were covered in splashes of day glow paint. "It's just part of the look Heechul-ah! It's only for a bit then you can wash it off again" Leeteuk turned towards the mirror to inspect his own paint work. He opened his mouth to speak again but saw something in the mirror that made him spin round. In front of him was a nervous and uncomfortable looking Ryeowook. He had also had his clothes and makeup done, he was dressed in what looked like a pair of leggings, skin tight they stopped just under his knee and seemed to be tied by laces just under his belly. These laces had been left undone and the skin of his navel was visible. His t-shirt didn't do much to cover either. It was also black and was only long enough to sit a good inch above his belly button and was so loose fitting it fell of one of his shoulders. On his feet he also had boots, but these ones looked more biker, again thick soled and black. His hair was styled similarly to Henrys but instead of feathers and glitter the tips of the spikes, which pointed further back then Henry's, were painted a bright red colour. His eye lashes had been curled and painted making his eyes look feminine, large circles of black eye liner painted around them. Both Leeteuk and Heechul stood looking at him with wide eyes for a minute until he spoke in his usual soft voice, not fitting the outfit at all. "Hyung, I wondered if I could have a word with you?" He moved forward not looking at Heechul. "Yes Wookie" Leeteuk managed to sound calm, his eyes still roaming over Ryeowook's outfit. "Well I just don't feel very confident about doing this," He looked down and blushed, his embarrassment very obvious. Leeteuk smiled, moving forward to place a loving hand on his shoulder, "hey now Wookie," he listed his chin with his other hand and looked into his eyes. "You'll do just fine I know you will! It's just acting. Look to the others if you need help okay?" Ryeowook nodded his head and gave a feeble smile. "Good boy. Now I er… I need to go find Kangin." And with that he went to leave, throwing another glance at Ryeowook, letting the flap of the tent close behind him. Heechul gave a sarcastic chuckle as he watched Leeteuk leave, could he be any more obvious? He turned back to look at the boy facing the mirror. Ryeowook was looking at himself with a worried expression. "Would it help if I said I think you'll do fine?" He asked. Ryeowook looked round at him and smiled. "Thanks hyung, oh! You've got paint on your face!" He giggled as Heechul grimaced. He turned back round to the mirror, "but then again, I'd prefer that to this" looking down he sighed again. Heechul gave a little smirk and moved forward to stand behind him, wrapping an arm around the younger boy's waist. He felt Ryeowook tense but he didn't look up. Amused he lifted Ryeowook's chin so he was looking in the mirror, "you need to be a bad boy right?" He whispered into his ear, Ryeowook nodded shyly, still looking at himself in the mirror. "Well..." he started to place butterfly kisses down the pale neck in front of him, "how about I help you get into character?" He caught his breath as Heechul's hand easily slid up his loose shirt, lightly running his fingers up his chest. He smirked into Ryeowook's neck, "I can't think of anything naughtier." Placing his hand on Ryeowook's hip he spun him round so he faced him, his large brown eyes gazing up at him, already looking misty. Running one arm around the boy's waist he pulled him closer, the other he placed on his cheek. Still smiling he lightly placed his lips onto Ryeowook's and quickly felt him respond. Running his hands up the older boys chest and up over his shoulders he wrapped his arms around his neck, pulling him closer to deepen the kiss. Slowly leaning in to mould his body into Heechul's. He soon felt the older boys tongue run across his lower lip, he responded eagerly, tilting his head to the right, allowing his own tongue to run across Heechul's pearly teeth. Pulling him closer Heechul roughly moved his tongue to explore Ryeowook's mouth, taking the younger boys breath from his body. Ryeowook moaned, the sound, though blissful to his ears, snapped Heechul out of his dream state. He slowly moved backwards breaking their kiss. He smiled as he saw Ryeowook still with his eyes closed subconsciously lean forward in search of more contact. His eyes fluttered open and met with Heechul's, who was still smiling slightly. "Now group three; Kibum, Donghae, Henry and Ryeowook!" Just on the other side of the tent they could hear the assistant calling for the next group. Ryeowook bit his lip as he looked up at Heechul again. "Don't