Forgetting My Life

Chapter 2: All about me, my confused self, and I

Seven. That is the time I read on my clock just now, and it is the absurd time I have been forced to wake up at. Apparently, I'm going to school today.

There was a uniform neatly lied down on my bed and I quickly hurried to put it on. School, huh? I do remember reading in my records that I attended Alice Academy. This is kind of exciting, like my first day of school. Which for me, it kind of is.

Then like a robot I manually walked into my bathroom and began brushing my hair to put my hair up in a pony. I was about to grab my pony, when I realized what had happened. I had done this automatically, without even thinking about it. Then I remembered standing in front of this mirror every single day, doing this exact act of putting my hair in a pony. The doctor said stuff like this would happen as I went about my normal routine. I smiled in victory and continued doing the all so familiar movements of putting my hair up.

Time for school!

I had gone downstairs and ate my breakfast. Then I went to the door to find my chauffeur waiting for me outside. He drove me to school and then right when I got out of the car he drove off, making me throw my first impression of him being nice right out the window. "Thanks for leaving me!" I angrily shouted out after him. Staring up at the gigantic school I instantly started to feel nervous. I wandered around a bit hoping I would remember where I was supposed to go. There was no luck, and this school was as unfamiliar as ever. I was lost.

"Mikan!" I jumped up into the air and let out a small shriek as I heard my name being called. I turned around to find a smiling blonde grown up approaching me. He had sparkling purple eyes and wore a tacky, frilly white shirt. I gulped and wished to myself that he wasn't a creepy rapist or anything. Please don't be a creeper! "You're awfully jumpy! It's just me your teacher! I heard you were coming back today! Come on we're both late for class." Teacher? Honestly, I would of never guessed.

Anyways, I sighed in relief and followed the strange man to what he said was supposed to be my classroom. We stopped at the door and he turned around to talk to me.

"Mikan I just wanted to let you know I have been made aware of your condition. So it is very nice to meet you! I am your teacher Mr. Narumi. If you need anything don't be afraid to ask."

All I could do was smile and shake his hand back. This guy was a little creepy and possibly gay, but I felt like I could trust him. "Thanks! You already know my name, but I'm Mikan."

He walked into the noisy room and told me to wait outside until he gives me a signal to go in. What's the point of this?

"Okay class! Guess who just got back? Our favorite student Mikan!" I walked into the room and everyone sighed in disappointment. Jeez, harsh much?

"Sorry to burst your bubbles, gosh." I muttered and then looked at Narumi-sensei, when I realized I had no idea where to sit. I walked up to him and whispered into his ear. "Well... where do I sit?"

He then whispered back into my ear, "sit in the very back next to the window, that's your seat."

I smiled and replied, "Oh, thanks!" I looked around and saw the empty desk off to the side near the window. It wasn't just an empty seat, but the whole row was empty. Were the students who sit back there late, or am I just that avoidable? Smiling felt natural for me, so I smiled the whole way there, while looking around as well. Almost everyone I passed was staring at me. Then I noticed a black haired girl with amethyst eyes giving me the worst kind of stare: this girl is an idiot. It the I'm-going-to-kill-her kind of look. It was definitely confusing and very much conflicting. What is her problem? I sat down and I swear I could hear the kid in front of me gulp, like oh-shit-she-just-sat-behind-me. He shouldn't be surprised. This is my seat, isn't it?

"Okay today I don't feel like teaching, so I'll give you guys a free period." Narumi-sensei happily skipped out of the room leaving us behind. Well...that was stupid and pointless.

The door slammed open and two guys came walking in. I looked over in their direction, only to realize they were what a person would call handsome. Like oh-my-god-my-heart-is-pounding handsome. The first one to enter had crow black hair and peculiar deep crimson eyes. Which I personally think is kind of weird, but hey, if wearing contacts is his kind of thing I can't do anything about it. He instantly noticed where I was sitting and paused to stare at me, obviously thinking, before moving his attention back to where he was walking. He walked straight over to my row and took a seat. Right. By. Me. Mr. Narumi said I usually sit here, so I should most definitely know this person, right?

"Hi!" I said, giving him my sweet smile and waving to him.

He just eyed me curiously before responding to me with a cruel, "hn," and then looking away. Whatever that's supposed to mean.

