CHAPTER 3: PRIDE

Blaine wasn't satisfied with what had happened. He had lost his virginity with someone who he didn't know. He was thinking over and over again that he had done that for his family, to feel his parents love again. However, it was a relief for him.

When he opened the door, his parents went to see him. He realized they wanted to know what had happened but he didn't want to talk. His parents didn't mind it and Pam made him sit down.

"What happened? I guess you succeeded, don't you?" Pam was anxious. James sat down on the couch and looked at his family. He agreed with his wife but he still felt bad because he was supporting his son's homosexuality, not trying to cure him.

"Yes, when everyone left, we went to a room and… You know." Blaine blushed, he didn't felt comfortable with that talk.

"Perfect! I hope you see him again. It's really important that he wanted you. If you only have sex once, he won't feel guilty if he fires us. However, we don't want you to seems desperate to be with him. If he thinks he has you when he wants, I don't think he will be with you for long. It's best if you wait some days, maybe he would call you. If he won't, you can text him or something." Pam thought it was the best plan to get what they wanted. Blaine stared at her really surprise. Was his mother really hoping he had sex with a man 12 years older than him?

"I don't have his phone number; I can't text him. He doesn't have mine either, we can't get in touch." Blaine wasn't looking his parents because he was embarrassed. He didn't know how to make them happy.

"Do you know how to do anything?" Pam was pissed, her son can't be so stupid, at least in his mind. "It doesn't care. You'll wait a few days and if you don't know anything about him, you'll come to the office."

"I'm not sure I want to see him again." Blaine didn't look at his parents. He knew his first time wasn't perfect and he felt uncomfortable. He had realized he had had sex before being ready and it wasn't satisfying because of that. He wasn't stupid, he knew that, even if he had come, his orgasm hadn't been like Sebastian's.

"Why not? Don't you want us to be a family again? Don't you want us to love you again?" James helped his wife. He knew his son and he knew he could convince him with that. Since Blaine had out himself, he had worked hard to be accepted. The problem was they would never accept him because he was gay.

"Yes, I want us to be a family again."

"You know what you have to do then."

When Pam and James were alone in their room, they wait until they were in the bed before talking. It had been a long day, but they needed to be together if they wanted to not be fired. They knew that they couldn't life like then if one of them were fired, even worse if both of them were.

"Do you believe Blaine can keep Mr. Smythe interest?" James asked.

"I don't think so. Gays are promiscuous and Blaine's inexperienced. I just want him to tie Mr. Smythe as soon as possible. I hope Blaine did what we said, you know what I mean."

"Three years ago, we didn't think that hide that news would be so useful. We always though it would be the perfect excuse to have him out of our home."

"And now can save our Jobs." She was relieved.

"I'm still uncomfortable with it. It is everything we hate. It's against our beliefs." He said.

"I know; it isn't easy for me either. I don't want to lose our home or sell my jewels. It's Blaine who would go to hell and he would be out of our lives soon. If everything goes as planned, Mr. Smythe will marry Blaine soon and they will live together. We'll just have to see them once in a while for them to think that we support and love them."

"I hope it will go as planned. I'll even pay NYU fees if it helps us to not be fired."

"It won't be necessary. Mr. Smythe will do it… If Blaine studies, maybe he doesn't want to study." Pam was calmed.

"It would be a dream. It's enough to have a gay son, why he wants to be an actor? He should be a doctor or a lawyer." James would never support Blaine.

"It's his world. Would you trust a gay lawyer? Or would you trust a gay doctor while you are naked in front of him? When we go to the theater, we know they are all fags."

"You are right."

"I'm always right."