Time skip
You flop under your bed sheets reassessing the day you just had
'Wow… today was crazy i met some weird staff of the manor how can they be so bubbly after the history down here from when it burned just to ashes and rubble.'
You were half asleep as your feel the door been opened and closed when the light hit your eyes you flinch and roll over the other way
"Psstt _"
You hear a familiar voice but It wasn't so clear to you, so you just reply with mumbling showing that you heard them
"Mghm?"
"I can't sleep can I sleep next to you?"
You thought it was Mai-rin so you just replied and you felt the weight of the bed slightly sink down as you feel someone come under the covers with you so you roll over so ask if she was okay but it wasn't Mai-rin at all. Your eyes dart open and sit up quickly
"What are you doing Ciel?"
You whisper loudly
"You said that I could sleep next to you"
"Yeah, because I thought you was Mai-rin!"
"Shh someone will hear us don't need to shout!"
"I'm whispering!"
You sigh in annoyance
"Well now we are both quietly screaming!"
You both giggle and loosen up the tenseness you were feeling 'well now you're not lonely' you think to your self you let Ciel sleep there as you fall asleep again.
Morning
You feel the sunlight hit your face as you groan you feel hotter then usual so you open your eyes to see you were buried in Ciel's chest and he had his arms around your waists. 'Oh shit! what do i do?' you panic and he starts to wake up so you pretend to be asleep. You hear him groan as he realizes what position you are in you slowly open your eyes pretending you just woke up you look up to see Ciel bright red.
"I'm so sorry… I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry!"
Ciel quickly moves away from you putting his head down in shame you couldn't help but to giggle to see such a big name in the business and the Queens guard dog put his head down to a 13 year old.
"It's ok, it's not like you meant for it to happen."
You try to cheer him up but you just ended up blush hard when you see Sebastian was at the door smirking and trying not to laugh.
"I'll leave you two be"
Sebastian leaves into the hallway hearing his little chuckles fading out, You and Ciel look at each other in embarrassment.
" Sorry…"
You sigh
"its fine don't need to be sorry."
"Yes I do, I should of left when you freaked out when i wasn't Mai-rin so therefore it's my fault."
"I think you leaving out one thing that i didn't push you out i just lied back down and just let you be.. in the end we both didn't intentionally mean to wake up like that" you try to smile to show that its ok and for him not to worry but he just returned a fake smile.
Breakfast
Dining table
It was a peaceful morning once you exited your room and headed down for breakfast but the sound of plates crashing and a girl screaming sorry disturbed the peace.
"I'm sorry Sebastian yes i am!"
It was obviously Mai-rin she must have yet again drop another dozen plates
"Its ok just please watch where your going"
Sebastian let out a heavy sigh as he left the big glassed maid clean up her mess.
"How is the breakfast Young master and Mistress _?"
You smile
"Its great, thank you Sebastian and please just call me _"
You try not sounding irritated how the fact everyone calls you 'mistress _' Sebastian replied with
'"As you wish _" he bowed and Ciel left the table leaving you there still eating your food. When you where just about to walk out the dinging room door it opens and Sebastian is standing there
"Young master wishes to see you."
And he leaves, you quickly hurry to your room and get dressed then run down the hall way to the Study and you knock.
"Come in _"
You open the door and sit down at the closest chair to Ciel.
"Here is your maid outfit"
Ciel hands you a maid It's a poufy Black dress that ends just in the middle of your knee cap, It has a teal apron with frills boarding it, With white and black stripped long socks to top it off with a white bow.
"Don't you think that's a bit too…."
You eye the outfit up and down but Ciel just shoves it in you face and signals you to leave and get changed. You stare into the bathroom mirror straight into your (e/c) eyes.
"Why did she abandon me?"
You begin to tear up but you refuse to accept that you want to cry and just take a deep breath in and fight back the tears so you leave the bathroom in you maid outfit and walk back into the study room. Ciel is sitting at his desk doing some paper work but when he looks up his eyes widened and a small blush appears of his face.
"You look nice…"
"Really? I think its too small"
You begin to pull the dress down so it looks longer.
"Sebastian got your measurements from your mother so it should fit you."
You hear a high pitch voice and foot steps running towards the study,
"CCCCCCCIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLL!"
A blond hair girl looked the same age as you ran into the study hug tackling Ciel off his chair.
"Lizzy? What are you doing here?"
"I came to visit earlier I brought a friend"
You hear the door open behind you all turn to see a blond, blue eyed 13-year-old stand they're smirking.
"Well hello Ciel"
He stuck out his tongue trying to get a reaction out of Ciel
"Alois?!"
Lizzy looks at Ciel confused
"Why are you mad I know you and Alois aren't best of buddies but cant I have a friend that's a boy you have her?"
Lizzy points over towards you and you get a light dust of pink over your cheeks knowing Ciel counts you as a friend.
"But why Alois?"
Lizzy and Alois make eye contact with each other exchanging ideas in their heads and finally they let out a deep sigh.
"Ciel… I'm taking of the engagement…. I don't love you anymore I love Alois…"
Lizzy starts to tear up waiting for Ciel to yell or cry at his loss but he just calmly replies.
"Ok… I was going to bring it off anyway… you are too clingy."
Lizzy stand there her eye winded obviously offended she storms out with Alois and you see out the window that they head but to the carriage with Elizabeth crying rivers.
"That was harsh…"
You started to feel guilty for Lizzy.
"How? She was cheating on my with Alois for the past year I'm just going with her decision."
You nod understandingly and you looked at Ciel he was obviously still down about Lizzy.
"What do you want me to do… young master."
You try to cheer him up because Sebastian said that he always like to be called young master.
"Can you get me some Earl Grey tea?"
You nod and leave to room into the kitchen and put the kettle on and wait for it.
"_? Did young master send you to get some tea?"
You nod and you start to squiggle around trying to get confortable in this maids outfit you were given.
"My-my looks like that dress had shrunken when it was drying would you like to change into something more fitting?"
"Well ye-"
The Kettle steaming up so you put the cup and kettle on a tray and walk up to the study and Ciel had his arms crossed on the desk and his face lying on his hands cut of your answer.
"Young master your Earl Grey tea is ready."
You place the cup down and pore the tea into it.
"_ Am I a bad person?"
You look at him and pat his head like you would do to a child.
"No Ciel you're a nice person."
You lied to him but you couldn't really answer the question since you only known him for a day.
You begin to walk out but Ciel calls you name.
"_ Can you play chess with me?"
You turn around and bow
"Yes young master."
"You don't have to call me young master call me Ciel it feels weird since we are the same age."
"Ok Ciel…"
You smile and sit down across from Ciel and start to play you notice he seemed a bit off but you just think its was because of Lizzy.
-After dinner-
You walk back from getting change you notice your bedroom door was opened. You peek in to see someone is in your bed you just sigh and hop in next to Ciel.
"Are you okay with me sleeping here?"
"Yes, because you seemed different today may I ask what is bothering you?"
You roll over to face Ciel he had his eye patch off and you see tears in the corners of his eyes.
"C…. Ciel?"
You brush off the strains of hair off his face and wipe of the tears on his eyes.
"What's wrong speak to me."
Ciel slowly opens his eyes and pulls you close to him.
"Please don't leave me I'm ever so lonely."
You start going red and just nod and squiggle away and roll over you feel him hug you tightly and you slowly fall a sleep you hear Ciel whisper something but all you can pick up was.
"I….you…...lonely…..don't go."