The one who followed him took a seat in our row too and right next to him. He was a cute blond and had this really adorable face. His eyes were a shade of blue and he looked extremely nervous as he peered at the girl with the amethyst eyes. I wonder what that's about? He looked like he was going to pee his pants!

"Natsume! Ruka!" a crowd of screaming girls with hearts in their eyes began to form around the sitting boys. Of course I had to be the one to sit next to them. All of them are annoying and weird. Whatever... I turned around and pulled out what was supposed to be the history book. I admit I was curious about the two boys, their many fan girls, that girl with the stare of a devil, and half the other people in the classroom. But I might as well spend this time learning the things I forgot about, like history.

Everyone in the room went dead silent. All the girls stopped screeching like their lives depended on it and random conversations ended. I put my book down to discover every pair of eyes, even the boy with the crimson orbs, staring at me. Okay what is this all about? Why are they staring at me? Do I have something in my teeth? Wait... they can't even see my teeth.

"Mikan!" A loud mouthed girl with strawberry blonde hair broke the silence. She came jumping over to me with an extremely worried look on her face. Could this be... a friend? This is kind of exciting! I wonder if she is. Then again she didn't visit me when I was in the hospital, so maybe she wasn't that important. "Why are you acting so funny?"

"What do you mean?"

"Well, when you walked in here you had this great big smile on your face...that never happens. Then you sat down and began reading the history text book, that is also new. Plus, when Natsume and Ruka came in you just said hi and barely glanced at them," let me guess that never happens, "THAT NEVER HAPPENS!" Wow! I couldn't be more right. "Usually when you see Natsume and Ruka you instantly start shouting out there names and begin drooling over them, like the rest of us."

"Okay...sorry... I guess I...didn't feel like it?" Weird. When I was imagining myself, I didn't think I was the type to ogle over some guy. Maybe I'm not. Because when I saw him I thought he was handsome, but not something to worship over.

"Sorry? That's something I never heard you say." I turned my heard to another annoying girl with green wavy hair that reminded me of seaweed. "Luna don't be deceived so easily. She came in here and took a seat right next to Natsume and Ruka's seats. I mean she is the Queen Bitch around here." Bitch? Not only that but the queen of it? Somehow I find that hard to believe, I mean I can't even hurt a fly. Literally! There was one in my room this morning and I couldn't find it in myself to kill it. I mean yes I was sort grossed out and found it extremely annoying, but it was just trying to live it's life. That is why I know I can't be a bitch.

"What did you just call me?"

"You heard me, bitch! You just come back after being gone for weeks, and already back to your old games, where everyone must pay attention to you."

"Excuse me?"

"Don't play dumb-"

"Sumire, shut it." The girl with the amethyst eyes walked over to me and then gleamed at the strawberry blond sitting in front of me, "Luna move." Okay so so far I have learned the girl with the seaweed looking hair is called Sumire and the other one who was talking to me is Luna. Now who is the girl with the amethyst eyes?

"How was your trip Mikan?" The girl continued. Her tone was icy and frighteningly emotionless, which truthfully gave me the chills.

"Trip?" Does going to the hospital count as a trip?

"Yes, your trip to Hawaii." Hawaii? Oh I get it! Everyone must think I've been gone for the past couple of weeks because I was in Hawaii. I wonder who started that rumor.

"Oh, that- it was fine." I tried to smile at the girl, hoping to play along.

"Hmm... you don't look too happy about going all the way to Hawaii."

"Yeah, too much sun." Is she trying to catch me in my own lie?

The bell suddenly rang and I was saved. I collected all of my things and ran out the door, before having to talk to anyone.

That night I lied on my bed staring at the ceiling once again. Who was I before I lost my memories? A jerk face who liked to mess with people, just like Permy suggested? (That one girl said her name was Sumire, but I've decided it's more fun calling her Permy.) A crazy fan girl who was obsessed over two good looking guys? This is all too hard to believe...

When I woke up in that hospital bed I was scared, and a little cranky. Now I feel like I can be myself, but I don't know what that is. For the days I've been awake, I have never wanted to hurt or treat someone badly. But now apparently I am the "Queen of Bitches."

What should I do?

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"I thought I told you to stay from this hotel little girl!" He tightened his grip that was holding me down and I let out a tiny shriek, "You shouldn't go making mistakes like that."

"What the hell? Let go of me!"

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