worry Wookie, you'll be fine" placing his hands on his shoulders he gently steered him towards the tent opening. "Just remember what I taught you" he whispered into his ear before pushing him out into the open. Taking a breath to steady himself Ryeowook let himself be pushed. He got through the flap and started to walk towards the set. He could feel eyes on him as he walked, he tried to look confident but his eyes darted back and forth. He saw Leeteuk and Siwon looking at him, meeting their eyes Leeteuk gave him a thumbs up and Siwon smiled. Feeling slightly spurred in he smiled back and walked with a quicker pace. Walking around one of the large lighting fixtures he saw the rest of his group already on the set. Seeing him Henry gave another big smile. Running forward he grabbed his hand and pulled him towards the set. "Ah there you are Wookie! We wondered where you'd got too!" Smiling Ryeowook joined his friends on the set. Donghae was dressed in baggy green and grey combat trousers, with a dark green vest, his wrists covered in black plastic bands and a sweat band resting on his upper arm, silver dig tags hanging around his neck. "Ah yeah sorry, I was just…" "rearranging those pants? They look pretty tight to me" Kibum wondered over, still eyeing Ryeowook's outfit he placed an arm over Henry. He was dressed in tight, black leather jeans and dark brown cow boy boots. His top half covered by a leather jacket, collar flipped up and his hear styled in a 1950's western quiff. "Wow Kibum-ah! You look so cool!" Ryeowook said with awe in his eyes, "And you Donghae hyung" He looked down at himself and frowned. "I just look like," he paused, thinking of what to say. Well I don't want to say whore… can you even get male whores? So lost in thought he didn't notice Kibum move from Henry's side and walk behind him, "a sexy little minx?" He asked close to his ear, pinching his bottom as he passed. Ryeowook jumped and glared at Kibum as he and Donghae walked back towards where they had been standing. He heard Henry giggle next to him, turning round he focused his glare at him instead. "Ya! You two should respect your hyung more!" His glares slid from his face as he looked into Henry's big puppy dog eyes. He pinched his cheek and smiled, "ah common then, let's get this done!" he led Henry by the hand towards the set in front of them.

"Okay, yes that's it! Right now just Kibum and Donghae please!" Heechul walked out from the makeup tent to the flashing lights and sounds of camera's clicking. He looked towards the set and saw Kibum and Donghae standing back to back, looking down the camera menacingly. He looked towards the side and saw Ryeowook and Henry off set. Henry talking happily as Ryeowook took a swig from a water bottle. Henry must have said something shocking because just as he had tipped back his head he quickly threw his head forward and spat out half of what he had swallowed back into his bottle. Nearly chocking on the other half. Henry quickly jumped up to pat him on the back, Heechul shook his head and continued walking. He saw Leeteuk sat in front of the computer screen attached to the camera as usual focused on work and around him stood Siwon, Kangin and Sungmin. He walked over and heard a snippet of their conversation "don't be silly Sungmin, I'm sure he's just as innocent as before" Kangin sighed looking down at Leeteuk who was engrossed in watching the shoot. "Yeah I don't see any change" Siwon added, wearing sunglasses and dressed in only shorts and a necklace of flowers. Sungmin turning his head to glare at him. "Your eyes were all over him when he walked onto the set earlier!" Siwon frowned, "yeah well… he is half naked!" Sungmin went to resort before Heechul interrupted, "what are you guys talking about?" He knew full well what or more who they were talking about, but claiming ignorance was easier. Kangin stood up straight and looked at him."Sungmin seems to think Wookies somehow lost his innocence". Heechul turned to look at Sungmin who was still glaring at Siwon. "What makes you say that?" Sungmin turned to look at him. "Well it's just-" he was interrupted by the photographer shouting again, "Okay excellent! Now Ryeowook and Henry please!" They all turned to watch as Henry and Ryeowook walked onto the set laughing, Heechul smiled as he saw his lover laughing and playing about like usual. The photographer watched them walk in front of him, his camera in his hand. "Right now, remember the theme of this. I want to see bad, nasty, moody and sexy!" Henry threw one last smile at Ryeowook before settling himself onto one of the blocks on the set. Ryeowook