Chapter 3: Peace
Nothing seems to work when I'm around you; praying, hating, fighting, hiding, and smiling. I tried everything to be normal, to get you out of my mind. What have you done to me? When are you going to set me free?
Peace seems so far away even though I have nothing to worry about; it was a feeling I will never get to feel. At least not when you are around; my heart is anything but peaceful.
I can't deny it and I can't cry it out, it is something I can't let anyone find out, not even you who I trusted the most. No matter where I am, what I'm doing you are always here in my mind. I am in pieces, I feel even more broken than I did back then, although this is, how should I put it? Not as…unpleasant as before.
But it not like anything can happen; I mean where would we start? Whenever I have to choose between my head and heart; I always go for my head and this would be no different. Would it? I don't know and until I find out, peace will be something I will never know.
Very short chapters. =.='
Got the idea from Wanted – All Time Low but the content is definitely a little off from what the meaning of the song it.