looked lost for a moment but as the others watched he seemed to gain confidence from somewhere and moved towards the block Henry was sitting on. He sat behind him, facing the other way he rested his foot onto the side and putting his elbow on his knee and his head on his hand he looked moodily down the camera. Heechul watched him pose and then looked down at the picture on the screen. Each pose he pulled was getting better, his confidence evidently growing. The camera was snapping madly, the photographer evidently pleased with what he was seeing. Ryeowook was now stood in front of the block, Henry sat behind him, as Heechul watched the screen silently Henry moved closer towards the older boy, in one quick movement he placed his arm around his waist, resting his head on Ryeowook's arm, after a few flashed Ryeowook shifted so he was stood side on to the camera but facing Henry. Henry now fully wrapping his arms around Ryeowook lifted his head as Ryeowook ran a finger up his neck towards his chin. Keeping his eyes locked on his hyung, he watched as Ryeowook tilted his head to the side, looking at the camera through thin eyes. As soon as the picture flashed up onto the computer screen it was quickly replaced by another, the photographer madly clicking his finger as he moved to different angles and zoomed. The members in front of the screen leaned in, hardly believing what they were seeing. "Whoa" Siwon breathed. Leeteuk blinked at the screen as the position altered again, this time Henry was leaning back, Ryeowook standing over him, pulling him up by his shirt. Their faces inches from each other as Ryeowook seemed to snarl at the camera. Heechul only just managed to stop his mouth falling open, something that Sungmin hadn't managed, "see." He mumbled. "See!" He said again, this time louder. "This is exactly what I mean!" he went unanswered as the other boys were still watching the screen, transfixed. Heechul listed his eyes to watch the real thing. As he watch Ryeowook dominate Henry's body he found it hard to believe this was the same nervous Ryeowook he had kissed only 10 minutes before. My kisses really have this kind of power? He asked himself, smirking slightly. As he watched Ryeowook and Henry move more he also noticed another figure stood watching the shoot. Though on the other side he could easily make out the form of Kyuhyun, dressed in a red Hawaiian shirt and brown shorts with flowers still in his hair from his shoot. He stood cross armed watching the performance. Heechul could tell from his body language he was not happy with what he saw. Kyuhyun and Ryeowook had always been close, with Ryeowook acting like the youngest he and Kyuhyun stuck together, almost like brothers. There most famous ventures were how they loved to trick and bully the older members, grouping together they became a formidable duo. They always knew it was those two but catching them or finding any evidence to blame them was near impossible. However on the few occasions where they were caught another side of Kyuhyun was exposed. He was fiercely protective of Ryeowook, even more so then Leeteuk or Sungmin. And whenever they were caught, even though he was younger he always took the blame and whatever punishment came with it. Heechul's eyes snapped back to the pair on the set as he heard clapping. They had finished and the photographer was clapping madly at the two. He moved forward to frantically clasp their hands in a vigorous shake before walking off to admire his photographs. Ryeowook smiled as he noticed Kyuhyun standing in the shadows to the side of the set. He waved quickly and took a step forward. He noticed Kyuhyun wasn't smiling or waving back. He took another step and saw the look of anger on his face. Dropping his hand in shock he went to call him but at that moment Kyuhyun turned and walked off into the shadows. "Kyuhyun-ah!" He called, running to the spot where he had been but as he looked around he admitted he had disappeared. "Ryeowook?" He turned around to see Eunhyuk standing behind him. Completely dressed in white and splattered in paint. "Ah hyung… erm, have you seen Kyuhyun-ah?" Eunhyuk shook his head, "sorry". "Oh no it's fine, you shooting now?" Eunhyuk nodded his head and grinned, "but ours wont be as good as yours! You guys looked like you were really feeling it!" Ryeowook blushed and gave a small smile. He wished the older boy good luck and wander off towards the changing room. The quicker he got out of this silly outfit the better. God, I think I may have gotten a little carried away. Still looking around for Kyuhyun he entered the tent to get changed.

"Hyung get off the counter, I'm trying to cut pears!" Ryeowook looked up at the boy sitting on the kitchen surface. Yesung grinned down at him, "ah common Wookie! Tell me already!" Ryeowook sighed and put his knife down, "for the last time Yesungie hyung! No there isn't anything going on between me and Henry! It was just a photo shoot! Aish you all keep saying I did well but I feel as if this is punishment!" Yesung frowned at this and jumped off the counter. "Sorry Wookie, you just looked so…" he searched for the right word for a moment before his face lit up with a smile, "different!" Ryeowook couldn't help the laugh that escaped him as he continued cutting the pears in front of him. "Well of course I looked different! I was supposed to be a bad boy! And I'm not so that includes some degree of change!" He turned round to smile at Yesung, "look you've still got neon paint on your face, go and wash up before you eat." Yesung smiled back and nodded. He walked past the younger boy towards the door when he saw Kyuhyun lurking in the door way. "Ah Kyuhyun-ah! Wookies got pear for everyone whilst we watch the film tonight! Wanna come sit?" He looked at Kyuhyun expecting his usual bubbly reply but Kyuhyun just threw him a glance and shook his head. Returning his gaze to Ryeowook's back. Yesung frowned, sensing Kyuhyun didn't want him there he moved nearer to the door. Throwing a worried look back at them he left.

Kyuhyun watched the older boy in front of him for a few moments. Watched as his delicate hands carefully peeled and sliced the soft pear, a slight smile on his fair face. He took a step forward as Ryeowook noticed him. He smile widened and his eyes scrunched at the corners. "Ah Kyu. Are you watching the film tonight? Pears nearly ready, want to sit next to me?" He turned back to continue cutting but paused, noticing Kyuhyun expression. His face seemed expressionless but his eyes were filled with sadness. He moved another step closer, "Kyu what's wrong? Are you okay-"He only just managed to finish his sentence as Kyuhyun moved forward quickly and wrapped his arms around him, pulling him into a hug. Ryeowook's eyes widened as his face hit Kyuhyun's chest, the knife falling out of his hand and onto the kitchen surface. Kyuhyun lowered his head to rest his face on Ryeowook's crown and closed his eyes. He sighed deeply, breathing in his scent. They stayed like this for a few moments until Ryeowook lightly pushed himself away and looked up, "what's wrong? I haven't seen you since the photo shoot". At the mention of earlier events Kyuhyun grimaced. He moved away from Ryeowook, letting his arms drop from his back as he took another step back. Ryeowook continued to look at him, concern written all over his face. "Kyu I-" he took a step forward towards the younger boy but Kyuhyun spoke over him, "who was that earlier?" Ryeowook stopped and looked back confused. "It wasn't you at the photo shoot, that isn't the Ryeowook I know" slightly taken aback by his use of informal language Ryeowook tried to move closer again but Kyuhyun only looked away, "Kyuhyun-ah, I was acting, I had a brief!" Still staring at the floor Kyuhyun shook his head, his eyes suddenly snapped up, the look of sadness replaced with anger. "It's not just then though is it! You've been different for a while! That whole business with Siwon highlighted to me just how different you've become." Ryeowook stood staring at him, his expression stuck on that of shock, he managed to stammer a little before Kyuhyun cut him off again, this time pulling him close by his wrist and glaring at him. "Do you know how much it hurts? To hear the others talk about you, about how you must have found a lover. That someone has…" he seemed to pause for a minute before pulling Ryeowook closer and looking deeply into his eyes, raising his voice slightly. "Have you?!" Pain started to spread through Ryeowook where Kyuhyun was holding him tightly. Still staring into his eyes he managed to wriggle himself free, taking a few steps back he rubbed his sore spot. "No Kyuhyun-ah! Why are you acting like this? I don't have anybody like that! Nobody!" Ryeowook knew he was lying, and he hated it. Stood in front of him was one of his best friends and he couldn't tell him the truth. The feeling of betrayal made his eyes sting, with tears forming he looked down at the floor. Not wanting to see the hurt look that was now in Kyuhyun's eyes. "No body?" The younger boy asked, his voice low and quiet. Ryeowook sensed him moving towards him again, feeling nervous he took a few more steps backward, he could only take a few until his back hit the cabinet behind him. He looked round slightly to see what he had hit, his attention momentarily taken away from Kyuhyun he jumped slightly as he stood in front of him. One hand resting on the cabinet either side of Ryeowook, looking down at him intently. "What about me hyung?" Ryeowook's eyes widened in shock as he turned to look at Kyuhyun. The younger boy was looking down at him, his handsome face contorted, his anguish easily showing in his eyes. "Kyu…?" Ryeowook whispered, "what..?" Kyuhyun didn't answer. Sighing he placed his head onto Ryeowook's chest and scrunched his eyes closed. "I've been here the whole time. Will you never notice me? I've tried so hard to be a good magnae so that you'd like me. What more can I do?" He looked up and took Ryeowook's face in his hands. "Tell me what to do, I'll do anything, anything if you just give me a chance." Ryeowook had to blink away tears as he heard the pleading in his tone. Slowly raising his hands to move Kyuhyun's away he shook his head. "I don't understand what you mean Kyuhyun! Of course I notice you, you're one of my best friends!" Shaking off Ryeowook's hands Kyuhyun moved in closer, his voice only just over a whisper, "what do I have to do to make you understand?" Before Ryeowook could fully process his words Kyuhyun ran his arm behind his waist, pulling him in close. Without a moment's hesitation he closed his eyes and lowered his head, quickly capturing Ryeowook's lips in a forceful yet gentle kiss. Ryeowook's mind set ablaze. As he came to his senses after the shock he placed his hands onto Kyuhyun's shoulders and tried to push him away but the taller boy was much stronger, he kept his grip on his waist firm as he leaned in, deepening the kiss. Ryeowook gasped as he felt Kyuhyun's tongue force its way into his mouth, quickly caressing his own. Forgetting himself Kyuhyun felt spurred on. Moving Ryeowook's body closer to his own he ran his hand down his leg, then up his thigh, cupping his crotch. Feeling Ryeowook react he applied more pressure, slowly moving his hand up and down. Ryeowook's eyes fluttered as he tried to fight his inner desire to succumb. Placing his hand on the side to steady himself he hit the handle of the knife he had been previously using. There was a loud crash as it fell to the floor, pushing both boys out of their dazed state. Kyuhyun's grip lessened through the shock and feeling this Ryeowook pushed hard against him, making him stumble backwards. They stared at each other breathing heavily until Kyuhyun moved forward again. This time Ryeowook was prepared and he immediately raised his hands to stop him. Seeing the object of his affections so defensive against him tore Kyuhyun's heart in two. Ryeowook starred at the floor unable to look the younger boy in the eyes, "hyung, I… I'm sorry it wasn't supposed to come out like that I just, I like you so much! Please, look at me!" He moved forward and took the shorter boy by the shoulders, gently this time. Ryeowook let out a breath he had been holding and raised his eyes. Seeing the apologetic and worried look in Kyuhyun's his heart softened. "I'm sorry too Kyu." He stood up, straightening to his full height, letting Kyuhyun's hands fall from his shoulders. Walking past him he grabbed the plate of pears from the kitchen counter, turning back to look at Kyuhyun, who still stood where he had been, head bowed, "I love you Kyuhyun-ah, just as a close and important friend. I'm sorry I can't give you what you want." And with that he turned and left the kitchen. Kyuhyun stood starring at the floor for a few minutes. His head still processing how it had felt to kiss Ryeowook, to hold him. And then the image of him pushing against him, not wanting the contact, and how he had looked scared afterwards flashed into his head. Grabbing the nearest plate he slammed it into the floor. China flying in every direction, but he didn't care. He felt white hot rage, at nobody but himself. Tears now streaming down his face he leant on the counter, cursing himself and his foolish actions. He felt a hand on his shoulder. Large and strong someone turned him around and wrapped their arms around him. "Kyuhyun-ah, what's happened?" Hearing the familiar Chinese accent in his ear, he relaxed and let the tears come.

A/N - Short I know but... I kinda wanted to end it there. & I'd like to take a moment to just explain the dream at the begining~ I needed a way to cement Heechul's feelings for Ryeowook for both us (readers) and himself. Now I like to think that he knows how he feels about him, and we now see everything after this as a development on foundations...
Heechul/Ryeowook HWAITING!!